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rational redflagi recently read mitchell heismans redflag notehttpwwwredflagnoteinfoebookredflag_notepdf work made ponder continue living essence heisman argues life meaningless and selfpreservation equals selfdestruction redflag reasonable choice biases overcame arguments compelling enough commit redflag
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phasmophobia fun ampxb httpspreviewredditrffwappngwidthampformatpngampautowebpampsfcaaddbdb
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it s that bad
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give ideas lunch want food preferably good food mmm
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@tp71 Get 100 followers a day using www.tweeteradder.com Once you add everyone you are on the train or pay vip
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i now have every song Heidi Montag has ever released.
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@coffeencupcakes ahhhhh! i remember that poem. love it
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kissed girl years im proud myself hahaha gotem seriously virginity cool stay cool dudes
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i don t know what i m doing wrong everyone always leaf me
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older people think gamers orgasm upon seeing gore genuinely confused everyone reacts gore cause someone plays games mean cum pants upon seeing dead body
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im done care anymore im ending sooni hate myself hate world hate life supposed be ive suicidal since young least th grade always thought things would get better dont everyone everyone get happy ending life shit show shit show brief moments happiness cant seem find makes worth it cant wait old age freak accident free pain want now want know hurt most im fucking alone never special anyone never friends lovers even family closest person ever life straight told tonight never meant shit him hurts much want loved ill never enough something wrong me im cut life ill peace soon know that first time ever im crying tears happiness itll soon feel way anymore
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im legally blind tired seeing shit world become
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wish there wa a a little tunnel preferably a waterslide direct from dressing room to water so people don t see me in my togs
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took cocktail drugsi cant stand continuing life im failure friends people work hate means im going get fired due time off cant count anyone always come across dick im good anything im screwed financially academically work dead end job lead anywhere cant find anything else get angry time theres puddle blood bed cut arm open got angry myself normal im normal thinking through want hear want deal people people want deal me win win situation
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want live another week maybe two longer absolutely necessarythere one thing life meaningless terrible girlfriend serious long distance relationship since little one year never seen person literally fuck everything life contact started casual made terrible mistakes mistakes probably able fix able forgive for know them tell want chance us actually together hate practically everything life myself seriously considered killing last months since keep becoming depressed possible life thing look forward to think able survive get professional help forgive me probably wont obviously cant tell that cant risk causing think committed redflag know anyone lives close me stick around little clear way forgive avoid risk sure completely
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My mind is still on london local time.. Can't sleep. Workout, fifa, at&t, beach all day!!! @lindsaydowdal have a great day! See you soon
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think might end life sooni dont know anymore feel stuck alone need help dont know get that
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rustyrockets i tnk you need to make me smile today because you never ever write back to me but you do to everyoneee else x
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ive never sad before im really scared one else turn redditlook know sounds stupid fucking girl well life went shit mom died days later mom died always close side family barely graduated highschool plans go college lined up ended move state away personal reasons father never close per se used fight lot much anymore dont typical lets go play catch type relationship sort thing idk anyways ive lived life sad always trying fit in good friends lost moved seriously nobody anymore met girl last year really hit off moved together fell love kids everything going pretty great started arguing lot eventually accused cheating me im still sure occured not dumped january regretted it impulse barely remember it saw black tired everything didnt want take back ended getting back guy knew like years dated little while fucked over split started talking again met times sex times never went past that knew wanted back met another guy moved hours away dated while split recently started talking again initiated contact time came visit family came saw night two weeks ago stayed over laid held night couldnt even sleep couldnt believe back arms morning head back work hugged kissed her told wanted back looked like loved me told just give little time well talk lefti talked weekshed throw comments like well whatever happens cant move back state im in told idc id move mexico her finally asked thought everything told always love me shes sorry love me heart fucking broken ive spent last eight months trying hard get back thought time would girl makes happy love god damn much like shes here greatest time together like dont mean shit her shes girl makes happy cant forgive past mistakes didnt treat right confused life regret now much miss fucking bad sent long message tonight basically asking rethink things still feels same worry anymore im going delete facebook probably will wants friends ill never happy friends im starting finally realize never together again ill never hold night again ill neer tuck kids night again saddest ive ever life nothing going anymore dad still support me im years old idk anymore ive really thought redflag dont want die nothing anymore nothing dont even friends talk to help things really dont like life know shes going say no im going crushed dont wanna live anymore reddit fuck know im rambling one anymore
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girl broke saying sexy enough so went familys house seduced one family members now mom sister pregnant baby
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life failure mi honestly never suicidal thoughts life considering now wife left january waiting papers come now learned today passed promotion everybody said sure would get job basically deadend skills move another industry financially im ok whats fuckin point more job thing left life idea continuing move thing even wake for literally friends either moved away got married kids prospect another human really seems far reach right now anybody talk anything aside dad mom sad actually want text exwife somethinganything human contact im going that want reach employees subordinates want worrying knowing feel way feel emptiness now cant describe bad hurts im reaching guys now
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eating cupcakes yummie
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Deadly, its sunny, time to go lie out in the garden, turn red, and then bak 2 white next week...
