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Depression is real
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anyone remember animal jam good times back then still play cause mobile version aint shabby and according majority long time players find there theyre teens still like play haha
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Stayed up till now, which is now 5:43am, out with Selene and friends for her bday was awesome
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need genuine advice theres friend really really like replied three days text ive sent left read even ask leave read left read know part like leave alone want talk one like maybe hates speak anyone ever again know know
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homework due th am still acts scenes sum
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song recommendations crushing someone feel got u kinda like together amin lovedrug
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podcast thats run teenagers hey guys made podcast thats entirely made run teenagers talk school mental health everything between want check episodes yt link herehttpsyoutubebobnqludig spotify link herehttpsopenspotifycomshowrjxwynxgsvmurzjzxysigkohwtorxcrgxnpavbpig please leave feedback comments
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selfish wanting end lifebeen feeling suicidal got around purely people would get upset understand get called selfish loads things wanting end life understand people thinking selfish ending seems like option sometimes go things go nobody else understands dont even see good future people bring like gonna change things dont see happening sometimes get right edge attempting end realise fuck calm myself ive never believed thought id never get far im still daily things keep putting im scared ill get far ill end killing without hesitation lacking support right
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dont know im suicidali actively think killing self aftermath never consider it however consider dying peaceful freeing thing
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is needing some love
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never stood chance
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amazing documentary saw original airdate dvd times last years shocked even nominated best documentary oscar year released documentary even comes closebr br it tv recently th anniversary missed added where now segment end except catch tony works hazmat unitbr br ive seen criticism documentary filmmaking list cant see could done different less months assemble get air dvd contains material backgroundbr br im also surprised according imdbcom brother projects four years since doing
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i ve been feeling anxious and stressed out lately which usually cause me to have chest and pain in the middle of my back now i looked up my symptom on google i know i know big mistake and apparently my symptom mostly align with a condition called stable angina this condition can lead to unstable angina which can be fatal i ve gotten at least ekg done in the past month or so and they have all been normal but i m still scared that maybe my body just can t handle stress and is slowly shutting down i don t know ha anyone else here experienced anything like this
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talked friend redflag today friend posted poll insta story going as u die yesno
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get betternearly years old job family friends like im drowning sea people care themselves ive never even felt like loved acknowledged relationship ive ended cheating me social anxiety makes hard find friends let alone ones trustworthy cant see getting better change comes me world know
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guess birthday win gold unlimited attempts delete mins one attempt per comment
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tried checking mental health care facility todayleft said planning hold hours minimum fuck that id rather go back work thank god wasnt professional place couldve trouble trying get filled signed paperwork least know thats option help either haha theres escape hell life
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like title says im rapidly losing motivation recently switched collages closer home could closer family depressive spirals coming often mainly lack work do always end things last damn minute freshman year tried best almost
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surface written wind lurid glossy soap opera sexual dysfunctions texas oil family underneath deep social commentary s life director douglas sirk scores another univeral sudser robert stack falls love lauren bacall problem stacks best pal rock hudson loves too stack finds hes sterile bacall ends pregnant fireworks fly and alltoogood dorothy malone oscar portrayl texas biggest nympho shunned hudson good epic soap opera
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im really sorry everyone im really selfish really want end itwhats point im anxious theres limit much take ive already failed think go dont think courage to cant talk feel like attention seeking selfish become like this want happy again college life go cant cant seem function like basic human im always anxious im trying hard hide fact always comes wrong way
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@lopezwilfred Yeah. Me too. Will lookout on your tweets too. Happy Tweeting
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doi thought notes want stop living everytime bring cliff ledge hiking trips put knife throat cant think dad sister im years old th grade know life really worth living me girl ever loved relationship with lesbian cant find love girls know life plans outside joining marines maybe ill die hero diagnosed mental illness tried get help school thing said how grades second walked couselour office feel trapped every night cant fall asleep think death im glad found place tell someone someone please tell fuck
