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sarmar i guess i m out of funny
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i m not sure if this a thought process shared by few or many but it s one i wanted some clarity on i ve suffered with mental illness since my later high school year and and now starting my rd year of university i have ambition and desire and all the intent in the world to do good with myself and be the best i can be i have goal not super defined which i think is a result of my illness but i just can t bring myself to really go for it i ve been skipping class cause of anxiety issue whilst simultaneously being completely aware of how much of my life is being wasted away because my brain won t let me do what i want to do is this a common thing it s a complete self awareness of what i m doing wrong but an incapability to change it really would like some thought on this
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im gonna try make short feel like im gonna commit redflag tomorrowso life shit recent im honestly worse position ever awful job shambles literally wage love cheated year im time low feel like theres point anymore said id keep short wont say much more im gonna jump office unless something happens turns think probably way get through nice get somehow thanks
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know sound like much means alot today skated talked girl ive never met im usually social person around people know able go talk girl meant alot me gonna ask wanted friends lost her hey tried
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@tmatzner The Rodchenko inspired web design just shouts, "Revolution!" to me.
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have an invite for quot healthy dining quot session at ashok hotel today with exec chef r chopra but damn workload will have to skip it
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ending life midnighti dont know awaits me better life death dont know but take chances see dead ends wherever look best thing death tho hearts broken lived l alone die alone
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richard brooks last hunt film star stewart granger even stand hear mentioned even tore vintage poster film presented signing later years director run wife understandable anyone else one best adult westerns s years ahead time attitude environmentbr br in many ways plays almost like sequel one anthony manns westerns see heroes dragged redemption kicking screaming every step way grangers legendary buffalo hunter already seen light but buffalo stampede costs herd cattle fit poetic justice hes dragged back darkness robert taylors callous proudly racist gunslinger justifying grounds ive already got guilty conscience might well money well raised indians hes fully aware damage hes disappearing buffalo heads extinction gradually becomes almost consumed selfloathing taylor hate two men fall debra pagets squaw sole survivor band indians taylor kills white buffalo hide thats priceless hunters indians different reasons showdown becomes inevitable though outcome certainly isntbr br taylors certainly ironic casting granger turning many epic roles mgm developed films like quo vadis ivanhoe gave taylor s comeback years steady decline hair color may convince performance does shallow violent man consumed hate wear gun gun wears him grangers accent always convincing makes good quiet hero jimmy stewart mold trying keep hold newfound decency reconcile actions beliefs finally getting chance make amends russ tamblyns halfbreed skinner lloyd nolans onelegged oldtimer also give good get real star script tightly plotted excellent eye ear character mention ending stanley kubrick borrowed shining balances historical revisionism entertaining drama without ever selling either short new french dvd extrasfree boast transfer english soundtrack
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feel end line every fucking day dread stuff interesting irritable annoyed cannot care anyone hurts want care feel damn empty inside want disappear dog suffers depression relationship too work nothing untouched emptiness disease depression ever stop way tried tried feel stuck help please please solace break progress something help hold keep going empty irritating days every day
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@anthony_hill Didn't take me on as Production Editor as not enough experience, but asked me to start as an Ed Assistant as they liked me
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my father committed suicide day before my th birthday i still remember this day i don t really have any memory of him so i m not really sad but for a long time i wa kinda angry at him for letting u alone with a mother like that but i realized some time ago that himself didn t want to be with her anymore and he also had a difficult life i think i m pretty sure he also had depression i feel stupid for being angry at him for so long over something like that i m happy for him now he doesn t have to suffer anymore he s free from his sadness just needed to let these thought out
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wish familyi would long dead im scared feel agony stay alive solely please others want way least painful them dont know
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wonder day long worthless self continue forced sufferi sick shitty pointless life
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being gay is so fucking lonely everyone is either busy making their crotch gobblins or busy with their so i come from a super religious family and am not financially stable by myself so i just have to sit on the corner alone and watch everyone else enjoy life i have no one to talk to i dont have any friend id feel comfortable talking about this with and warmlines feel fake a fuck i hate how straight men treat every get together a an excuse to find someone to fuck but i also feel lile a fucking weirdo for not liking woman in latin america where im from people think gay men want to be woman and every comedy show make fun of u i just feel like an object not a human an effigy created to be ridiculed and ostracized a thing that help straight people feel better about themselves by being a freak a useful object like a gay best friend or le of a man i know this will sound petty but it also hurt seeing so many beautiful men and knowing that i would never be able to be with them im also pretty ugly and gay men tend to be quite vain im not muscular im too hairy to be a femboy or a twink and im not a bottom like most people would expect of me i just feel like i dont fit in anywhere and no one will love me
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just bought a car and my impending fatherhood is affecting my judgement out with plan of a 0ci and in with a rav
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dadi iyal and you ll get familiar with twitter pretty soon i m not coming back this summer so that mean i dont even see you then
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@jaymoskovitz Thanks! I will! hopefully we'll get a chance to bring then down soon.