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@totalgunner ahhhhhhh. so hopefully mine will eventually pop up then. good to know
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f cant take anymore happenedchild sexual assault tw last night dad things thought asleep hes done several times throughout last years like this nails hurt really bad already bleeding inside even fucking repel him acts like everything normal right wanna slice wrists open ive listening music since hes let day school lil peep uicideboy friends followers thing keeping alive even feel much emotionally except anger shock even cried yet know gonna get worse know im gonna kill myself would take drugs bit experience them know probably thing thats gonna keep numb
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hello krimpeling depression it sure is nice to see you again https://twitter.com/newtmas_videos/status/988573159678009344 â¦
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im afraid would effect never came home againone reasons
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@PritiRai Thank you for the warm comment. It made me feel better to know someone cares.
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year old aspergers failing grades unexplained attendancesi feel really stupid ignorant probably guessed im year old kid living aspergers syndrome feeling depressed lately grades absolutely suck were working major projects school ive gotten detention twice stupid reasons today first failing get one little detail assignment attendance missed classes spanish teacher absolute psycho total asshole me even gotten point dad extremely pissed im depressed please need feel happy again people reddit help me
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officially sober whole year since start middle school got close classmates gained bad habits along way got point started drinking twice week especially school nightthats usually expected taking engineering track am got wasted puked times one night but even still kept drinking started joining cousins whenever drinking well realized ive hit lowest point life so far quit drinking never really liked drink thought would make numb feel ease really gave anxiety getting invited cousins hundreds times drink year rejecting every single time ive finally gotten whole year without single drop alcohol system ive adopted highprotein diet started working times week gained kg lbs muscle mass sincei really weak skinny back then started drawingdoing art frequently again started conversing socializing family neighbours cuz im bit sociallyinept introverted felt little confident telling close friends bisexuality nonbelief which little hard especially live country religious bisexual atheist little bit frowned upon tldr avid drinker stopped cuz like best turn life around feeling better ever since bit context legal drinking age country rarely practiced regulated almost every street corner theres store sells booze regardless old are sometimes even see cops offering minors drink culturally speaking guess drunk minors tolerated since usually pose threat anyone even usually drink around adult family members
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just had treacle sponge<Emoji: Smiling face with heart-shaped eyes><Emoji: Smiling face with heart-shaped eyes><Emoji: Smiling face with heart-shaped eyes> the depression is cancelled
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extremely depressed struggle feel sense importancealways knew id post here cant deal life anymore work hours week go home alone big heart feel nobody ever interested try offer support support ever given back feel like try try try nobody ever wants try me im done
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never take class httpsyoutubemwuaojhvckhttpsyoutubemwuaojhvck
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depression gives
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me waking up from an 8 hour depression nap: pic.twitter.com/lkz3KZqCw9
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counts redflag attempti know sounds like stupid question allow elaborate ive struggling selfharm suicidal thoughts years day particularly bad state attempted cut vein failed try again unsure something tell someone times too ive close lifeending activities stopped myself none planned spontaneous would count redflag attempts redflag ideation edit thank much responses browsing subreddit helped numerous ways least reminding alone
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wont girls text back everything goes well like first messages conversation dies happens every time feel like one interested
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updatei built enough courage sit front campfire family
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kinda flag hang room cant decide kind flag hang suggestions me lol
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im ft handsome creature yeah thats said handsome im girl fuck
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i feel completely exhausted my life isn t going anywhere and i ve got nobody to turn to
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@ddlovato So basically, I believe you are a sadist. The building of anticipation was cruel and unusual. Yes. You are a sadist. hahahaha
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punishment failing nnn guys failed real god figured nnn thing made fail punishment th
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fail im gonna kill myselfim currently fairly prestigious college paying tuition basically compeltely independant family fucking sucks used perfectionism get school financial situation might force drop out look peers hs didnt even bother hs live parents nothing wonder deal themselves drop school think kill myself ive depressed dealing ocd anorexia years college last attempt obtaining better future myself fail im scared thought would do