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why am i like this sometimes i think about what people reaction would be if they found out i committed suicide sometimes i think it s the only way for people to understand and feel the pain i am feeling i know deep down i won t do it cowardice and my mom still being alive is the only thing stopping me i travel to and from work and i would always cry on the way i feel depressed i know i am depressed but if you would ask me why i wouldn t know where to start or what to say sometimes i don t even know why i m depressed i just am thing are seemingly going well and nothing bad ha happened yet why am i breaking down all the time and lashing out at others why do i feel this familar feeling in my chest like i m holding something back like i m on the verge of a break down i m not sure when it started but i m so scared of people i know my brain is telling me not to trust anyone or get close to anyone because i ll get hurt but i do it anyway i choose to believe that this time it would be different now im alone and i have nobody because i ve tried to protect myself from others look at me now trying to seek comfort from stranger i feel so pathetic and useless i want to be happy i want to not care about what others think of me i want to stop comparing myself to others and getting jealous of people my age who are more accomplished than me i want to be happy with who i am i want to love myself every year i would write in my journal my goal for the year and that would be at the top of my list do you know how tiring it i to pretend to be strong all the time it my own fault i did this i put my guard up and pretended to be knowledgeable a if i didn t suffer from anything imagine i m the one people go to for advice if only they knew how weak i really am how stupid i am i m so tired of reading body langauage facial expression and voice tone and trying to decipher word to see if it ha hidden meaning just to see if they are genuine living in fear of people and what they think of me absoutely breaking down at any mention of someone not liking me or liking something about me or what i did being cold and keeping people at arm length searching online meet people online and how to make friend online i m year old i ve been typing it in for year it dosen t work i m so lonely i have friend but none of them know who i really am i put up a front for year now no one know how to approach me or what to say to me if they see me i don t reply to text message because to me it s a waste of time because they aren t my real friend if i don t keep them around then i m truly a loner i go out of my way to be there for them but nobody asks me if i m okay nobody asks anything about me everyone assumes i m okay i feel so unfulfilled i m unhappy with my current academia but i m procrastinating and making it worse i feel no motivation to study all i m doing is destroying my life what do i do i cant trust anyone i ve tried it for year and everyoe hasn t been genuine sigh i m lost
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pain life know ache know keep awake tonight fills dread hate braces tightened
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god im tiredi want die bad know hurt horribly might fail wish could leave hope afterlife everything want perfect people damn mean here dont like live constant stress anyone know easiest way go
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help trans guy hi name aki im trans guy ive emotional problems people using birth name anyone could comment something anything saying something name it even hi aki would make happy
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im planning kill myselfi need plans tentative date figure things become even unbearable always early reason wanted live time date comes it ive already written one letter angry one writing felt cathartic good want recipient read in fact want everyone read it im interested response plans right couple more one detailing want stuff dog go to one actual redflag note explaining im choice one could prevented it sometimes get anxious fact letters written get mood either fuck it ill dead anyway care everything properly oh god cant right wherewithal finish want finish go never feel ready continue suffer indefinitely want get rid anxiety writing letters energy motivation them im sure ill really emotional whole thing sounds exhausting know expect posting here im looking for maybe want validation maybe want argue side maybe doubt strong maybe desire proven wrong someone point something genuinely considered would make life bearable know many places discuss things like this id like talk it context permanently disabled multiple refractory conditions make unable work mostly home bedbound constant pain discomfort miserable obviously suicidal want die time tolerable moments passively would like die instead actively exhausted treatment options worst conditions gotten worse time think redflag reasonable decision given circumstances
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it s been a lot of stress past the last three year i feel like i can t take it anymore i m too anti social i can t talk to anyone i just start shaking and can t say a word and then this feeling of embarrassment will haunt me for the rest of the day no one want to talk with me i feel like i shouldn t be here like i m a burden to everyone i have to hold my emotion inside never letting them out and this is killing me i ve been cry for the last few day i feel so pathetic am i the problem i am so lost
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hey guys bday today wish could invite instead got virtual hugs digitalized cake
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feel trappedfor past decade ive felt nothing selfhatred anger sadness loneliness point feel like thing ever make happy redflag thats issue though issue know killed myself would devastate family friends ten years ive painted smile face ive acted like everything okay loved ones worry happy ten years this feel like im living everyone elses behalf im tired want sadden family friends killing myself im also sick living sake keeping happy feel like fair people always talk taking care well being supposed one thing make happy taking life keep suffering everyone else happy im afraid stay alive long enough im going start resenting loved ones happy want ever get point
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follow @joelosteenmin you'll be glad you did!