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lilbucknuts not an option
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really enjoyed moviei fifteen movie came could relate movie would show kids let know feelings normal funny see could devestated things young agewho knew would bounce backagain againgreat movie
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@buzzfrog Not one day too soon
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i think i am having a nervous breakdown i need help i have too much going on i cant even get into detail i had a panic attack and i kept hitting myself in the face it 0am right now i dont want to say whats going on particularly but i have absolutely nobody there for me or anybody willing to help i had a panic attack about minute ago it am a im writing this right now i got up from my bed and walked into the bathroom and i got into the bathtub and sat down and stared at the wall for minute i dont know where my head is ive been sitting here for 0 minute now i really need help right now ive never posted anything like this to a subreddit or any other website so this is almost a last resort for me
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hey reddit sorry much really know else turn advice would helpfulone closest friends since going lot recently open feelings happened always said feels like life worth living talked since reached last month hanging lot since thenhowever told beginning year sexually assaulted immediate family member since traumatised developed redflag told rest family happened wanted press charges hear perpetrator age think main reason feeling way told always quite close mother who want press charges since living refuge cannot stand around family understandably means cannot even try call emergency services come location places give address even residentsshe seems like go found spending money friends buying people gifts sounds like amazing person always people feels like matter say do enough someone thought things understand completely also told one friends bought equipment commit suicide planning next week she specify day want anyone stopping her tried get mother earlier today pressing charges availi spent lot time recently felt really good seeing catching many years like never left to reconnected one old buddies too since told us part bucket list really know cannot even thin straight trying ask anyone know advice situation horrible one cannot even fathom feels wrong even trying look way help insistent planning doif helps advice live uk advice help whatsoever would greatly appreciated m friend f planning kll next week know
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feel strong enoughafter years medication trying focus making better person thought finally it course bad days depression would slip make want horrible things finally thought control it today friends attempted get graphic design field university today day found results graphic design years father designer runs department ive learned everything him ive drawing whole life passion father best friend best critic and usually harshest critic years sometimes feel like one truly honest me something look right afraid tell me friends looking stuff great get wrong sometimes feel bad say anything negative pieces teacher great job reviewing too seemed afraid hurting feelings took portfolio father spending weeks compiling works organizing way thought perfect dad went found many mistakes entire spring break spent fixing them believed proud hard work this loved drawings graphic works put even paid printed completely unexpected today went friends go pick portfolios week since turned ive felt extremely sick week nervous was competitive program one takes lots work stay in friend gather outside teachers office behind everyone else want rude watch facial expression hands student portfolio grin face states name usually something notice expression changed got me even say name handed goddamn folder think knew afraid look friends pulling congratulation letters mine horrible thank applying but letter work meet professional standards portfolio show attention detail hate words actually proud something done once something