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revengehave ever thought redflag taking revenge people ruining life deciet lies unborn killed themthey took futurethey took ten years based complete lies gunpoint deserve it
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finding happiness anythingi happy since girlfriend years broke back ago cannot life find anything makes life worth living really know im trying wish could feel way felt fucking gross incel dude want life back genuinely want stop always miserable theres nothing waiting misery theres nothing pot gold end rainbow want done
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many pass b movie is indeed first class comedy wellwritten acted red skelton great wally benton better known radio fans fox ann rutherford perfect wallys fiance carol lambert conrad veidt leads well cast gang criminals read one account movie states vincente minelli directed film unless changed name s sylvan simon directed three fox movies entertaining film made imagination encouraged get black white prejudice one sit back enjoy truly great comedy also reds first starring role take note climax reference orson welles war worlds broadcast
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wish someone could cry dont even wanna talk want someone understand without explaining everything thats gonna go well cant fucking explain
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know whats one best parts autism get say youre autistic actually autism
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@TeamCyrus nm do you like my new display pic? someone made it for me xxxxxxxx
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@AL80s haha thaanks. i know. he did a HELLA good job
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i have packed off hubby to bristol missing him already
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I added a video to a @YouTube playlist http://youtu.be/7qMF0eAbDpw?a Relieve Anxiety & Depression - Subliminal Message Session - By Thomas
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posting boyfriend would get get someones boyfriend day would send letters hoodies ill facetime get good morning messages wake crocheted stuff
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im afraid dont know anymorei dont know anymore dont know dont care all care much dont know im hurting much dont know it ease pain without giving others im afraid im fucking afraid im afraid ill always feel way never gets better truth told life couldnt much better great friends family job love pays well awesome flat therapist hobbies interests got all im afraid one day dont strength carry anymore one day lose battle win everyday fight next lose once over im afraid let people in fear hurt eventually im afraid mother brother sister friends im afraid day today ask happened nothing did good bad day other thats scary thing reason trigger problem fix nothing happened
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time for food and ice cream gummy
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I will beat this depression
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first time contemplating ending thingsive battling depression since teens never really taken idea taking life never reached point close now recent break made spiral state despair could never imagine possible feelings worthlessness ive spent nearly decade fighting came back one moment constant feeling hopelessness pain cant take anymore one person thought would spend rest life with deleted though meant nothing ruined me try put brave face remind eventually get move work nothing helps days ago came mind would better dead ever since think about even dreamt successfully killing myself brings comfort knowing option available
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@emsha24 hello misha! it has been a long time.
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phantom noosesive felt phantom noose around neck last two week cant walk past height railing without imagining world feel jump neck snap rope pulls taut hit ground wet splat scenario gets appealing day got fired year ago fulltime job since then parttime work field terrible boring stressful work ive ever done boring work barely uses degreeyou could train anyone read joband stressful theres guarantee assignment last even half time staffing agencies promise hustle send resumes every day keep parttime work ill quit job thats about end work one thats start broke two months this contribute relationship working plenty people jobs make happy always agreed equal partnership cant sos equal im working also depend financial support wed experiences exes leeching us would rather alone leech ive cut expenses bare bones hobbies eating out sold clothes books furniture netflix tv videogames sold too enough internet look jobs cheapest data plan phone company sells even turn lights anymore ive stopped using ac hot water history depression history redflag attempts want talk doctor told truth theyd probably commit and id get fired temp work stuck hospital bill afford dont tell truth theres point talking doctor want told things get better im irrational crazy stupid find platitudes helpful know lurking week common enough pieces advice here let get way right now also want need keep trying doctors find one trust because a cant afford that b do trust doctors serious tmifridays trauma last doctor saw put family through c ive looked states laws involuntary commitment think thoughts urges specific enough qualify and want committed know do want though job life back thats happen
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Happy late morning (my time) everyone!