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would rather numbi feel like born every advantage possible loving mum comfortable home life disabilities prosperous safe country intelligence etc surface everyone else im fulfilling it degree stable job pays money know with good friends family etc sometimes like right now mind collapses sense impending doom closes around me wake am complete panic voices head cant silenced saying ive completely messed life deserve anything anymore selfinflicted due past mistakes fault spew gall builds inside me option go cry punch pillow scream shut up ive done nothing wrong drink im numb curl sleep or theyre particularly severe talk someone get outside mind soon stop come back one coupled bolt anxiety perfect destroyed life never peace again doom around corner destroyed everything first started years ago got onto meds lexapro wow new man everything fine january year went bathroom blood holycrapwhatsgoingonimgonnadie taxi er hemerrhoids saw gp told mental state pristiq colonoscopy emptied myself little blood night night went under wakey wakey nothing wrong except crack one be went way weeks later blood went private hospital infected pilonidal sinus thank you saw specialist wowee said see plastic surgeon cant may stand know set off five years peace this normal normal every negative voice swimming inside skull saw counselor week amazing explained everything perfectly nervous system issue brain scan anything unpredictable voices meant helpful theyre wellintended fantastic left feeling really good voice little whisper back mind shes wrong yesterday searched voluntary euthanasia thoughts said good idea die hand way thats it went home cried stayed friends place cat lied me small comfort slept like log today im getting extended med cert im scared tell im rails id said getting better im bus hours im staying mum easter im sure ill last may would rather numb feel anything im not im full gunk pain voices oh god im scared way out peace ever again want stop want win positive thought instantly rebutted torn down feels hard fight wish to much easier give up selfdestruct end all ok voices fine right im screwed mum her already lost husband father im sticking around her want bury child
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need someone talk tohello feel really bad need someone talk to past really hurt spoken anyone really killing quite literally thoughts anxiety helping me everyday past couple months redflag mind want live im afraid hurt self worse please need help
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everywhere turn depression always therei find depressing living world people depressed ever ive depressed since last years world changed people becoming depressed suicidal friends high school life party now two committed redflag one overdosed another mental asylum ive attempted kill many times failed also want help people make world seem better
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i miss those day where we used to play till we saw the sun go down now life s just stress stress stress with a huge dollop of depression
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feel stupid thismy life really crappy parents dead tumors brain spinal cord grandmother raised never fails remind held back things me life would comfortable would able retire already makes feel bad obviously resent saying things me makes feel worse fact people constantly telling im lucky her admirable stepping raise me since young could think much happier shell gone recently bought miniature dachshund puppy really love literally reason get every morning bought shih tzu like dachshund dog misbehaves beats tells it shell yell dog stupid like me gross like me makes feel like hates much hates dog care things important me reason killed yet im afraid happen dog ive always thought throwing busy street done it since im unemployed failure tells everyone too ive thinking different ways mind scares me feel stupid whiny feeling bad something trivial cant stop it
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Thats cool
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sexually confused past years im starting give upi began realize depressed year old two years parents divorce i pretty insightful child coping since myself going years old ups downs thought hurting killing coping mechanism now began cut stomach get point long story short hopeless romantic loveobsessed lonely girl questioning sexuality since still found girl me fall love straight women unintentionally specific incident enough lost it closest ever gotten girl months ago got hopes played emotions completely dumped me hit rock bottom razorblades could make feel alive know get mess therapist cant figure either cant imagine spending another year alone im thinking ending day do
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guess whos texting friend midnight ulolxd has tell sleep actually bc im playing gamepigeon rn