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i m so tired of this i don t even know where to start so i ll just say what come up out of the top of my head a i write this i came here so that i could vent about some college related stuff at the beginning of the semester i decided to enroll in class to pick up the pace and get on schedule to graduate i wasn t necessarily looking forward to it but i wasn t regretting it either until now that is since the start of the semester i ve been feeling like i just can t pay attention i find all my class to be extremely uninteresting and i don t even take note every week is just a struggle to get through it without any prep time for the next one i swear there hasn t been one week where i don t have any homework all five of my class have already given the first partial exam later than usual and a expected they were all essentially at the same time it wasn t until this week that all the result came back and obviously it wasn t pretty so for the first partial exam out of all five i got f s in of them a c pretty proud of it actually and a b i know that perhaps i haven t been trying my hardest since i really don t pay attention in class i watch the recording and study for them later but i wa devastated regardless i spent countless hour studying for them only to see failure hit my liver i have so little energy that i can t even cry about how i failed the first exam of of my class i ve been so stressed out that a rash started popping up in my neck and chest i ve never been failing this hard in my life and frankly i m scared i can t show my true emotion because i don t want anyone to worry and i can t talk to my therapist because of the time my study consume at the end of the day all i feel is anxiety and the despair of having to repeat class and be even further behind schedule for graduation
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give upi dont actually guts kill still give up im done trying im going lay day day exist die naturally decide stop eating starve death may physically killing im still killing myself maybe one day ill guts finish ill sit die old alone dont feel like rewriting backstory go find post
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video rocked eddie one funniest comics ever seen class makes funniest observations history culture ever seen eddie original intelligent comic ive seen long time tell standups get stage let executive reign
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imagine hampered bureaucracy one man spends years life mental breakdown trying solve mass murder case virtually himself murder technique clear government unwilling admit truth lets monster destroy dozens lives think job stressful merely remember true story behind wonder flick devotion duty main character masterfully portrayed rea comic and almost tragic times relationship rea sutherland character made one favorite movies last years catching one worst mass murderers history edge seat nearly well advertised talked silence lambs plot suspenseful rent buy movie today
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dein depression
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im pretty bored yalls hobbies started playing quitar
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Sitting outside, waiting for a reason to smack a 7 year old
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hi guy it s late night now here in my time zone i can t shake down the urge to go to the building rooftop and take a leap it s story tall should i do it please tell me a logically sensible suggestion my reason my family got covid 9 the past month but it affected my otherwise healthy 0 year old dad the most within a couple of week of infection including 0 day isolated hospital confinement thing just kept getting worse so he wa moved to another hospital for icu confinement and there went into lung failure doctor decided on intubation thing didn t stop there and currently he is on ecmo in a different hospital it s been about month and he is yet to show any progress i work and used to live alone but recently we all have been together from my fam s side my dad is the only breadwinner and he controlled their finance so naturally i took the heat during his absence a a stopgap running his business for a couple of month paying bill and medical expense food etc i have burnt through all my personal saving sold my cryptos and taken all the possible loan just to stay afloat with the expense this ha made me terribly depressed and made me unable to continue working since last week by the end of this month i can t even pay my dad s insurance premium in that case the policy is gon na lapse because of month of non payment i don t see a way out of this i need about 0k just to cover the due and maybe another 0k for the future expense at this point i can t get out or stop this snowball effect my mom isn t willing to work nor doe she have the experience to work any decent job my si just finished her high school but is trying for a job anyway even if we all work in this place we can t possibly make a dent in the due and expense all of this is taking my self control off i feel like i ll snap and go insane any moment but i and my dad have life insurance policy my dad s policy is just gon na pay 00k if ever on the other hand my head can pay out a quarter million dollar claim it can solve all the problem and save their life i can also get this miserable life to stop hurting me any further i like to think logically philosophically and pragmatically i don t see a better option than this should i do it tldr my healthy 0 year old dad got covid 9 went into lung failure and is currently on maximum life support on ecmo i ve bankrupted myself supporting my fam and am still in need of about 0k or more to settle the due and for further expense i m at the verge of insanity from all the pressure i ve a life insurance worth 0k should i do the deed and let my fam claim the benefit so that they can solve everything and live better life sorry for any bad english thanks in advance
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Finally got to see Jake yesterday theres a reason i didnt wanna go to his moms house -_-
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yall got outta toxic relationships yall got mf mud yall aint take shit nobody mad respect rn aint playin game
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alrightim living dream job years get travel see kinds amazing things im active adventure whenever want amazing friends much love life yet think killing throughout day every day cant control it ideas creep leave know feel lately sometimes hate fing hard insane cant figure out thought good thing going ready grow want revert earth feel lost sad alone heart want painful lately pray wake sleep reason want actually diekill believe life worth living get better cannot bare pain would bring family friends im miserable think quitting job what shitty job way love cant wake enough give shit it
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weekend homework kicking ass schools thinking saying hey idea give kids two days free time also give work free time well cant get enough us anybody works school system stop giving us weekend homework
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reason done im scared paini live uk access firearms theres really way kill going incredibly unpleasant parents paying stay nice student accommodation attend university last year went classes recently told error booking next year honestly even want deal fixing it im waste space society sit room playing video games watching tv shows anything productive everything paid for wish gun
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theekween depression and anxiety thelmasherbs
