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In the limo going to see George straight!!
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turned its miracle still alive considering ive long depressed thought redflag progress think went worse every single fucking day worthless uthankful piece shit make everything worse hope die car accident something today always
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Everyone, here's Maria's LJ! http://bit.ly/TeVeR
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every time happiness skyrockets feel fucking awesome comes halt self hatred anger disgusting intrusive thoughts comes back plummets im back started like cycle right now feel happiness slowly coming halt yeah excited whats come
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everyone tells turn family things hardwhat family reason wish dead ive sitting idea killing while knowing feel push needed
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im feeling little energetic usual im still tired ok context morning posted tired almost falling asleep classes sleeping bus school
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encourage everyone listen album circles least onceto make relevant story suicidal broken defeated man coming peace situation theres maybe actual rap songs non hip hop fans promise promise promise worth ears find helps get rough days times even moment hear someone similar thoughts myself ill leave favorite line entire album dont keep head place know nobody ever see youre running low regret tears thats keeping wet think youre getting now day mac miller
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@omarg let us process those cards and you can be even more productive
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todaysomedayi want die anything world want cease exist stop feeling shame selfloathing brought point countless times years cant epiphany opens eyes new sense purpose im much coward something it sit here day day out crying waiting day finally find courage need overcome last obstacle standing peacemyself
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everyone subtweeting their s o saying sad shit is a fucking goober please save some of your depression for when bong bong win
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book recommendationsanybody got good recommendations books covering effects redflag children whose parents decide take life looking material draw friend struggling suicidal thoughts kids nothing technical please thanks advance help
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anyone else get nervous around hot girls even though interested happens lot wish could eradicate feeling
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i want to be dead ive been suicidal for year im such a fucking retard filled with regret and anger im done with life i want all of this to stop why i cant do one thing right
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pelf but work is demanding for so much more
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midst adversityi continue display curiosityin way red flows wristsdown drainforever stuckbetween sensation willing dyingfor battle rages onbetween body mindbetween heart truly wants mind prohibits accomplishfor selfish desires would kill around mewhen truththe spirit want deadis own poem
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make downvoted post history dream downvoted post history ill lose karma care lets make history yall
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since age never friend cared me shitty ass school friends whose activity play fucking boring dumb video games whole teen life thrown away sitting front rectangle screen wasting life realized life brings joy good friends meeting other fuck man never experienced that everytime go city see groups people me awkwardly going alone streets course older brother good paying job wife good friends even moved times already me years old finished highschool scared job life days applied studying something know cannot it course got bullied secondary school since even know word social meantthis even long text felt like ranting today hope someone relate c anyone else never good friend interested you after childhood
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something really stupid got drunk interacted horribly meds anyway cant remember im charged two felonies mi dont even know ill able get job im convicted let alone go law school ive studying for get approval state bar become lawyer cant go lawschool let alone get decent paying job ill kill self im scared parents find cant it cant cashier rest life could throw up feels like life something cant remember im sober feels like really risk
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wanna useful make cash but troubling times nearly parttime jobs area closed covid and live restrictions super strict people age earning money would lot better me help parents pay fees school house bills along personal stuff need get parents working even harder make roof collapse year old boy feel guilty anything even though really want to im starting become depressed im feeling useless day passes want make life easier everyone want useful want help sigh
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babe aint callin
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dad told earlier id stop using internet much would slap existence dont know dad seems aggressive im using internet reas
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females named callie here gf named callie went grandmas couple days ago weird thought
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want die get old absolutely idea happens death seen rational perspective nothing cant picture nothingness wanted kinda get chest expect actual answers course
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wait minute remember guys raped hey stop pissing im talking
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relate heavilyi used idea graduating hs getting college would change everything could move boyfriend good life grades community college classes slipping wont get degree want able graduate college friends want world good life feels like things relentlessly falling apart dont actively want kill sometimes want stop existing little
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im tired people complaining small dicks excluding females unless happen one three years old accident involving nail clippers bath parents watching leaving clippers counter reach serious anything bleeding bit skin torn uncircumcised yelling child get older developed scar tissue thing scar tissue fact layers upon healing skin making larger many would say oh cool dick bigger cuz scar tissue no get age much scar tissue uncircumcised penis skin literally verge closing dick left tiny little hole made peeing take minutes hurt parents take see doctor says need surgery surgery wake doctors say operation success theres problem things needed know circumcised dick meaning scar tissue issue penis soft hurt touch cuz covered skin years scar tissue penis grown im sitting dumbfounded like so telling thing size five says yes give time grow smaller average take quite long time forced grow complain constantly inches dick even ive got inch itll like till im least im rn
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drshashsnk hoi but good thing is i can afford both therapy and book no more depression
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my personal web site wa hacked what should i do
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@richardepryor LOL! And don't forget 'I bring ignorance to the table'!
