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So u spend ur whole life thinking & dealing with things the way u deem right then at 33 realise no,that's not how things r done.That's not how you should be living your life. t's so hard to try and snap out of that mindframe. #depression #anxiety #coping #mentalhealthmatters
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@LeNuage it's nice to meet u, i'm from to Chile wait ur answer
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this isn t getting better and i don t want to be here anymore
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@JagexJD I'd like to say beating people up but that is frowned upon.I exercise to keep depression at bay so I guess that helps with stress too, definatly relaxing.Hot bubble baths, a good book, loud music and driving with the windows down.
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Missin a certain person,mmh.... memories,thos were da days. I miss em day. Oh wells,luv u guys
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guy skirt every single post right like damn
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i need to post a video but i m stuck
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gonna lie uslendertrap epic
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please please helpsomeone username uwhyamistillhere posted scary shit radvice dont know do please help
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anyone else get annoyed teachers expect act like adult treat like little kid like make mind child adult dont assign word research essay get mad go bathroom without telling first
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bit bit im subconsciously distancing people care mei brothers step dad dad mom sister year old grandma like people world care existence ive getting heated parents month ago stopped talking mom month fight today argument dad manifestation dont want happen abandoned everyone becoming reality since ive talking redflag im open family either stopped caring dont entertain anymore probably dont know tried failed like rest shit life im thinking part wants die responsible conspiracy theories family hating leads deep thoughts ill end it ive thought hard like cutting thats ill end it friends family knows im piece shit dont know anything normal everything feels controlled like im robot given commands dont end like me really care people give shit youre alive dont take granted learn say whats mind hurt others control anger seek professional help instead getting strangers internet say care dont im june th sometime around years life die redflag part eagerly awaits whats beyond life another part scared im done though really
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my life is meaningless im a junior in high school don t know what i wan na do when i grow up my whole friend group is senior who all are leaving me and moving away to knew college they don t know this but their quite literally the only reason im even alive right now they give me motivation to wake up in the morning the day im alone and don t see them im always just depressed it s almost like their my medicine i just know once i finally move away to be on my own im going to end my life so i just would rather not delay the inevitable i don t even think my friend would care that much they ve already told me thing about killing my self a a joke not knowing the state im in and it s really not their fault i know their just joking and that they mean no harm by it it s just that im obviously fucked up in the head i sometimes would just rather wish that i d get into a almost deadly car accident that wasn t my fault just so i can maybe appreciate life more id also like to know how my friend and love one would react to see if they d actually care i think about this a lot when im driving and it tends to make me speed and drive recklessly i just want a reason to live honestly
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cyberpunk devs receive death threats delaying game game fucking massive doubt found tons bugs fix people shit deserve respect fucking horrendous
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insomnia lack appetitei posted wife left took newborn earlier week affecting lot keep pretending im okay everyone know person cant sleep cant eat
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I would like to see a #dystopian #YA novel in which a technologically privileged society makes personal autonomy the highest value, leading to cultural polarization, the fragmentation of communities, and a huge rise in depression and economic inequality. Oh, wait...
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survival instincthow get rid least minimaze it
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eighth thus secondtolast short animatrix ones one quite like this takes two main types filmed entertainment inspirations matrix combines unbelievably well immensely faithful trilogy aspect tone animation gorgeous breathtaking anim style omnipresent this noir plot fitting storytelling well music spoton sound general fantastic really helps solidify mood atmosphere along drawings designs voice acting impeccable one two people also movies reprise roles annemoss appearing this one best nine also one personal favorites ten minutes long pacing perfect never slows terribly much overwhelming either ending could appropriate this shares nine halfminutes long making kids story welldone informative recommend warmly fan universe two genres made of
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Tired today - drunk husband to be rolled in at 1am with bunch friends for another drink! Noisy lot