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life cant everyone rightmuch like everything else world things everybody couldnt life itself maybe im cut life
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Listen to Healing Released For Me Against Depression - Proverbs 12:25 by Brian & Farha Major #np on #SoundCloud https://soundcloud.com/brian-e-major/healing-released-for-me-against-depression-proverbs-1225 â¦
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might soonill begin new job next week industrial labor job ill working hour days ive depressed long increasingly suicidal want take first paycheck get overdose something im dont know im gonna make it im trying think life better get shitty home life think will might damaged already
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feeling like going time again sit think let go long turn soon never got education never employed living someone sexually harasses daily drinking alcohol every night feel empty apathy unmedicated constant mental anguish makes want punch black blue least bruises leave scars like ones wrists remind guts go whole way let get bad something years ago still bothering wake everyday much coward get with wish would get something terminal rot away nothing left hopeless
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cant genuinely cant remember happiness like death pleas filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler
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there is just something wrong with stupid vista i hate it
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@Independent Depression kills animals to
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im feeling well i already know to im exhausted overwhelmed also christmas comming im getting triggered everything points spend alone god feel bad fuckkkkkkkkkkkk fuck fuck
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remember yr old shit best exam stress got yelled less got eat junk food watch tv day shit bomb
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also things like like mom go go gamble money works ass everyday gives money pay bills constantly goes gambling friend yes know mom wrong that siblings cant say anything mother argue things constantly every single day
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something get chesti think everyone hates me hate myself matter think burden others think everyone hates including parents still high school hold steak knife throat practically every night cry sleep thinking missed opportunities
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mccainblogette awwwww and you were trying to go to sleep hour ago
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tonight nighti cant live every day regret partner months since left years loving wonderful life together fault alcohol depression ocd unchecked years caught me im going fist full sleep aids vodka drop lake backpack full rocks hopefully wait long enough meds kick least hallucinating drown
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dress shopping
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putting one word castratikron complete whole song day born filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler
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theekween depression anxiety and heart break thelmasherbs
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keep talking kid sexualizing shows like one talking about people keep talking cuties one talking pen like come people way worse
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got ta do my cooking assignment it too hard
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never thought id like thiswhen school still hope thought could find something wanted do apply always had yet university losing drive skipping classes assignments thought would comfortable slipping life alone family yet im alone talk anyone days time im family feel constricted stressful trying present version want see thought would girlfriend could least engage flirting casual relationships yet never experienced anyone really romantically sexually interested me im ashamed myself lie university work friends family im ashamed lazy gone psychologist months im ashamed challenging thoughts like asked to family friends supportive lucky continuously stressed trying disappoint try worthy affection think parents would better served different child feel like im burden friends feel foolish caring relationships everyone says care yet pine others cherish relationships easier feelings pretend matter people say need wait happen im going waiting rest life seems feel foolish sometimes come thinking could one cute someone unattractive abrasive boring could ever anyone desire them undesirable noone ever crush me downloaded tinder made profile got zero matches weeks using friends racked uo tens matches think im weird opinionated noone could really interested say romantically alone forever seen happiness future long while assume things would get better im good enough see stress uncertainty unfortunately me live australia hard kill relatively quickly like pain cant find easy way kill would work current small residence im afraid im afraid screwing ending permanently disabled disfigured afraid locked away mental health ward suicidal want pass peacefully cant deal life
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kisluvkis oh that is very sad poor boy
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@gripgrand i'm not on twitter as much as i was... is there a way i can get all your tweets sent to me? when i do come on, i'm really just checking out yours because i feel we're dealing with similar shit and riding the wave of depression / anxiety. i write much more on fb where you're not.