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sorry vent one tell to lost friends week fucked huge way inner turmoil bad things like lie broke trust spoke poorly them know actions warrant losing them loved them somehow despite this alone right scary painful know consequence actions hurts much know do recently broke boyfriend chest head feels like going explode went hospital earlier week get admitted inpatient scared try get help afraid failing ill feel hopeless now feel like redeeming myself want get better want change hard one along way one talk to tried reaching people life circumstances prevent us talking scared feel getting desperate cannot see way feeling like
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want stopim tired everyone asks whats wrong dont know dont like all hate it hate confused dont know am im married shes amazing idea shes me try push away excuse least feel bad id never often hope happens me im tired therapist knows real truth feel wrong myself everyone would likely accept me me wish male wish id born way could snap fingers like thanos way im different transitioned whatever wife would still wife shed okay male cant risk telling losing her im trapped hate myself see therapist week enough inpatient fix this nothing fix this hate myself idea place works figured could say truth bc joined really wish could kill self keep hoping itll happen find caring say someone cant it wife depends much dont want hurt her im miserable feel alone
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im edge starring abyssi cant guys cant fucking this im trying hard cant im lost hollow empty worthless disgusting less average life holds value fucking accident anyway wont anything great life im going change world im even going change someones life im lonely fucking lonely im particularly smart im even close attractive im stoic im cold hear voices see monsters health already declining reason live many to many already may knew would break may hit hoped something might change then knew nothing would fuck guys fuck cant keep going cant keep facade up lived her ive kept living feel like fault suffering starting weigh empathy im ready die keep up fight it ill probably four years road fucking reason worth enduring later im meant world im drag already rapidly depleting resources im fucking psycho hideous fucking psycho evolutionarily deserve live im fit survive please let take self equation please im nothing special nothing worth saving
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cant wait c carter when bak skewl hate gettin sick it suks blech
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story almost killed myselfokay really long im sorry that considering redflag please please please favor read this might help all might make difference world tldr version tried commit redflag with pills stopped taking several ended worst darkest experience life regretted stopping since happened life still great know redflag answer story bit background me labeled loner wrong so kid quiet everyone asked why led believe somehow broken social were selfesteem nearly nonexistent teenager thought ugly friends used convenience struggled sexuality lot guilt laid religious environment grew up social anxiety grew worse began withdraw cave bedroom isolated friends family alike job going college rarely attended church around people made uncomfortable angry that social friendly then couple months ago started listening rotten voice head told worthless said life meaningless reason live told everyone would better without bother staying one really cared right pretend to love to believed it slid hill faster faster nearing bottomless pit despair planning redflag weeks best way method would least painful want create mess want find body horrific manner want mess end screwing body live forever idea appealed sleeping pills gathered much could took several nights laid hundreds pills never gall it then one night much life reached point meant nothing all brought pills laid me started downing two three time got twenty stopped realized what doing panicked seriously going end life last moments earth would spent alone darkened cave hopeless lost miserable pain no want that go it tried throw pills work take long pills hit me cant really remember happened did ended falling asleep vaguely remember horrifying snippets night waking flailing demonic presences attacking or felt like me woke morning could barely walk stumbled bathroom saw still remember sinister looked pupils huge face looked evil worst feeling ive ever had went told parents id tried night called ambulance got hospital recovered quickly family best make much fuss it am still alive glad it life still hard me trials shared im comfortable so survived attempt mean suddenly find life peachy brilliant still days hate still loathe times im still alive still get laugh read good books listen rain still get gorge chocolate pizza sleep listen favorite songs again im still struggling find purpose doubt ill find keep looking believe were miserable found purpose life us feel deeply others results depression becoming suicidal please surrender please hold little longer
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wake up in paris but it s grey need more sun
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really anything look forward tolike title says dreams wishes go after im living parents plans go go college theres nothing want do see kill besides family friends missing me big deal me depression anxiety issues im aware of im religious theres nothing im concerned dying enjoy playing video games watching tv thats past year day ive told join video game related career lot stuff go college for lot money cant get also takes lot effort want put much effort pretty shitty life end life i look forward to
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movies made suffer loved it loved it haunted days think erika kind character simultaneously loathe lament terrifying sex scene ever caught film best hanekes work far living director redefine pace since kubrick violence film gorgeous word film selfhatred sentence film trying find love order stop hating finding hopeless hope
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@selfproduction LOL No worries.