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it never get easier no matter how many year i wait it s not getting better i never learn to cope properly i don t even feel the slightest bit more okay or hopeful even after three year of therapy i am so fucking miserable every single day everything is so exhausting and i dread the fact that i have to wake up tomorrow and do something i just want to be left alone i can t deal with all of this i already shut down because of the smallest thing i have depressive episode every single day after work i don t want to live a a human being i hate this stupid world and everything in it i don t want it i never wanted to live in the first place i m so angry that i am forced to just exist because otherwise i d make people feel sad the joy i might feel for a few second once in a while doesn t make up for how much pain i go through daily none of this is fucking worth it and everyone who say it is is either lying to themselves or incredibly stupid
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sit face suffocate pleas thank
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worked hard title cant sleep lonely anyone wanna talk nothing everything
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@pubby going to see Bill Bailey In August
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@JimCarrey We self-medicate to avoid itâPhysicians label it as depression/ anxiety/bi-polar disorder/personality disordersâprescribing pharmaceuticals to numb its effects & distance us from who we are meant to be at our coreâYet it is our rite of passage/ journey/destiny. #awaken pic.twitter.com/1MsvHK5anU
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ive lost mind soon lose life readim basic summary health anxiety since child became prominent severe everything feels real may aswell actually something wrong me cant get fact silent sinus syndrome rare condition causes eyeball sink skull due orbital bones breaking down theres painful symptoms hence silent rare cant find information commonyearly cases occur treatment redflag mean surgery add prosthesis fix appearance month eyelids changed creases instead nobody family said anything looks off ive symmetry tests take picture eyes draw lines connecting top eyelash bottom eyelash etc week ago seemed fine anxiety actually kinda went away tonight anxiety came get me ive taken sone picture tests seem okay seem asymmetrical bottom eyelash sign according google refuse think camera angle indeed asymmetrical results get indeed eyeball sinking skull promoting terrifying possibly disabling disfiguring eye surgery already suffered self image issues overweight ugly general one put casket cant get of imagine going school classmates hearing eyepatch getting rare condition required eye surgery life ruined absolutely chance life anymore
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introvert person suffering depression really thought whole pandemic help rest better mental health since decided go home province really expecting good environment finally rest busy noisy city life wrong first months great fine gets longer starting get bad feelings again actually starting panic attacks childhood trauma like reopened i know better term like flashback bad things happened childand feel pressured job since resigned went back home though started small business seem work out parents starting complain bills really really wanted help financially cannot cannot even find part time job online pandemic friend suggests apply work abroad said might hired pandemic ends going happen oh remembered cannot job abroad illness weak lungs wants hire person weak lungs sucks right supposed doi cannot even bother family telling this really feel want worry me used telling anything anyways dismiss feel anyway yea chose share here appbut know what really tired asked born like this want this signed this tired tired tired weak tired depressed tired crying every night tired me know anymore
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trouble disturbing thoughts redflagnot alarm anyone impulsive thing emotional least moment thinking greatly time suffering world hardship takes survive let alone nice life everything destructive manipulative nature everything wants eat physically metaphorically feels though universe almost evil way thought universe planet hell best thing go elsewhere place less suffering redflag know good people yes really good good gives good feelings gaining dopamine brain speaking simply nonpeople evil things like animals virus bacteria disease like cancer much pain suffering organisms want impulsively eat collect resources propagate suffering simply corrupt way die come back reincarnate if thats happens least soul if exists tricked something coming suffering prison soggy meaty human body
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examz coming really feeling helplessssss
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sometimes youtube ha no sound on ubuntu
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dyinghow kill without hurting anyone especially boyfriend
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first unc dominated second the hill is back hallelujah third econ paper gaussian copula is def not that deal
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i had hour of sleep and now i cant go back to sleeping im thirsty
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unspoken truth basically know mobile game shitty bad photo original console game icon
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sometimes look couples shows think aw want seems special
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@EllieVonTainted just moved back into her old house. being here makes me feel like i'm 16 again, haha it's odd. but i love it
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randomlynat jeez i wa just trying to help haha
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Corona on my desk.. sun shining.. TGI FRIDAY!