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im going kill selfbecause im going achieve dream world full pain thats it
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im gonna try write book good story ive rewriting past year afterwards gets published im killing myselfi made post months ago talked life think im unhappy it well didnt explain text ive working book past months boy hates everything jerks lot tries kill pathetic actually it suffers entire life snaps loses fucking mind course theres lot book didnt explain dont want put many spoilers finished dont expect book well dont expect even get published im honest life plan finish make best writing ive ever written life im done im gonna stop caring life hopefully kill overdosing alcohol parents conservative fully alcohol drugs feel like need numb pain bullshit already knew gonna turn substance abuser get older im turning three days think wake much alcohol wanna drink dont care die it wanna die it ive realized life isnt me im already drinking deadly amounts coca cola redbull monster soft drinks right now amounts junk food eat unbelievable im still thin stick one notices it guess way trying cope biopolar disorder hidden depression
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so earlier i wa on a run and some kid were playing football behind me one of them accidentally kicked the ball in my direction i could hear him getting closer behind me and i had a sort of intrusive worry that he might kick the ball at me or something a soon a i stopped worrying about it i realised how irrational it wa but i then started to worry that it wa seemingly a paranoid thought and could be a sign of my mental health getting worse can anyone relate to thought similar to this
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No Depression by G Herbo is my mood from now on, i'm done stressing over people that don't deserve it
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tried kill twice now one quite recent back may cut late night mother woke found me first thought done accident kitchen seemed concerned however told done purpose instantly become upset seem concerned way angry upset way like inconvenient her wounds horrible bad point hospitalization concerning deep mom told put neosporin go back sleep told feel safe asked call someone take somewhere told bleeding one could anything me told fine attention first thought crazy scared right able go maybe subconsciously attention texted cousin next day check doing weird stuff made sad mother continues act like everything normal talk since bring gets mad always says i care grow up move out always tells sensitive emotional reason seeking attention moved away college september parents insisted come back october covid arguments always bring up telling stayed there want leave close moving away next year college seems like closer get leaving worse thoughts become scared might happen me want relationship mom bad really love her seems like want one treats much worse younger sibling hurts bad truly feels like would care want able it know need help difficult form support regular life hate venting friends serious topic want scare burden them making wonder okay ya knowi feel sad time counting days try leave whichever comes first know make better
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time goi feel extremely suicidal today feel empty inside dont problem cant stop feeling pain chest letting know im wanting give up voices head usually call worthless failure stronger ever today theyre telling die sending nasty thoughts myself want drive lake walk it cant swimthats point feel disassociating keep thinking everything triggers me memories trauma mistakes ive made failures fault idea im posting here guess wanted someone know felt end it
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wrote letter guy loved id like post bc idk took lot write hurt lot write dear alexander everythingthe reason woke daysthe person talked mostwho wanted text day call nightmost importantly showed love lovethere many things happened always came back grew stronger itive never regretted hated much letting someone goive never stopped loving youi miss everyday theres say goes dont think youyou forever alwaysyou still even dont talki never love anyone way loved youwhat special amazing id rather die never met saved kept alive daysyou made sure went bed ate didnt anything would put riskyou many anxiety attacks mom hit yelled meno one ever like werei burrito dumbassi love youi never stopped loving youi never stop loving youyou always piece heart piece earned havei truly never knew love till met youall calls lasted hourslil naps id takemovie nightssoftball practicesstupid pictures wed send othermaking fun people google mapstelling day asking ursjust seeing hearing voice laugheverythingi dont regret meeting youwithout wouldnt right nowi got much confidence youi girlbabyburrito anything else youd call didnt care long yoursim longer tears apart inside im notforever always thats would saywell forever heart always one loved mostthere word strong enough much miss youi stayed liked talking fell love youno one made feel made feeli cant ever say thank enough everything mei love forever alwaysill never forget every little memory madeall stupid inside jokes dumbass word niggardly liked say much knowing pissed offi miss joking around calling dumbass stupid shit facetime called idiotin moments always happiest ive ever beenyou made happiest one elsenow gone hard finding someone fill holei cant say easyno one amazing connection didi wish fought harder youi didnt biggest regret ill ever makeyou smart truly believed anything want deserve fucking best youve shiti hope find someone makes half happy made mei never forget youi love alexander forever alwaysim happy met hope find another like you
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if you like 60s rock and are from LA please enjoy the band Love violent drunk hippies also welcome
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holy shit im terrible humanafter first real relationship ended took pretty hard result said nasty things ex mistake number one mistake number two continuing message told wanted nothing me this guess wanted try amend wrongdoings made even worse leaving fuck alone third mistake continually stalked social media awhile like sort addiction good things say me one thing stuck really respect bisexuality as fetishizing sex women this feel like complete utter pile shit ive realized im horrible person want better call fuck die rings head loud clear also girlfriend thinks im great realize im lousy piece shit also completely bat shit insane never loved myself struggled suicidal thoughts many years idea recover actually better person