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Depression is like a war. You either win or you die trying.
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@BruniCFC Says an alpha male. I was talking about Chelsea giving me depression.
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im going see favorite band end august think im donemy favorite band slipknot coming hometown august rd im fortunate enough opportunity see friend day passes however ill really nothing left live look forward to going wait till halloween favorite holiday even doesnt seem worth anymore ive struggling major depressive disorder suicidal thoughts almost years never worse recently make money job good friend others dont go school im dumb girl like going away college doesnt want relationship thinks school would get way figured seeing favorite band perform one last time would perfect memory go on anyways im sorry long read thank stopped read it means lot
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hello minor years old exact yes fucking years old suffering depression since years old year told one friends two fav cousins depressed friend really helping know fake anyway cousins helping lot told feeling sad could contact could talk tell parents thinking want get therapy even correct age need parents consent want tell really harsh letting anything love tbh school blame school parents telling study cannot focus today cried shower wasted half hour even know cuz fucking hiding them coming cannot get therapy fellow depressed people know feels tell parents feel asking help want go somewhere nobody present scream cruel world lose voice coming heart kill plz
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P.S. I wanna see star trek again
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redditors realize videos hot tiktok seriously like tik tok isnt bad u literally make ur tik tok page whatever content u want
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hate step mom dad engaged her everyone family knows shes using him doesnt job drinking problem dad wakes begin working complain stressful day was cleans house yesterday got message speeding going passing lane told dad dad good terms know theyve fighting tf take me never gave shit years shes total bitch regardless im nyc blocked them
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here school crowded hallway girls front refuse move thousands future changers humanity slowed them
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reaching end road hereim life provided protected point skills idea fend myself got yet another underpaid shitty fast food job far fast paced keep up every minute every day like constant anxiety attack work worse want curl ball die every second it coworkers constantly ridicule help either last long job ill go exact thing another minimum wage meaningless job family basically keeping alive hoping kill point feel like theyve begun accept potential reality whereas saw impossibility im self involved felt like would destroy worlds away parents couple years think theyd able move on yeah unpleasant weve people family commit redflag like never even happened even ruin lives like theyve got much longer suffer anyway know selfish father serious heart problems last decade half mother frankly oblivious naive seems checking mentally anyways live sibling good bit older life together making great money great could help death theyre hoping move together next several months means need move out name not mention k debt credit score low s literally friends prospects places get room anything everything seems lining up like theres thousand signs pointing death never wanted kids give shit significant other frankly live long life ill likely die alone addict andor alcoholic theres issue alone prefer solace sad picture know ill it might pawn phonecomputer shotgun kind disconnecting family anyways maybe weeks months relative silence reduce sting them say constant guilt feel suicidal them would done long ago without hesitation wanna work ass hours week still live paycheck paycheck wanna contribute considerable percentage life time making massive soulless corporation even massive swallow peoples lives too care improve whats point create chemical reactions brain convince continue contributing society interest part of zero interest learning anything anything meeting anyone im alive sake familys emotional health im gonna reach breaking point think itll long now
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i am not happy that i am still not better i have tried everything from working out meditating cutting off toxic people exercise being open and expressing myself truly i only noticed that it s getting worst and i have realized for the past few month that i am having bad side effect from my meditation and my doctor didn t even wanted to let me cut of meditation and even lower my dosage but thank goodness he lowered it cause i wa pissed he is also the one that outed me to my father and my aunt his sister then to my mom that i wa gay and he is my nd doctor btw cause my first one wa also dumb and didn t understand my problem i am so tired of this feeling you know a feeling that you don t wan na do stuff but just lay down and wan na cry also a feeling that you don t wan na do stuff or even eat this feeling ha been with me since 0 9 now and even though i tried to be better it just becomes worst and complicated i am running out of idea on becoming better atp thank you for reading this keep safe and take care
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final rejectionthis weird kind long one im sex worker dancer ive job since covid yesterday got group text saying friend needs girls payed vegas trip asked us send photos well today learned texted us want knew wouldnt get picked always get rejected im ugly all since childhood ive always rejected found today friends picked not diagnosed borderline personality disorder treated bipolar since kindergarten ive tried kill self times since today never see friends again im kid gets picked last now know may sound dumb ive much rejection cant anymore clicked im researching helium redflag feels like way finally get peace
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suicidal ideations bring great comfortthe perfect night getting bed imagining ways could kill myself great detail start end thought feel connected outside ocd tendencies consider treat fantasize death hours
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aight need guys help gfs birthday gfs birthday right now as time among gift bought her also wanted give smth else whole heap happy birthdays her makes happy plan wish many happy birthdays possible happy birthday usomegirlxo ily much hope get many ppl possible support you
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let's just go to bed....NIGHTY NIGHT.....rgh
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im lovin the new sidekcik LX. july 4th is a rockstar day for me and the other company members im with.