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im scaredits two years since attempted redflag help received leaving hospital nothing stopped going psychiatrist therapy sessions months later went psychiatrist felt didnt believe word told him treated waste time problems werent severe therapy felt wrong me could never open up havent okay whole time ive self harming bathroom recently starving myself waking morning hell got call boss asking come back work monday agreed back monday wont even live see sunrise tomorrow leaving world today third time charm right
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can i talk to someone please
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wanna sleep aint got social warmth kind affection make fall asleep instead keep browsing reddit cuz fills dopamine even im extremely tired
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drill still proceed caution mum gae
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wish could tell uyeah idrk long deal w shit like one second im feeling okay next second im literally flooded intensely dark suicidal thoughts literally taking trash cant stop thinking abt much want like dont even know want do want everything want jump balcony want cut see bone think question really dont want do im messed up sometimes watch videos ppl hurting bc makes feel like im it sometimes makes feel worse bc it used save pictures cuts could look later almost trick pain thats skin know thats blood that theres weird sense pride think sometimes could convince done right would go away little bit sometimes feel worse wont means im coward dont know deserve this barely breathe whole body throbbing pain physical feels physical feels like gorging lungs breaking ribs pain big teeth ive always done best satiate it satiate others always ask more right second cant stop thinking abt would feel shoot head dad jokes could throw rock country find gun know stupid hes literal whenever take walks around neighborhood always pouch pebbles case maybe god favor once people scared kill dont get it might hurt half second afterwards maybe could breathe again once without choking without stupid pain would fast know wouldnt pretty want cremated anyways
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feel like redflag inevitable me havent found courage go yet world wasnt made everyoneits years since knew didnt want alive anymore finding courage end really fucking hard though im much pussy it dont know though absolutely reason alive reason cant pull end put mental torture years end super frustrating sorry ranting
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die taking lots metformin tabletstheres many paracetamol ibuprofen tablets loads metformin tablets dad used take take anymore want die im depressed bad person im really useless boring cant make anybody happy
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omg guys measured today exactly inches nice number although unfortunately dont think ill height long
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must happen ok something happend today time ago finally courage dm crush wanted something actually said yes happy talked dm bit also school hit pretty well thought holy shit maybe gonna get girlfriend one classes got cancelled today period asked could go mall friends said yes happy again yes really fun liked that plays minecraft asked were home play minecraft together also really fun remeber seeing tiktok talking class gay something asked her are actually gay responded yes
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pmarnandus re daily gossip well the twitter gossip are mostly from e online which i can not access
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im killing soonfuck life im even sad anymore im actually happy it kill myself wont deal school family anymore gone think much hate myself cant wait end soon
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fucking tired aliveim going fucking it everything torture last week alive welcome you death
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got first detention maths teacher trying zoom questions board know said press alt f probably tell happened next
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talk someone suicidali thinking friend suicidal would talk them try relate experiences try convince know feel feel like negative side would watering down situation emotions approach think telling i cant even imagine pain in let let comfort them feel negative side would get even emotional dramatic situation gets worse anyone explain role trying assist someone predicament
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hate birthday year time feel like wasted another year life accomplishing nothing bday dont dare say ting
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to honestly want die think strength work overnight job fucking nights week almost year now asked job could switch shifts lazy coworker works nights ofc coworker says cannot night schedule would quit faith anything else fucking tired valued cannot take anymore cannot cannot deal life job right now
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girlfriend residential rn days talk someone really need talk story behind it filler filler filler
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@jbrisbon mmhm! Have a goodnight at work!