thought best work ever produced yet good enough friends wanted look portfolio course wanted look theres keep tears back forever told go im ashamed say let emotions get better threw away portfolio way door got back apartment locked office life still since cant control anything anymore life seems pulsating keep going anger happiness sadness nothing sometimes single minute even tell father phone text course called right away tried make feel better could hear disappointment voice failed him failed everyone boss recently gave logo wanted design now im even right person it feel like lost someone close me partners face filled tears since got news know do im everyones disappointment morning cant sleep feel sick life put halt graphic design life like taken away me purpose idea go ill change major drop college know do taking everything power slit wrists burn myself remember physical pain distracts horrible mental abuse want gone hate myselfsleep bring nightmares life bring dissapointments death bring could bring happiness true happiness bullshit happy pill happiness kind joy read about know sorry friends post know else right now situation proven difficult bare im sorry im sunrises well thank love goodbye
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notice im losing itmy freaking boyfriend always busy something blame him hes chipper productive dude notice much pain im in actually talk much general anymore hard get full attention either way would it send away mystery miss company much left today injured neck barely move ive bed day eaten yet really plan it keep suicidal thoughts even though im brave enough anything them sometimes feel like people miss much hardly even talk first fucking place goes everyone missing nothing ive lost all
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battle insidei cut yesterday talked hospital full threatening unfriendly females manipulative little girl inside put happy face explained huge misunderstanding blood pressure high due anxiety didnt like put treated looked none full judgment full disdain full everything someone mental illness despises treated differently locked rooms chairs curtains security guess softer gentler psych wards treating like illness like caged animal needs tamed smiled nodded answered questions correctly politely thoughts violence swirled head yet never came mouth would thought well put together person could dark inside yet come across well spoken joke laugh nurses doesnt meet criteria heard say yes yes know respond okay misunderstanding one really knows meaning periodic suicidal ideation give papers walked doors ubered way home took valium sliced leg pain valium kicked brain shut fuck peaceful silence warmth blood dripping leg medication hit solace shortlived even hours later back vengeance hurt hang die die die dont deserve live children deserve way better mother dont die dont traumatize deserve much better one wants deal talk return calls messages pay people listen pay people care well least broken things left behind broke broken hearts broken dreams broken little girl could much stronger everyone criticizes everyone talks dislike someday someday going win going die
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blanking age legit cannot remember completely ambivalent figuring out care wanting figure fix reason care anyone else multiple mini breakdowns week like mini mini cuz often driving tear soon single tear falls done feeling gone numb next hours still left realization feel like shit memory feeling idk disassociating toxic masculinity thing fuck sucks forgot ranted
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i m and my anxiety ha been getting worse and worse a i fly towards adulthood at mach i ve started carrying around a plush of one of my favorite character it really comforting i want to start brining it to school because that s where a lot of anxiety happens but i don t know if i ll be able to ignore everyone s judging eye doe anyone else do this is it a healthy coping mechanism
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had an awesome night at the bruecks! thanks kristi & bart!!!! can't wait until you have your house smelling all yummy!