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baking oatmeal chocolate chip cooky to make me tired i can t sleep
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curse my slow internet i miss youtube
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thomasgudgeon well yes shame that you can only get the plastic one for the first generation
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ooo dr who is on in hd ok ok i m officially a sad techy geek
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anyonei alot shit life know answers lot things could save lives im going it
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IM BORED AND TRYING TO STAVE OFF DEPRESSION BY MAKING U DO THIS BUT ALSO U ONLY HAVE TO DO LIKE ONE
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first think would like movie progressed became better better love music impressed well cage could fake movements playing mandolin son also like movie lot music story way story unfolded slowly showing corelli girls heart acting story well done well directed first corellis bravado irritating soon grew you twists plot intriguing especially relations germans would like see follow side plots also want buy sound track hear music again
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bad reviews understand treat low budget serial killer film might get mostbr br i thought worked way afterwards felt dirty wanted take long shower degree success itbr br i would say right level sleaze get skin although acting maybe bit uneven david hess brielfy get hopes much like last housebr br other worth look
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@vincelaurent Aahh I would prefer to become a politician here than being the "U" big thing, plus i am not that smart. Bensoir
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Ok, here we go people, last tweet before the big show ready to yell at the top of my lungs!! i'll let ya know how it goes later
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oh wowi got banned days ago favorite place internet guess wanna die
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teachers assign work christmas break called break reason break work project due th last day break want enjoy damn break
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watching movie family dog sitting looking tv said oh watching movie want dogporn head thinking dog popcorn dogporn said outloud instant regret
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@denharsh i'm afraid im def. a product of the NRI Karan Johar generation- I've been watching a lot of classics this semester
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therapisti see therapist tomorrow want know tell feel without committed daily pain spent today getting medicaid back freaking get surgery time go work today several hours today feel dominant hand barely eat normal food emotionally space want be like therapist trust him cannot deal locked without access medicine
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Ketamine Nasal Spray Shows Promise Against Depression, Suicide #health https://cmun.it/gmytyjgpÂ
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wanted start working could move day getting fat medication doctor put on working making gain weight hate it want die really really sad
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need help expert like guy says likes too problem is stopped trusting guys incident happened online know asshole move think every guy like guy dated before cant help it do say yes
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i wan na go home
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biggest karma whore universe browsing reddit stumbled upon gem account usmexyredditor apparently survived cancer children got heart surgery while grandpa caught covid also reposts others work like artwork etc hope steps lego psreport acc banned ps turns year old beat cancer posted sub beforez
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boundless raw energy uncompromising vision talk radio brilliantly explores publics fondness reducing strangers private problems entertainment via radiobr br eric bogosian sensational barry champlaine rude inyourface talk radio host hes natural kind role fine tunes one impressive interesting radio personalities ive ever seen screen timing delivery insults various callers strokes geniusbr br alec baldwin also shines barrys boss demonstrates explosive cynicism would later display s glengarry glen ross supporting role truly stands stoned seemingly braindead teen played michael wincott see believe itbr br oliver stone robert richardson great job photography almost entirely confined single broadcasting room claustrophobic feel movie perfectly mirrors tone all one major points film exploiting peoples private moments draw audience stone demonstrates moments often private whole world experiencebr br talk radio film strong emotional cerebral impact likes seldom seen today
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interesting story me watches ben shapiro religiously hardcore conservative present me hating gender norms means cant wear skirt public funny things work sometimes huh
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known really want dead unfortunately forced stop considering option due certain reasons living world knowing want dead makes everything pointless forced keep body alive little necessary survivei mean anyone genuinely look future see anything worthwhile people fucking see hell get bed for worst part matter many times try think way this end getting nowhere nowhere go thing life worth living tomorrow working towards never comethis cycle never ends continue come realization belong right come realization nothing it continue frustrated futility efforts continue try obligation continue get absolutely fucking whereampxbampxbcheers working towards tomorrow never come hurts know might go years
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and with a click of the mouse, "Murder by Design" episode 1 has been submitted for approval over at @podiobooks