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mercury poisoningmy dad works lab took bottle mercury it sure kind kill you im desperate point probably much coward kill way right im sitting bedroom listening birds chirping outside think itll taste ready gag it throw up im second thoughts maybe im much coward even this guess ill edit post things go according plan
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@MarniBeetle I follow fridayed you b/c you're cool. No obligation to return, but I wouldn't stop you if you did
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i m currently taking 0mg effexor xr for anxiety and depression i ve also taken lexapro 0mg for year and zoloft 00mg for a year both had similar effect barely put a dent in my anxiety and really helped with the severe symptom of depression but it s still there my anxiety is still bad particularly my physical symptom i always feel on edge and nervous i can always feel my heart pounding hard not fast regardless of my mental state and it s the most debilitating symptom i feel i can never relax and never truly enjoy myself because of how anxious i feel i take propranolol 0mg twice a day and is the only thing that help a little with the physical symptom but they re still problematic i have tried meditation breathing exercise exercise i have read a multitude of book on cognitive behavioral therapy acceptance and commitment therapy and mindfulness no exercise in the book ha helped with the symptom whatsoever i should also mention i have had test for my thyroid adrenal any gi or diet issue antibody etc and i m sure i can rule out physical cause is anyone else in a similar boat to me and found buspirone helped if no ha anything helped you thanks
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guys piss red help burns owwwwwwww
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tf write right fountain pen im new fountains pens got today umany help this know probably worst sub ask this idk ask best option
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wondering carbon monoxide painless way rest pretty huge cabinet go light charcoal got holes cover tape easily asking first sub saw suicide afraid fail leave brain damage prevent failing probability failing high methodthanks hello guys carbon monoxide painless way die
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awww her husband cooked for us! awesome times girls! i love you
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im ok thought dressing masculine would make feel better didnt im crying ex telling make happy
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Victory! I won the fat boys contest with a loss of 5.7kgs. Off to buy a bacon buttie (via @ruskin147) Cool! go Rory, go Rory!
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gurumn but this is canada canada is weird we re supposed to get snow through wednesday ugh
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wow miss uthepsylocke anyone active last year know
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weird talk comments sure talk guy point suicidal commentshttpswwwredditcomrddlccommentsldskouch_ow_oofie_my_feels op saying bad things hes point experience with help here
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why hasn't the depression groan been added to the diagnostic criteria i mean 24/7 i'm justughuGHuuuughhhhhhhhhhhUUUUUUUUGHuuuuuuuUUUUUUUUuuuugH
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ventwhitehot anger sadnessdepression trying forget alcohol sleeping waking instantly wanting die sadness whitehot anger guilt feelings every bad thing ive done life defined now
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robot chicken marathon? lets see how far I go till I fall asleep. had a fun time earlier today
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question dont know answer it help me question really hard love
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situation girlfriend serous problems home contemplating suicide reference life easy parents passed away alcohol homeless recently lost job grandmother living let see finds job next week going kicked out even tho actively trying hardest id move place mom allow it refusing help point afraid going tomorrow morning know do really afraid two siblings lot friends care her know getting people mindset next impossible scared alive tomorrow someone please advice ill take it want live important me girlfriend needs help idk else
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want end all im autistic im toxic element common failed relationships high school exclassmates still talk make jokes fun parents abusive stalk abuse adhd im trans body far changed pass surgeries would change im post high school education one believes parents abuse cant keep job born ugly medical problems cant attend cant afford want end
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damn im tired pm
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started planning recently limit days talking boyfriend bursting tears easily seeing face state amp hearing cried voice breaks heart guilt trip stuff understands painit feeling want him realized reason need reconsider suicide care afterlife family sadness painful stuff ending ed psych ward boyfriendbut still fucking hard keep living hellish torture want make crythink many relate thanks reading want kill cry
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my depression is so depressed
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challenge accepted today friends walking one friends like lets see followers instagram predicted won one like lets check followers girls tell guys one instagram seen face everyone see friends post art boi also sail hehim people following know me them guess won somehow followers girls like dont many followers either like like girls me jealous friend like bet cant talk girl talked weeks rejected cant even talk normally day like become friends dont want date anyone yet talk weeks get talk girl weeks btw girl one hottest girls school
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why to we the only school in the world be in this week my school is silly anyway look on the bright side when i m off u will be in
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@brianjshoopman Thanks! I'm in the same boat. Trying to finish up a new collection--but then will probably start on a new book.