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someone near age please talk me fi want die
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seen without knowing hoopla surrounding lead character indeed without even knowing based reallife events must say impressed murder greenwich average production madefortv movie acting uniformly great christopher meloni particular putting standout performance teen actors excel difficult roles idea dead girl narrating movie stroke genius elevates movie merely good excellent script exemplary essentially movieoftheweek fodder cinematography beautiful
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organ donationif necessary paper shit front hospital would able harvest organs ateast could used someone way die
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Congratulations, i hate you
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good short anime watched promised neverland like week ago finished erased yesterday loved them guys recommendations good heartfelt short anime
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day posting something everyday get girlfriend math test today math teacher let finish
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need end canti house car every electronic appliance could ever want need since girlfriend cheated me left me dad lost job mothers deteriorating health ive lost three close friends recently one connect talk redflag hotline said best option cry sleep wow thanks lot waht do anything do
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well thoroughly enjoyed movie funny sad yes guy andie macdowell shagged hot interesting realistic characters plots well beautiful scenery think mum would like it still think allowed call sad fkers club though
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keep feel like killing selfi keep researching best painless way kill self cant take life anymore anything wake up eat go sleep like am every fucking day going out doctors appointments anxiety panic disorder depression sucks ive started therapy hope ever life sucks fucking socialize regret decisions chose high school college career am quit job due shit fucking anxiety nobody knows feels therapist open hide home hate life need something stop feeling like this im scared tell anyone even therapist tell someone obviously to also suffer dyspraxia makes clumsy fuck mess am anxiety depression panic dyspraxia wonder nobody likes me
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@deirdrakiai I think I'm gonna have to demand pics of this one!
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i think i ll try tonight i ll go on a late night walk and accidentally trip in front of a car that way if i fail i won t have to deal with all the shit
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tested positive covid rip lol
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politely deal guy thats probably using me reputation nice kid everyone would ask favors grew nice deeds payed off theres one guy still same found brother got vr set would come class every morning weeks asking trying come over never succeeded time remember would talk hang like regular friends thought changed one outing another friend kept begging us buy gaming gear money food told off wanted use free tickets free privileges famous tourist attraction impress girl gave fair amount would always barter now quarantine talked times ask steam account play fucking rust play though also tournament got cash never hear him still alot fun moments hang doesnt ask money im sick it
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@Jean_Pierce OOC: LOL I know, I know. I was robbed. I want my own ship.
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hard keep going dont anything look forward anymoreim going really bad cycle depression right now havent felt way since nearly killed self maybe even worse cant take anymore want well school want get study work hard cant bring it cant bring keep room clean drink water shower anything life isnt worth living more stay nights hating beyond words im badly school im stressed dont want live anymore every day going awful cycle again dont know do hate much hate myself want drink want drugs want kill myself want anything while keep pushing away people love cant bring tell anyone whats happening im numb cry cry anger hate issues body too cant bear living life more doesnt feel worth it nobody understands bad makes even frustrated grades terrible want good beyond words want well school dreams want follow need good grades it achieve able apply myself cant cant bring makes hate mad enough dont know whats wrong dont know fix it starting feel like late me dont think find keep living life
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@shaundiviney i sure am
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see shitty post downvote post ignore it shitty post downvote it
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your life your rule but why can t i finally make myself rest it s selfish but isn t making someone stay just for you to not feel bad also is they ll stop you but will only make you feel alone after a few week or so shouldn t we all ultimately live for ourselves why is suicide such a bad thing is it just because it s deemed morally wrong all of this ha probably been said a couple time i m sorry it s funny how the only thing that keep me going is that one musical group and my other hobby is this really it
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want run car treei suffered years tonight went ex boyfriends drop redflag letter wouldnt answer know there wanted drive car tree way home could blamed storm done it
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yea communism funny right people dont actually think works like think socialism good like sweden like memes right
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finished making chocolate and foot really hurt
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@tsimitakis yes cyby u can
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mom found account would kill isnt even anything bad hates melt
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alone need helpim m lost girl going marry hate job live home cant afford anything friends always told im people want friends gfs ive like reached others never works out bullied whole life see path gym help always depressed feel worthless care anymore anything want end
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@cc_chapman Yeah - I've seen a few 2.8 problems... We're working through his lemons, though.