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feel almost every week need someone talk toplease pm me edit am went sleep back now thank sw pms love guys
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subreddit disappointmentredflag watch like watch redflag page disappointment
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apologies advance post long ill try detail words canquick background junior college good home life lot friends intelligent struggles redflag never anything extremein september suffered head injury playing pickup football friends feel serious back game minutes later like nothing happened symptoms kick daysin hindsight probably mild concussion nothing major however idea dealing with treated probably exactly treat it worried constantly pushed school partying etc lot wiggle room comes slowing college life continued try push on ended bad idea symptoms weeks timein late november suddenly crashed everything went shit again sudden course day became totally dissociated brain fog increased tremendously thought nothing symptom flair first eight months later still deal symptoms destroyed lifei done everything seen doctors thought would help nothing given relief constantly dissociated since time brain functions fraction capacity used to makes life fucking terrible live still try things before never enjoy anything due way constantly feel motivation pretty much gone driving feels like life risking activity every time it school next impossible last semester better one coming upthe silver lining think problem worry redflag trapped brain trauma surrounding worrying issue rather injury itself officially diagnosed depression one doctor thought could prolonging issues even knowledge cannot find relief whatsoever struggle tell people first personal second struggle share feelings third always guy light room act want bring peoples moods around me people life know suffering nobody knows suffering deal mentally daily basis hopeless right now wanted get chest anonymously
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old oldf im slowly losing way im sure live narcissists friends never let express myself could mental breakdown one life seems care try explain theres something wrong im angry reason built rage dont know why explaining im either belittled ignored bullied told need kick ass one really treats care compassion yet everyday every time tell friends whats going vent im snapped told move house want financially cant ive homeless crashed couches fun im trying go back path alcohol substance abuse day day gets difficult family friends talk im really thinking giving up
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talking people ive finally started think im attractive life ive shitted told wasnt good enough rejected responses like ew gross eat shit classic fuck off didnt think would ever found good looking ever good friends sub ive finally turned around led finally seeing worth helped me know are also struggle andor struggling like me afraid talking people due fear shit again know this worth find it like you might find tomorrow week find it please keep heads held high kings queens rule kingdoms throughout turmoil
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hate people dad currently hospital corona looking good know people audacity say virus isint real masks dont work way people horrible cant deal anymore millions people going shit people going keep going inconsiderate assholes
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gifted redditgifts asap im sure tomorrow comeits bad time know else put it ive tried ask help feel like im alone im strong appointment shrink today ill beg sort med change know meds therapy wednesday make final decision ive already started say goodbye
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still need to find out the code to get into the outdoor pool which is finally done! heading to the store to get sandwich stuff 4 lunch
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gaspitsnicole sigh me too mostly i midd hsnging out with my friend damn growing up p
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go hell im gonna kill ronald reagan second time
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banned point ive banned strong suspicion people banned least
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yay it s time to fuck depressed depressed adjective low in spirit sad especially affected by psychological depression vertically flattened having the central part lower than the margin http t co pldmsm zxz
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happy hardcore healed my depression
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think keep upa days ago made post sw wife left took kids said things needs work need friends treating like shit cant anymore sat house almost days alone anniversary coming cant function want kids back bad havnt eaten seems like days want end
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sitting park wondering frisbees get bigger get closer hit me
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feel like im attention seekingi hate living dont even know im alive cant answer that damn want die maybe cutting wrist answer people telling im attention dont want attention ill happily speak talk anyone sit bridge hours ill still attention seeking damn urghhh need die
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im bored someone pm like weed gaming music filler filler filler filler filler
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cute girl litteraly bedroom way looks swear im going die knife bit annoying though
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ende endeim writing ahead time incase fail grade friends know recover fail im cornered isolated hopeless meds helping make tired lightheaded sorry more ende ende
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lot year olds wouldve intimidated age honestly guys still kinda even years old cause pretty damn cool typing like damn moron thought quirky random funniest shit ever props
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@kkozmic NH is a terrible solution for the reporting side of CQS DAAB was better at v2 than it is now, but we will write it anyway
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im fed brain help getting medsto preface first reddit post idea im doing anyway going give away much info im live uk college probably years depressed since start high school finally got courage go doctors told situation miserable enjoying anything history self harm shitty family life gave form fill send away counselling come back couple weeks later see another doctor since first one got transferred basically tells im introverted get exercise ill fine even though tell ive tried exercising regularly made difference really listen tells could give antidepressants send on way good would need counselling though id already sent away application nothing that finally start counselling two month wait guy nice enough makes feel uncomfortable tell situation agrees yes fact need counselling aspergers even though told frustrating and one honest me much help im really wits end enjoy nothing college waste time cant deal constant headaches lack motivation anything anymore im deteriorating like normally multiple times year one taking seriously im done going cycle time nothing pull it know need medication one listens im terrible explaining people im tired fighting getting nowhere let anger there anyway im thinking something weekend sure whether going full attempt half assed one getting blackout drunk enough someone take seriously im fed up years ive thinking attempting waiting things either get better get better neither happened honestly whats loose point ive bought shit ton envelopes im going start writing letters loved ones today try power weekend loss could write lot would waste time guess do sorry messy post just fuck know anyone knows theres way taken seriously get medication id appreciate let know otherwise fuck cant deal awake anymore
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line texts crush sent other blocked number this im done trying date people context texted morning weve best friends year half now rumors started friend group said liked me happened her name like you me like too her ew would say that her sorry youre type really dont like you proceeds delete first text proceeds text gc picture text well prior one her gc name send text guys asked hang today think might rape me gc proceeds kick out minutes later figured lying simply said too texting someone gc privately whole time fucking god third time ive tried date someone first one using bait someone else second one moved montreal without telling anyone one day hate
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playing much games summer quarantine realised cop ambulance vehicles minutes hearing sirens front building
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totally alone completely contenttheres one cares im not friends talk one im glad cant stand anyone im gone itll anyone knows looked help different professionals give less hope cant say try
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I'm enjoying collecting all these demo versions of the songs from Brandy's album.