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idk anymorei honestly cant life anymore love horses failing school friends best friends im scared getting shot still want kill myself one really understands feel always private person gonna talk it help
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i m at work and i m sick and it helluva lot todo this blow
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die skies small planeso im successful attractive married wife adores feelings anything ive depressed entire life tried doctors pharma anti depressants even tried recreational drugs get last years helped till tolerance builand stopped working kids parents worry about real friends depression ruined life thsts all accept it people get cancer illness pass away years old interested airplanes dad aerospace engineer hes gone years successful home outright california many rental properties net worth around million money never made happy bought lamborghini whim thinking would bring joy kept garage years sold it desire interest sex opportunity women desire im like story a loser feels unloved inferior thats hates life quite love told im attractive got good going brain sick depression depression slow painfull tortured existence depressed understand guess like illness mental goes on better get cancer die suffer depression years ive decided wanna live much longer illness wanna found hanging garage something unpleasant like overdose gunshot methods im gonna take years get private pilots license thrn either buy a small plane go solo flight maybe take pills alcohol numb crash hillside mountain way people say died something loved died passion thats better remembered loser hung garage sound bizarre
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reminder celebrating columbus day fuck columbus heres short list things columbus done he kidnapped gave carib woman crewmate rape a member crew cut native american peoples ears shock others submission columbus nothing he kidnapped enslaved people island hispaniola he forced native people look collect gold him otherwise would executed after taking island natives survived he sold multiple girls ages sex slavery after publicly beheading native american people left tied thanks coming ted talk celebrating columbus
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know guts beauty guts virgin crap films hated many im gonna put bus say like em especially guts beauty aka entrails beautiful woman watched night folks pad surprised well actually went overbr br entrails type madcap cheapo horror softcore sleaze epic really find much outside asia specifically japan case basically raperevenge flick reincarnated monster instead silly shotgun murders motorboatpropelled noose even ticked daddy chainsawthat stuffs silly rather see hermaphroditic monster hilarious little snake monster winkybr br perversion factor movie high graphic sometimes wacky rape sequences fake pop shots satisfying masturbation monster sex sequences oughta like like corman nuggets like humanoids deep dunno maybe thats stretch personally think entrails beautiful woman let avid fan asian sleaze bizarro bpicsbr br yeah know sometimes recommendations always everyones cuppa tea even like kind garbage do stand behind one
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good enough dieits selfish post this im taking attention away people really need it people crisis need help im sorry thats kind attention seeking asshole am im going die yet deserve it need become better person die want death mean something want somebody someone couldve loved im sorry worthless ill try better wow reason post this fuck would post this im attention seeking whore really ignore me im desperately hoping random person thinks is interesting dramatic enough something care deserve attention care really want to im fucking pig like that edit ill ok jesus reddit amazing place turns theres cat pictures here needed someone care did need live now going painful messy cant much unless im alive thank caring
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@itsposttmalone The depression hotline is outta service <Emoji: Face with tears of joy><Emoji: Smiling face with open mouth and cold sweat><Emoji: Weary face><Emoji: Woman shrugging (medium skin tone)><Emoji: Face with rolling eyes><Emoji: Hugging face>
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merry christmas nice christmas im gonna go socialize
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need help worried friendi need help im worried friend im going traveling town chat had httpsscontentiadxxfbcdnnethphotosxapvtsx___ojpgohfeccdfdbeddcbdampoe information
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edward cat feed hngrs internet points _ _
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twitter is the only social medium platform i don t feel uncomfortable talking about how mentally ill i am im tired if struggling anxiety depression
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going kill appeal rejectedim student us high school school limit absences per year ive dealing lot depression stuff like that ended going because well days gets bad cant even leave bed write appeal school board excuse them otherwise wontt get credits classes ive taken year even though im passing them doubt school board accept appeal personally dealt people it theyre legitimately kind assholes real reason guess like feel powerful appeal gets rejected id repeat year high school really reason already enough deal personal life isolating socially people age making take extra year high school really going help all really im left three options dropping out taking extra year redflag attendance thing im even bad student consistently as im going take extra year drop reason really third option redflag left appeal isnt accepted school board im going hang myself meet june st wont hear anything then wont know meet pretty sad im musician enjoy lot compose lot perform public can really want appeal accepted continue want do going kill event rejected ultimately would best option
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is being lazy its awesome!!