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when you've got a fever and then caused u a depression
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@espyon going to work LMAO srsly. >_< iono dancei suppose :]
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got suspended bus week cant go school bus driver claims wasnt wearing seatbelt really way could see waist driving instead talking immediately calls dad tells dad im suspended week get home noting happened dad goes cant go school without getting trouble go what goes cant wear seatbelt bus suspended bus week cant go school proceeds beat living hell me neck back hurt like hell now really hate house
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poor achieve happyim transgender cant afford medical transition seen treated wrong gender everyday cant afford fix it ive redflag plans mapped long remember life lately ive lost hope someday real me
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having depression or any mental illness rather is not a sign of weakness it doe not limit and determine your capability and worth to break the stigma we should all learn to be more compassionate with one another
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i have been suffering from what i can only imagine is some kind of fairly severe depression for almost year now i m sorry if this post is hard to read i m new to redit and have been reading post in this sub and it just made me feel moved to share my story to start off my depression started almost year ago i wa in a wonderful relationship with this beautiful girl i had met in highschool and i had moved away to college but i still came home every weekend to see her everything wa going great and then over the course of a few week or month i don t even remember how it really started i just began to get more and more depressed at first i didn t think anything of it i m the middle child of other boy we grew up with a very abusive father until i wa when my mom took u and left and i just always through depression wa something only weak people got and i never fully understood it although now i know that my real father struggled while mental illness and sever depression anyway back to my story every in my life wa going great i had made new friend in college and my relationship wa going great i just could feel myself becoming more and more closed off and lonely even though i wa surrounded by amazing friend and family i began to fight with my girlfriend because she could tell i wa being distant we started to fight more and more the the distance only made it worse when i finally did open up to her all she knew to do wa tell her mother with made me miserable i hated that fact that i thought someone saw me a weak and i started to dread seeing her and her family a couple month into my depression and my girlfriend ha become the only person who truly know how i feel and is the only person i ever confide in then one day a close friend of my girlfriend commented suicide this absolutely destroyed her she became extremely depressed and started to have suicidal thought i then pushed all my problem aside and did my best to help her through her issue i took her to counseling and did everything i could to help her but she slowly got better and wa never the same and now with u both being depressed our relationship became miserable neither one of u were happy and we thought that if we split up maybe we would be able to find some joy in our life again so we broke up in made and these last 0 month have been the worst of my life she wa my best friend and the only person in the world i have ever loved it s gotten easier these past few month but i have lost all joy in my life everything i used to love i have no passion for anymore i m still in college but i don t every compete any off my work i never go to class i hardly ever sleep ill go or night sleeping maybe hour a night then ill just sleep hour straight i find no meaning in life anymore i just feel this giant empty hole in my chest that i can t feel my grandmother died last month we were extremely close and i never even shed a tear the rest of my family wa balling and i wa just sitting there with no emotion i m never happy i m not even sad i just feel absolutely nothing almost every other night i put my pistol to my head just hoping it ll go off because i m not man enough to actually pull the trigger i ve tried to move on and tried to get better i just don t know what to do and i have no one to tell i transferred college so i lost all the friend i had and i m too embarrassed to tell me family i ve read every self help book i can find and nothing doe it for me i just keep praying that one day soon god will take me off this earth because i don t know how to keep living like this i m sorry if this is too long and i know i jump around a lot and everything may not make sense i just wanted to get this off my chest and i m thankful there is a place for me to
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doctor second song jack stauber even sad makes want cry also young folks one part buzz love song im becoming sensitive every day
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@AlanAlston last time gaming was in any way cool was when they named it after Scottish rally drivers
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JUST WOKE UP !!!! WITH ANAÃ?S
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crush dedicated song me so problem she problem song song bts i problems bts name song friends so mean feel pretty happy also feel sad well sad feel friendzoned
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film too know actually put scene in way back school trip in stopped service station time film asked the whole us run shout go freebird around years old could anyone seen film tell part actually kept film would great know remember thought film never come out another half years released comments seem good im guessing quite successful film might buy it first would like know im it d thank