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pillsive counted pills grams fluoxetine grams topimirate plus small smattering paracetamol diazepam cant afford rent bills im self employed work coming in im fucking failure really would much easier dead idea would achieve that cause pain hassle even know want die im half absolutely desperate exist anymore im half scared knowing whats side etc know myself
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I swear I want one of those LIFE'S GOOD braclets!! ♥
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someone else it want die also want livelike would het killed would fine it would care get killed would mind eighter selfharm without real reason where cut yourself feel like sad sad also happy wanting die also wanting live
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@MGiraudOfficial awwwww that's the cutest thing i've heard all day. I wanna see it too.
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mandayyy
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fuck thought putting alphabet math good idea seriously math problems like little timmy x dollars many bananas buy make train arrive bouncy ball land one second
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year olds last wordsim done im done fuck this fuck life want over want someone need something need something go on yet im here cant wait tomorrow morning nice little accident highway cant wait seriously though u know me find im sorry cant go on cant live like this im sorry isnt fault may continue ever could love jacob
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guys guys guys lets go yall crazy it
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i can t do this anymore the secret the fear that oh no i say something wrong and boom my friend all hate my as i m worried anything i say will tip one of my friend off the edge and she ll do it idk what to do anymore i have a plan but also i m terrified of death
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bad parents inability decide overall badi committed college beginning may get wrong great school clue im life think logical make around every semester fulltime college student apparently do great city want able enjoy it that plus leaving home gives extreme anxiety work college would ultimately make im able make matters worse im still hung end basically twoyear relationship five months ago keep thinking things could done differently could better caused lot stress school since blamed entire thing want apologize point late plus would make look like fool even would put ease would make poeple dislike id admitting wrong thatd cause whole lot more hate seeing ex successful going one best schools state feel like im competition her go local community college ill consider failure even better decision myself hate living home parents supportive all keep saying got whole college mess want go chosen community college begin with change mind every second im scared leave one second cant wait meet roommate go college life next love job love people they truly make feel like matter super easy im good it issue deadend job id keep went community college near me but work out would then im also totally love coworker might affecting opinion think also think really cool friend im bad determining platonic romantic feelings either cool though yikes know situation kind unrealistic ill drop haha so go college not know decision make myself cant hence contemplation redflag lot im quite bad dealing unfortunately pause button life even know want die think feel important anyone life im unsure life course thats typical guess im conflicted really want anymore guess sad ive written redflag letter almost every month year months write little one feel like cold say goodbye many people care even really seem care anymore felt sad while want know do want know someone cares wants succeed kind feels like nobody does feels like nobody believes me im terrified failure even want try graduate eighteenth birthday never saw living past age seventeen im here hell doing clue im scared anything absolutely hate college could absolutely hate come back wasted first semester oh well im broke cant afford that cant certain ill actually end going anywhere life unless go school god know mind filled idea death want know people know ive lately want know care not im tired assuming do feel like let people know matter way much really seem care all like theyre affectionatecaring people probably me know really know looking posting this well maybe stemmed whole i seek validation romantic partners thing quite well college came again love would kind nice guess one funny thing happened though kind brightened day little last night trying make asmr video friend joke make laugh one soap cutting videos accidentally stabbed hand know sounds terrible kind funny fact lol
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@Built4dTough
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Tyler said "diaper" today while pointing to the diaper box! Too cute
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read old redflag note tonightread old redflag note tonight back couple months ago long ago mental state particularly bad wrote redflag note didnt anything say parents friends except one dont feel like need give explanation id rather issues die rather existing peoples heads wrote letter friend ive fully opened to prepared it instead went sleep ive struggling lately went back read note got strange sense comfort made feel relaxed maybe idea id gotten close killing hadnt could again
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reason get besides going workive struggling depression since fall last year awhile ok felt like going get go back happy care free self sometime early june contracted herpes genital oral gave overwhelming sense hopelessness along feel need try romantic relationships anymore want tell anyone herpes slept hours today reason wake up everyday work thing keeps killing badly think would affect mom sister words encouragement would much appreciated
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@xDirtyBurdx thats good i reli loved that last pic it mae me feel special <3