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i don t wan na leave co am is coming too soon
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three cheer for fiber to the home now we only have to wait year for it
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another redflag stole chance cant push anymore going kill myself worked out lived family four small children back soon moved going kill myself thing kept going years id hit rock bottom moving family four small children need part that even slightly know truck on got do used get am go work dark hours walking past houses get first bus could earn enough money pay rent solace knowing going kill myself aunt killed herself still tearing family pieces father uncle therapy resonance death staggering live place aunt killed myself thats reason last conversation telling wretched person world would better without like it pall bearer funeral lowered coffin ground wished dearly way around im lose house rented place kill myself yet times change little ways job amazing love job wish separated six weeks gives focus purpose reason like here local butcher knows name neighbours nice want alive wanted alive years keep thinking id died sleeping back van everything wouldve better everyone know theres another redflag hanging family like dark cloud feel cheated chance want alive know fuck quietly
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i want to be dead ive been suicidal for year im such a fucking retard filled with regret and anger im done with life i want all of this to stop why i cant do one thing right
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letouzet en m me temp il n est pa faux de parler de d pression elle est pas e par le cyclisme et le dopage quant savoir si ce derniers en sont la cause c est difficile la tendance d pressive peut mener ce activit s douloureuses
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someone talk tonot feeling great dont want go back point anyones browsing right wants talk anything please pm dont know long ill account tis whatever
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cant take pain anymore fuck lifemy life already full much fucking mental pain agony universe throw me two cavities one wisdom tooth probably get pulled want deal fucking pain hate physical mental pain fucking much id rather blow brains out spend another second piece shit earth
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mizzzidc and you get mind put it here i hope ur bf or husband to be and his mother is seeing what is awaiting them ending it with emotional blackmail of u going into yeye depression nonsense
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tf people rude u think makes someone feel u say shit like offense id kill looked like u first all world not offensive second thats mean anyway u trying make people feel crappy gt hate hate hate people say shit like hear one time break ur fucking kneecaps shatter ur skull
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@DaphneOP hhmm.. around 12:30 am..