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sneezed said bless automatic think im finally getting used lonely
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everyone loose strands hair baliding like occasionally piece hair come stressing cuz dont wanna bald soo like happen everyone
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cant cry anywhere dont even room thats piling emotions cant take anymore
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literally post anything care getting downvoted feel immortal hahahahahahha
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tired go sleep will good night sweet dreams others using phones bed
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please save meim much pain think losing mind feel depression eating brain want scream hurts even try articulate brain want confront anything hardly left bed weeks use minimal amount information processing possible get by im losing everything im lonely im fucking lonely im scared im lost im detached wtf this fuck this becoming terrified world people im angry insidiously angry disgusting
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people born january st know people born january st little cousin us
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deal jealousy towards closest friends buying houses kids getting new jobs still dead end job yearsi actively avoiding happiness mess uo friendship consider worse years lifek debtthought dying s times gained stone losing boyfriend deportationbut every time called doctors get help courage continue calli struggling daily bases keep together spend time crying thinking would best bot anyone life would slow downthis may right place stuff felt bit better getting thoughts paperso speakthanks listening safe spacevent
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if you follow me I follow you
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@bwilstyle if you used my crock pot, it would be done when you returned from your trip
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dead mans switchso like mins ago found one friends high school sent dms best friend ive pacing back forth like dumbass hour got phone told ems would scene hes missing hopefully get update soon hear tthe worst
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merry christmas happy new year
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made decision killl august cried much long time sad feel like option feel sad family too hate world bawling eyes
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guess try commit redflag yet againbecause really see realistic solutions fixes problems fuck bullshit life
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all my tweet are already gone aren t they missed you guy tonight
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@toodamnninja I've not used skitch before, let me try again (5)
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anyone else just done i m at a point in life where nothing is going bad and i understand i m blessed to be in such position but at the same time nothing going good my friend group have dissipated i rarely hang out with people everyday is just a repeat of the last what do i do it s getting lonely
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one favorite movies time loved rain man dustin hoffman tom cruise movie ways similar makes rain man seem artificial shallow unemotional trivial comparison
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horrible end th birthdayso th birthday spent weekend friends drinking etc come home around pm friends part ways go talk mum boyfriend both try respect much possible called up basically made emotional resorted room start crying bed feel like im useless helping making mother boyfriend economic situation worse feel reason live goals good looking lot money relationships sure
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cant connect peoplei cant connect people friends people seem like me think look standoffish maybe mean people occasionally try talk like theyre speaking another language know theyre saying theyre saying it supposed say even social anxiety point feel anxiety anymore understand socialize diagnosed schizoid personality disorder think might austistic mainly actually want connect others know how insurance therapy help myself exercise comes mind cant seem motivate it im living car shower gym everyday could then job like time im really eating anymore im sure impact moods whats wrong me things know help me ive thoughts redflag often since half life everyday im driving think crashing want friend stick around would deserve that nothing offer lousy friend
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Lose your #anger #anxiety #insecurity and #depression through #meditation #Buddha via @moodcards pic.twitter.com/K5kHydrKVJ
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chose movie really husbandwho works radio broadcasting thought would movie would enjoy relate too though eightiesso little dated movie really draws in times want strangle host barry times want send bigots call true concentration camp times really feel sorry barry truly gotten big jeans know mean drama channel encoreso thinking true story truly love dramas love this even know ins outs broadcasting business alec baldwin fan watching see him shouldnt part really bit part movie
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i don t know how to push myself and adjust to schedule and adult life no one wa really around to teach me i play video game a lot before it wa because i enjoyed it but now it s because i have nothing else to do with myself or other people i don t have any friend but even now i can t fit in online it feel like no one my age play game anymore they re focused on their life college school work i don t fucking have a life the only other human being i talk to is my dad when he get home from work which is only small talk since we re not very close it s been like this for year now i ve felt completely isolated from the world my entire life which is why i don t fit in why can t talk to people and why i don t fit into society standard i want to fucking die so bad i ve fucked up my life so bad i wasted my highschool year even if i have a whole life ahead of me i don t have the knowledge or will to get anywhere fuck it
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@TheJASHJAY As someone that's suffered depression for years it doesn't affect your beliefs but your personality etc. as he has expressly said he doesn't have one you can't assume shit but that he means what he is saying
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ayoooo ima order dominos pizza
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@latexloverm oh it's ok haha, I'm in another city and they're in the capital.