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life fucks everyone over whats pointim worthless meaningless absolutely impact world never will want get admitted mental hospital runaway kill self need break need somewhere anywhere isnt here but dont car cant drive hospital redflag hotline track calls jfc im done wanting kill self damn time
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@ksymmonds @SarahSymmonds My pleasure - great site - use it a lot for me iPhone ringtones
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pseudocontent existencethe thought always lingered ive never really acted thoughts without thinking over ive never given redflag consideration deserved understand call post sort superficial statement one radical thought id received however thought ive paid attention to ive always considered well off fed clothed sheltered however theres always feeling innate loneliness ive felt life people ask full life encompasses honestly know say people assume wealth humanistic approach life makes one happy watched father leave due lust starting around years old would see around year even world started fall around would outlet anger mother relatively absent life spends time others family believes potential exceed life ever had terms school results slowly decayed think result gain sort attention pathetic right merely exist im wits end honestly wish life away
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@bowwow614 i can help you stop cursin! lol. && I'll see u at Summerfest on the 13th
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record talking wanna make youtube video record feel really awkward talking fuckin weird clue get this
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see point living plan dosent work out plan part time job along investing bunch stuff first year live like college student without partying cause like partys im basically saying spending money essentials get lot money that use money help create separate side hustles like youtube twitch example really want work job whole life im lazy really see point spending life working im enjoying myself see future field im interested ron stuff interested enough make living one them also getting university college diploma lot cases not all receipt couple years wasted time rant thats it
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Having a beer & corn dog (I know weird combo) @ the Santa Monica Pier.
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feeling completely overwhelmed im starting get another panic attack third time month ive though redflag feel completely unappreciated andi even cry anymore volunteered plan nice party mother one sister gotten thank either them feel like theres freaking point anything anymore top dollars bank account feel like life complete mess thought redflag years thought getting better im not need someone talk to know im far worst im sorry that
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dont blame anyone miserable life parentsdoesnt matter someone bullied me teacher making making stupid jokes unsuccessful become girlfriend cheats asshole boss like doesnt care well thinks profit could prevented parents didnt gave birth hate till die unless wont even take care graveyards hope die pneumonia something else
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talk anything stupidfeeling little crazy wife said filing papers tiday im bad thoughts hurting people myself wish could fall back asleep think need stay put hurt anyone
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new friends advice is anyone else depression anxiety overcame message here
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heart races hands start sweat immediately feel need pee worry theres bathroom on train least unknown problem long trapped know stupid know fine know likelihood moving shortly constant ifs set off look around everyone else looks perfectly calm perhaps mumbling inconvenience gripped fear hate it
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im waiting one decently sized reason it beat mentality wontmy life consists staring facebook raging videogames smoking weed take mind everything every aspect life use reasoning die school job motivation get job death simple flawless solution first place easy way out family miss course friends would shocked fact time feel happy even though appear happy there personal almost never why firstly explain question one must understand idea way must understand idea watch understand movie inception seed unbeatable logic seed logic cause flaw thinking fact family members love family choice back up different sperm reach egg sperm obviously family would love whoever person would end being point is purpose granted person personal makes difference me personal would love choice therefore would given purpose another person and technically anyone could say dont kill yourself reason reason reasoning like that almost matter from irrelevant fact die person previously tried persuade would affected person friend would affected emotionally small amount time move life effects moderately affecting yearning kill myself hate way look hate personality hate way respond human interaction hate person altogether soon high school ended last june friends either stopped talking me began act like asshole directly indirectly me serotonin imbalance feel happy feel happy feel hungry empty feeling similar person feels need something necessary life like water social interaction feel sad feel sad mean deeply distraught person could ever feel could leave extremely impactful messages world people interact with people know me due existence burden always possible way hell permanent god smart enough create existence if god exists fucking stupid enough punish lifeform limited intellect a human eternity wanted live able lead christian life first place thinking spirituality necessary contemplating redflag previously described thinking highschool something must know see this first girlfriend month two ago lost virginity her became incredibly attached dumped fear commiting personal emotionally let