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dont think anyone caresim already think redflag almost every day school friends seem tolerate talk enough isnt conversation times people really talk one else talk know less important wont ignore them worst part theyre right insignificant even though know fake ill still go along even call shit things fat hide emotions everyone always feel terrible think people think im happy joke try make people happy somehow makes feel less insignificant partly matter even though doesnt people talk make plans go im room invite me think might actually go one day dont want drive family insane deep think im much pussy go anyway sorry long text hardly ever tend write lots time
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m my head wa so fucked up last night i wa in physical pain i live alone parent dead no family no s o i wa just lying in my bed sober and dark thought i can t explain the pain other than it felt like gravity wa working x hard i wanted to go to the liquor store and drown myself in alcohol but somehow i resisted the urge until they closed somehow i wa able to fall asleep for a couple hour now it s morning i guess i survived another night for now
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girl pretty evil making sun feel insecure hotness lt ampxb gtok cheesy admit itlt
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im sad anymore still want diei depressed maybe year kinda kept hid pretty well slowly got worse worse started seriously consider redflag hid pretty well friends started notice something wrong me one night got really drunk finally told one friends feeling told rest friends took see counselor show support great everyone come ive seeing counselor ever since ive feeling lot happier lately reason cant shake wanting die thought going see counselor becoming happy life would solution been want live life happy want live life depressed really know point
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ive seen dads browser history dad ipad thats always living room phone charging room searching something chilling couch side bar thing open bookmarks decided jokingly check history full prn nothing prn several days stepdaughter prn thank god doesnt daughter choking prn bunch types prn dont even know time watch it sits downstairs night goes bed mom room cant jack cause always stay later come couple times per night water letting cat backyard bit since quarantine hes never really home alone long enough im disturbed discovery im lying awake bed
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@organiclemon @SeanSaid_ #irishmed t2. Stigma even different amongst different diagnosis. BPD seems to attract more stigma compared to depression
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@ReneeCarrollAZ @KyleKashuv These snowflakes would NOT have survived the Great Depression or WWII!! pic.twitter.com/yPbLtfQYgS
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am january rn time across globe
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anyone listening suicidal well small ways help yourselfif loneliness invite anyone even slightly want talk to join coffee shop somewhere else wifi super low stress easy spend time another person added benefit hot drinks food playing laptop plenty people would love that boredom join volunteer program never obligated stay get new experiences meet helpful people want travel go wwoof net live almost anywhere world free exchange helping farm toxic people life give people time day thats possible little keeping busy sometimes hard answer may need change scenery away people moving one stressful things work get settled
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Visiting christina at starbucks! Those are all natalie's drinks jussss keeddeerr http://mypict.me/2jUI
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battle clock rolls november over brave souls may put rest fight over survived nut november passed lay burdens enjoy fruits labor failed stay strong try next year time celebrate rejoice worst behind us go leave place enjoy yourselves earned it wish joy december
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@nadiazh hehehe how did i miss it all these years?! glad to know someone shares my sense of humor
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emotional support time im girl therapist try help need it information distributed ill give honest point view ill even try give advice also im help avoid problems
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@Kath1213 I have enough body hair to qualify.
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missing my boyfriend who im on the phone with but it just not the same tweet
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ballinbitch haha im not that ballin i still got bill to paaaaay
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something clear americans racist trigger happy bad people ive seen alot people thinking memeing lately id like say america isnt actually complete hell hole
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im gonna try jump tomorrow morningwish luck
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guess got girlfriend me
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is not looking forward to class and work tomorrow
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broke glasses broo cannot believe it every single glasses had broke break streak right dumb cant
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@Caromans Oh yes! Hips I have but no waist. Just go straight up and down Nightmare buying clothes to fit
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scaredim unhappy time matter fix end anxious depressed thats life is hate like know isnt going get better less anxiety inducing older get stomach covered bruises punching gut distract self hatred keep fantasizing distancing family friends forget kill without anyone caring sad want future cant see ever one know see therapist get medicated dont want let family wasting money im stupid pick stop pathetic im really scared dont know actually want die really dont want alive anymore dont know do
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thoughts dreamsso ramen od day went sleep would call dream endless free fall remember screaming help me husband told didnt scream all
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skunkie sorry i guess sarcasm is hard to show in 0 character
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doing a few upgrades and updates