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joined pro sport called professional crastination think im one star players team
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@essentialimage what's crazy is I looked there first. you'd think sparrows would be easier to come by! I finally just made my own
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another ruined holidaywhen growing up dad ruined every holiday ever fighting mom well is another ruined holiday time boyfriend ex boyfriend even fucking knows told pessimistic negative everything life honestly cant remember negative supposed say hes bitching parents borrowing money oh sucks im really sorry apparently wrong also telling im sorry sucks sessions show also wrong told unsupportive also said heard rumor said sleeping around behind back envr said understand heard that keep second guessing everything ive done past months keep flash backs good memories spent day laying around crying tried contact redflag hotline waited hold asked leave message social anxiety cant call back cant bring try want disappear want cease exist dont know ill kill myself took ap woke deep scratches arm scratched sleep ive cut well hope wake morning really never want wake again
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br br i seen movie many times least dozen unfortunatly recently however etched memory never leave scene mickey rooney killer mears knows executed getting close moment truth dances cries laughs vacillates hesteria euphoria runs gambit ever emotion never seen brilliant performance actor living dead past present know sure mickey rooney yes andy hardy actor great genius however kept it opinion years thinking surely must alone viewpoint years saw film last time television chanced read old q section los angeles times question posed lawrence olivier question was mr olivier considered one greatest actors time consider among greatest actors answer was peter finch mickey rooney stunned surprised immediatly flashed back killer mears felt good seen great ability him view supported another whos work admired later course bill many great moments mikey rooney film the last mile seen acting students frankly cannot remember great deal film years mr rooney it never leave me anyone remembers film do would interested hearing you picture etched heart alone gave face performance
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@lmpotter Near Bellingham, waaaaaay up northwest near Soviet Canada & USSA border
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UPMC Looking For Participants For Depression, Dementia Study http://pittsburgh.cbslocal.com/2018/04/20/upmc-looking-for-participants-for-depression-dementia-study/ â¦
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britsystem she stopped eating and is just sleeping all day im worried about my precious little bean
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goodbye reddit goodbye teenagers no redflag post ive found reddit distracts work ive taken break before deleting it hope fantastic lives stay positive motivated goodbye everyone
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asta a fost un examen pe cinste
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im starting think im stupid one idk is everyone reddit doesnt get sarcasm either im stupid reddit is im pretty sure
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I gives a #pughug to @EmmytheCat @henryandfriends @Fergusthedog pass it on to three more ! Pughug is a free hug for anyone #pawpawty
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@aniqa_x can't wait to see Diversity's performance!
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@evolutionarypsy Genome-wide association study of depression phenotypes in UK Biobank identifies variants in excitatory synaptic pathways, https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5902628/ ⦠.. (full text) (2018 Apr 16 Nature Comm.)
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well entirely dishes still like extent delivery spots talking general tasting food ranges uh okay best wow feel stupid eating this gave satisfaction wasted money healthinterestingly body seems like foods cannot eat health preference reasons milk products absolutely anything milk usually liking eating it using gluten lactose pills help sometimes not worst get bloaty stomach recently getting even id eat something really milky meat pounds weight would like stay without meat feel satisfied sweets favorite thing make sandwich chocolate paste banana dark rye bread people surprised speed eat sweets lol rarely satisfy unless good portion good knowing size catch often type food product used like absolutely tastes like nothing me think thing loosing mood eat well grandfather inherited lot body issues snob guess complex village bumpkin used village third world country city bumpkin area advanced country possibly go back soon food tastes kind ruins mood also feel like snob
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i say that i m feeling depressed and instead of saying anything about it they just start talking about their own day they used to ask me what s going on but not anymore i think it s time to start writing that note
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alienated last person help step back thats left strangersi just cant take anymore ive felt like shit ever since fiancee died coming years holy fuck years think would this fast havnt serious relationship since close friend mine bad scare redflag cops found passed car stopped side building decided toss everything aside help it moved k miles away everyone know now talk anymore thats problem though just friends abandoned me ive got two great friends now one male one female that fell head heels for point became joke everyone drew guy came visited week pretense helping out spent entire week chasing ass far watching craigslist see someone would post bailey female friend since started dating someone tortured high school made fun me absolutely tortured high school hear great guy is telling everything happened hes amazing makes feel like person life gotten bad cant work cant sleep days straight passed phone customer nodden off passed out woke hit floor sent doctor gave script xanax im looking mg xanax bottle grey goose start look good here better idea seems nod off let pain go away done it back fiancee wife got taken me
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attention epic gamers need help defeat big bad evil monki request account twittercom vote pezlord this httpstwittercomsmollfryesstatuss election basically friends holding election need help get pez pres could make post show art made cause would thank reading remember thats post shiiiiiiittpost
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kind hope get firedive holding bit two things job cowardice feel obligated job however got email saying someone wants meet immediate boss already called bosss boss know make mad point know care did hope fire theres one thing left probably leave world cowardice thats easy overcome
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