experience feeling anticipation something never experienced life broke lost purely blissful feeling anticipation life literally unable eat week body want live without anticipation live sense purpose almost vomited every attempt gave eating bites meal appetite improved agreed would continue talking even though broken up that stopped talking almost entirely appetite decaying month almost bad eating last month nineteen year old male weigh pounds girls emotional problems came two different boyfriends past first emotionally abusive raped her found out caused develop extreme complex cope boys sex with like me second emotionally abusive refuses emotionally commit another man something give time happened ago add this family fucked possible incredible incomprehensible stress sum up happy together also frustrates allow us happen would solution us people scarred girl undeserving life fucking terrible makes realize basis negative thinking ever depressed life human nature cause every bad action life obviously thinking extreme get makes want kill fucking badly one tries overcome it fucking disgusting cause every problem earth one realizes that do one made effort conquer human nature conquering every petty matter petty earth want human it abomination existence yeah ill come back tomorrow hopes finding comments cliche stupid meaningless good luck helping one
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friends person while know real name age country live in always saw online am their time zone morning always asked could sleep told thinking much again always talked till went sleep days ago conversation told going away long time asked said it happens heard since four days passed do online friend feeling suicidal massaged days
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its amazing how depression can take any rare fleeting positive moment and make it feel fraudulent. you are not a fraud, your depression is not fake, if you come across happiness once in a while. you are allowed to feel happiness. you can let yourself feel jik
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friend born january tomorrow makes scared fuck born early scares friends legal adults soon even scary im around age legal adults always saw way older tbh soon friends adults too
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dog killed last night almost entire decade trying parents finally let us keep puppy got birthday gift last month neighbours decided keep him english cocker spaniel small sweet first day wouldnt eat couldnt walk thought parvovirus would die luckily separation anxiety course weeks him went silent teeny puppy lil doggo twice size would eat well run around lot generally sweet friendly last night brother took pee like always kglb german shepard must mistook rabbit brother tried run scoop puppy dog got first brother managed wrestle dog late shocking tragic dont know cry never thought would bury puppy constantly pissed floor yesterday brother brave even hesitating take massive dog dont know hurts much cant stop crying want talk someone
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doe anyone else on this subreddit have a sense of karma that let them make decision but the opposite way round the only way to explain it is for example the opportunity arises to do something fun or something i ll enjoy i don t want to do it because i feel that i will be due a similar if not higher amount of bad karma back in return a i shouldn t be allowed to enjoy myself is this something others experience or am i alone in this
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want boyfriend looks like would walk forest wearing leaf crown surrounded woodland animals asking answer riddles three really much ask
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just added heaps of new celebs. lana, i think we're the only true twitterers ILY all
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abusive relationship destroyed everythingmy boyfriend six months told needed choose family knew insane thing ask walked door days ago nc since im realizing relationship destroyed much id realized small culture small community culture region everybody knows him telling people crazy family blame leaving me incidentally family might seemed crazy openly consistently rude them ties community stronger authoritative mine longer show face around community house worship or ones affiliated region connected them addition career tightly linked community dependent good relations many communitys institutions destroyed me even going far estrange important professional contacts happens close to making lies me contacts really instrumental helping build career met him developing good relationships people felt happy getting opportunity earn respect him top that pressure man put family caused pull away me say done me become different person even though longer him changed me say want part new person become six months trying separate family i stupidly thought could get point would ok them snapping me saying mean things guise caring me screaming randomly reason finally bad relationship everything life shattered it bright future used be destroyed relationship family career standing community nothing ever good again never thought redflag before cannot stop thinking swallowing bottle tylenol pm bottle vodka ending it last night even took first baby step practicing ive taken unisom help sleep even though know sometimes makes heart feel funny stop breathing night normally ill take mg last night took knew nearly enough kill me wanted see would happen know sounds sick hour went jump bed vomited not purpose unpleasant thing really stopping trying thought might actually survive fucked life work field even little bit brain damage would end career cant afford fail sometimes think what life gets better see could possibly get better relationshipwith man really thought onehas failed also left life shambles thanks reading
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know one cares want become next rick roll probably wont wanna help heres link need spread httpsyoutubettfzzqthqk
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