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to preface i would like to apologize in advance for any posting informality this is my first reddit post i just graduated university in may of 0 and received a job at a global digital marketing agency agency life a a first job wa too emotionally taxing for my well being and gave me extremely bad performance anxiety i quit this job right before the start of 0 and have been looking for a job since i briefly had a job in february of 0 however a close friend of mine offed himself and i wa fired for taking time off to grieve due to this i started taking prozac and visiting a therapist once a week thing were going fine until i decided to drink on prozac one night and have a psychotic episode this episode caused me to get extremely aggressive towards my roommate for no reason i wa running down a list of accusation some true and some untrue however my girlfriend worried for the safety of my roommate decided to slap me in hope to end the episode terrible idea i know amp we have no history of domestic abuse this lead me into a meltdown where i called the cop trying to get her arrested for assault along with spewing false detail of thing that i wa hallucinating the cop soon realized i wa having an episode and luckily didn t press charge and talked me somewhat down from being aggressive once they left i packed up every item i own and drove hour to my family s house i don t remember anything until i wa almost finished packing my stuff i severely hurt my roommate and girlfriend i don t think about coming back because of how overwhelming the guilt will feel i m not sure what i should do and my brain is focusing on the permanent solution i guess the reason for this post is to ask for any advice or tip i didn t want to drone on regarding other incident so i ll leave a list below of what s happened in the past year cut off abusive parent experienced a few other meltdown due to work school stress lost a ton of friend due to self isolation took too many psychedelics which ha given me bad general anxiety wa arrested and impulsively moved halfway around the u before i wa ready to amp x 00b life for the past year ha gone continuously downhill for me i can t realistically see a way out of this
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movie utterly hilarious cast clicks immediately frame one takes us wonderful ride spoofing gangster films conflict brother vs brother appears johnnys brother becomes dogooder da however best character johnnys crimelord rival overly accented moroni johnny says that man arrested butchering english languagebr br check video worth look
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depression fucking everything quit different jobs mechanic lawncare seem redflagful caused suicidal thoughts sky rocket need something low redflag likely low redflag jobs
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im losing hopehello joined subreddit need talk it cant talk friend dont want stressed whatever id rather talk and wont talk parents im crybaby recently death seems appealing everything problems im ptsd everyday mind torturing things like youre faking it youre worthless nobody would care died im going university tomorrow cant stop thinking everything ever experienced past happen university blamed friends point parents might think im unstable see state world honestly think unfair shitty world left behind even though sometime find beautiful things laying there ptsd avoid many things point ridiculous cant stop thinking none us free point think time rest die huge abandonment issues point someone doesnt act way millisecond stress think leave dont know im expecting putting here writing things way coping everything
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Me: what's wrong?My girl: *looks up at me with look of depression and stress on her face**Me: same babe same. #examseason
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last time posted got yeeted bot mistakenly think clairvoyant annoying set record clear actually clairvoyant joke making fun clairvoyant clairvoyance comes many forms perceived user differently way lets begin understanding means clairvoyant good place start clairvoyant crystal balls meditating spoopy persona tarrot cards clairvoyant seeing presently infront you opening eyes see infront today infront tomorrow right mindset simply put seeing future rather inferring without personal desires interveining warp see day dreams clairvoyance capable done without gimmicks bullshit would normally see anyone clairvoyant well debatable experience depends person long right mindset good logic inferring skills observant world around without bias yes anyone clairvoyant makes different regular thought materializes vision happens start infer happen accurate details world build problem people desire takes over desire warps truth vision results day dreams nonobtainable nature warping vision think clairvoyant annoying well simplified list personal complaints clairvoyance control get visions idea day vision take place for somewhere weeks next day vision give take outliers year never know event im supposed seeing always see aftermath event know train get better accurate visions happens night im asleep nothing annoying knowing something happen knowing knowing activate clairvoyance train get information get wrong cool knowing power sucks knowing use want to much free time stuff could used gaining knowledge future events prepare them makes feel like im wasting power getting full potential it clairvoyant like like lucid dream spectator part event imagine movie inside out headquarters without control panel thats accurate way imagine clairvoyant like
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idk fuckin sad time tired miserable time imnot feeling guilty angry sad sleeping probably going rewatch eat goldfish eventually perish
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@Mark_H WOW! OK, I'm feeling motivated now.
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hate the waiting game she hate uncertainty too
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day recommending songs like rteenagers httpsyoutubeerhxkxm day far
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@Dannaca_Lynn idk.. ? that sounds good tho. what other movies?