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the real depression hours #The100 pic.twitter.com/1R1Z4hriW8
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point nothing help going work might well kill slowly junk food moping around idk bother believing get better bullshit proof never going get better need take care
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likely last month alivei tired failure nobody help either giving life one last final chance dont job end month walk traffic cant take belittled everyone around me id rather dead live pathetic life another month
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christinastokes is sh working for you for me it say that the website is down
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my life wa so promising and happy once that one thing left and i feel like i ll never get my innocence back i ve been on a constant stat of high alert and now i m burnt out i have no motivation heavily fatigued no matter how much sleep i get nothing seems worth it anymore
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came door drunk high opiates hes ex h addict opiate rage real told me verbatim guy house hed kill spot questions asked pretty easy night ive spent countless nights barricaded bedroom rage past terrible grew gangs mexican mafia molested young age
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source suicidal thoughts depression forever alonei met girl hit well lot common interest anime musici asked date agreedi didnt ask right away messaged months firstwe went restaurant eat saw movie date magical like dream happy thought finally found someone would love really thought always smiling making eye contact even let hold handbut day went shitshe became distant tried asking another date made lame excuse went ignoring me said fine give upwhy shit happen every female try get withim freaking year old kisslessvirgin fucks sakei dont think im bad looking take care go gymeat healthy shower every day on top work shitty construction job pay dentist bills also help family bills fuck economyif lovely girlfriend come home hard day work would lot motivated get am every day workis anyone else like mefallen deep depression cant find love whats point living doomed alone forever
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attending army getting suicidalalright mandatory enlisting attendance army turn duration attendance months problem is cant handle anymore month get treated like shit even follow orders get dissed by different people asked medical care doctor check feet walking hurts lot days nothingi back home days tendons ankles gotten swollen barely walk getting suicidal desperate dont know long keep together parents wont allow quitting social stigma however leave here mandatory army way applied unconstitutional regulations un eu right un eu well country object due personal beliefs also battalioncompanywhatever way tougher rest country come second special forces only matter hard try get shitted people us object attending want kill person wish hold gun can kill person live without humility let go become part machine keep killing people lose touch friends family girlfriend person deserve get treated such become a man man want be matter much hatred people towards races such nothing pay country made feel like unwanted person cant keep sanity anymore none understands it complications attending these allowed work public sector allowed get drivers license country allowed vote social stigma want get degree university leave country dont plan coming again ever tldr parents unwilling sign stop attending mandatory army getting suicidal desperate
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getting fucking worsename love much hope know this know rough been future ive messed irreparably recently life please know everything me youre reason got experience lot life deserved even though youve already done much me ask things please im life support let linger know hard know heart right choice please sign dnr please let go worth this anything anything feel promise regret knowing made feel way just best it worth it swear promise much happier without me please make sure pets okay need go vet didnt accomplish this please keep touch family please study much become marine biologist excuse me aquatic biologist know hate salt water please move apartment please dont sad wasnt meant world know disagree statement know sad please know im finally gonna okay anti depressants dont work stupid therapy guilt hopelessness please dont feel anything wrong nothing but called me angel savior please find love again please important wish good husband spread love someone else love much im so sorry know hurt ultimately see best promise im worth tears maybe kids sabotaged dreams person promised would be really sorry hope day future youll forgive me names im worth it
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requested go bathroom right away helped that husbanddriver loading parts finally came bathroom asked wrong said he grabbed neck hurt me think go back him
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show project today history rap im really scared plz give advice feel like imma mess
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im still in school and i get bullied i dont have friend and i get beatun up almost every day and i get sick a lot like fainting alot and im just sick of it so here i am asking for help so will someone please just help me
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joker movie actually good dont really know watched movie thought good long ago dudes twitter say wasnt actually good movie sucks ass whats opinion movie
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this post covid depression is making me go through it
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welp im deleting reddit account im deleting reddit account reddit users virgins im anymore good bye
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update im longer bathroom charger meant post update hour ago shower
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