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want family backi thought perfect family thought marriage perfect traded world turns wife pretending everything okay several months finally become much her leaving opportunity try fix wrong considers months hiding feelings trying says already tried daughter able control crying around every time see reminds im going waking school anymore idea losing family much bear hate wife want lose her best friend looks hated years feel alone empty everything me could talk anything thought could hiding truly felt want wake find horrible nightmare ive wanted die much since told way fix this want live life without best friend even talk like friend want give hug let hold way used to right closest thing friend year old concerned daddy crying much think id already killed myself planned shoot yesterday think way without traumatizing anyone idea daughter wife finding witness made impossible know do never even remotely thought possibility marriage weve together almost years happiest years life without struggles years would never give up im fucking alone
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"the brothers grimm"
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Once again another crush on @Diem I think she's a cutie
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reckoning nowive coming think theres something wrong world maybe thats got issue life kick old feeling everyday felt like magic day loop centuries now im trapped hours again seasons change showers fall droughts come still watching blank mind lost time seems know get out think theres way live life try damndest back started sense meant something time another future id win day itd clear made behovely world instead tomorrow like yesterday people talk dull loops itll like sitting awful movie sundry parts add anything noise sequence static trying speak me garbled crunches holding nothing randomness end rope im great pain suffering great sickness hope seems silly now life breathing passing away whatever comes next though think jury made clear sentence comes conviction profit
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@scodal Why thank you! This is Bonzo... He's my buddy! 2 yr old 190lb Great Parinese(sp)... bark is fierce...but really a big pussycat!
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@Aasri_Kayy ummm... okay, well whatever IT is, it can't sing all that well? Katy Perry sings it better, mayne.
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I had a great day with my family. Now I'm going to sleep. ~Kel
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going need therapy game sincerely advise play doki doki literature club steam do please dm bond pur lost sanity would like point gay realize geared towards males still carried screwed omg help please
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a day negotiating wth insurer after spilling beer on my laptop last night probably to no avail
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every seconds patrick rochei hope listen poem poem patrick roche
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think google spying ive checking everywhere room cant find anywhere spying me
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im trying things feel really dark right nowim going go much detailfirst time posting bit lurker looking back years ago always life family party joking things comedic sarcastic responses everything generally happy person went breakup lockdown happened got new job found new girl lost her suicidial sister feel like everything suddenly hit short period time divorce papers split new girl sister still suicidal feeling worthless new job dont find release anything ive developed alcohol dependency allow feel constantly thought head i keep hurting people cant help want to hurt people one last time cant again know need help fhere lot demons head dont want talk someone cant express im sober want go therapist drunk assume alcohol do im fine line away giving up ps theres backstory ive disclosed want entire life there
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im going end iti hate everything myself look act inner thoughts much anxiety anything im failure theres really reason never good enough never happy want die shouldnt born
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guys think crushes watching ____ wondering im really bored bunch questions r flying mind
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lads going trip ram ranch join want
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helpi feel really weak need someones help ive depressed years so ive never seen doctor saw happened older sister went hospital fuck that tonight really bad im alone house parents europe late anyone awake want end it care anything anymore even loneliness thing past three nights ive gotten laid enjoy anything anymore im really ready it know im asking help anyone able say anything not cliche help thats story ive got rope tied basement
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