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junior high school flesh hit big screens good fortune see midnight movie houses nyc two years laterbr br flesh first part socalled trilogy films featuring joe dallesandro object desire bears warhol name work paul morissey essentially story concerns exploits surrounding one day life streetwise male hustler played joe dallesandro joe young beautiful bit naive manages bring home bacon wife reasons explained appreciate film fullybr br of special note film buffs film along remaining two trilogy script per se warhols superstars given simply premise words actions viewer sees quite natural even times ridiculous nonsensical works rolling stone noted review film better midnight cowboy film year polished hollywood an academy award winner best film big name talent i equally admire film flesh improvised somehow gut wrenching realistic without need complex subplots cause de celebre matter cause allbr br the film grossed million dollars absolute sensation particularly german market which ironically thought given censored version film posteditingsee note belowbr br curiously film much cut paste pops clicks flashes dialogue literally cut midsentence almost warholmorissey stating simple truth day life superstar snippets voyeuristic tendencies far better earlier warhol works hours sleeping statue liberty hour moviebr br flesh opinion first warhol films actually digestible given wide pallette warholsthe factorys first legitimate response hollywood phenomenon stardombr br as first trilogy portrays young desirable male icon naive sought after responding invitations please family subsequent films would show same character differing set values see trash heat
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going to school soon can t find anything to wear gosh it s so hard
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liked movie first told interesting story story told movie felt like condensed muchlonger story since book pages makes sense spans time period s s fictional south american country also lot fit time available think would much better sixhour miniseries turned minute moviebr br even though rushed story skip much gets confusing told told fairly well one fault claras supernatural powers appear inconsistently either appeared evenly course movie left out two faults which could spoilers estebans eventual return goodness happens somewhat suddenly ferulas curse seems wear off even though tone story suggests endure foreverbr br the acting excellent glenn close tormented spinster ferula outstanding jeremy irons brutal selfmade rich man also excellent meryl streep main character clara great although often even better movie many wellperformed smaller roles too biggest fault movie seemed lack dialect coach actor seemed speak different sort accent
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i dont bother doing anything all day and im failing college yet im still tired and im constantly thinking about suicide
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Starting my day off EARLY! Lets see what God has planned for me today, NO foolishness I hope.
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dark placeim real dark place right now want pain stop feeling hopelessness go away feel like world falling apart cant stop it yesterday got huge fight husband partially fault escalated suffers borderline personality disorder took kids left talked im home still tension today oldest acting bullying brothers punished spanking sent room looked venom told hated me later came gave hug said sorry heart still hurts feel like im failing marriage children best good enough depression anxiety im trying cope stopped taking pills made brain feel foggy im sorry im rambling im sitting bed bottle pills want go sleep
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ive gotten point stress sad tired angry ive let go posture bad voice low slow im tired literally everyday everyone tired fault think mean got huge mental health issues that barely survived btw abs math comes right push back im weak get overwhelmed feel like cant anything cry cry boys shouldnt cry anytime someone tried teach anything repeat never understand lost friends nothing nothing live for dont mean sound like pity party feel like theres nothing anymore
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i don t know if it s that i ve been on antidepressant for year or that i repress my emotion and don t allow myself to process thing but i didn t even notice i went on my phone and started reading random bullshit
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parents driving insane help dad says go walk which do make sigh louder would wanted want go parents hear me yell minutes get banned phone xbox computer two days dad leaves without waiting literally seconds finish putting shoes happened saying sentence why yelling go walk yelling reason minutes ago time writing this
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@LTLline can ii come ?
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