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@audaciouslady Hey, AL.. Have U tried search.twitter.com ? Adding hashtag (ex #Disability ) in front of words finds likeminded tweeple
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amelia torode have fun shopping but bear in mind the horrible forex truth http bit ly khbn
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last sandra bullock indeed beautiful woman ive finally found film gets actress forget predictable keanufodder speed forget predictable kleenexfodder sleeping tests herbr br and great technofeminist role really works well screen subject close bone issues raised seem farfetched whole experience helped along fine supporting cast makes quite unnerving couple hoursbr br you may never enter another chatroom again fact im getting quite nervous writing reviewerbye
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finally itgot psychiatrist day maybe meds ease thoughts anxiety idk wish luck guess
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miss her miss watching tiktok gist babe even though use tiktokbut cant cus lives different state
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know dude made doom pregnancy test imagine hes single goes buying pregnancy test cashier says oh think wifes pregnant replies want play doom
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racist subreddits exist noticed lot subreddits rules racism immoral things subreddit racist would imagine would get taken down even freedom speech allows things like that anyways wondering subreddit rules like allow condone racism
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last daytoday last day pretty boring honestly im okay it feel like im peace way gun put down feels really surreal im gonna go tonight people sub awesome previous deleted posts every one extremely kind ive seen way people treated great im sorry im one bad cases cest la vie thanks reading did
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morning all st appointment of the day the dentist
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my doctor said they d like to talk about my bloodwork so i have an appointment tomorrow of course this wa this morning and now my brain is gone to over drive i spent all day sleeping with no motivation to eat drink get up i managed to get a bath but i also have a test tomorrow that i need studying for that call could just be anything but i m worried it s something absolutely terrible anyone else feel like this any advice
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friends turn to want alone anymoreis advice give make friends in person
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feel lostim lost stuck anxious cant move anything lost friend fucked upim barely talking friends almost year ago still cry it motivation negatives need pick major college clue start interests abilities show social anxiety fucking sucks worry much worry becoming adulthow many things keep track of keep job manage money raise kids right reason im right dog completely attached cant leave her means much me im scared future idea im going do want world barely scraping lifejust waiting next paycheck wish could stop time sit think figure everything apologize messy is monologue thats source anxiety think now keeping night sometimes think quiet would nicejust real peaceful nothing worry about
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karma hit today cakes make
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breaks heart talking family members love meim genuinely grateful family know care me ive alone away family another country years got chance talk couple havent seen zoom call got emotional cried call really love people want die know dont want hide keep pretending like care career im invested world dont want wicked enough bring try make convince keep living im done ready die zoom call cousin called tried ask issues tell im suicidal really wish could tell family desire die would oblige im scared hurting living life daily hurting know im ungrateful im genuine say really want die nothing life thanks reading sharing thoughts help
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storyim disabled air force vet got injured states commuting base recovering bed rest watching cnn one day two names people went tech school listed killed action afsc im like them expert marksmanship badge due lineage prepared warfare depressed ever since feel instead them and stronger would able take pain injury theyd still alive still blame deaths find state selfloathing regret wish instead them think ill ever forgive myself
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guys got oculus quest im getting vrchat help prepare do go questions need answering
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Watching my DVR.. Conan! http://bit.ly/1mahf8
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still think funny people got mad simple toy called mrpotato head
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@stevenreilly7 you'll have to come done to Fresno so you can come with everyone to the premier and we can celebrate our bdays
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think timewell bois im place life happy af instead im worst state ive ever in think tonight night goes down ill drink gin red bull get going tons isopropyl ethyl alcohol hand cleaners fuck insides ive trying figure get hell hole people call earth long time finally think way wish luck everyone im wondering im going get glimpse god empty void im ready find out good bye everyone love know miss wounds heal
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free sat class scorer hey guys im gonna free class next week became consistent scorer hit want join want give back sub gave much me
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care anymorea ago mental breakdown tried open family it sister criticized cleaning apartment said took everything get day ants uncles either believe mental illness friends moved lost contact nobody even takes seriously tell abusive past control finances getting harder keep going feel like every possible turn moment people keep kicking im down idk one probably see thing feel numb pain care
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