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my depression ptsd and anxiety have reached an all time high this past two month it honestly breaking me
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curiousi know last days ive making many posts comments dwelling thought redflag expressing inclination towards it however has unexpectedly happened something look forward to life and please get wrong im saying longer see negatives world which many probably still hard time keep living something might make worth going through true still kind dream something going help stay feels like good enough consider outweighs negatives continuing life world escapism concept escaping reality fantasy imagination sort comfort find life figured things desire attained go mind make reality there also aware quite silly considered imagination before ive come appreciate joy getting far enough reality give found unprecedented comfort stories presented movies series anime etc oh also art find gives sich pleasure aswell music beauty meaning emotion expressed various mediums painting drawing singing and well many things almost feel like different person makes little uncomfortable insecure almost feel like almost betrayal said wanting end life still stand it believe past truly wanted die right so even something happened make want anymore people still receive respect wishes truly want die happened came accept desires found way make kind reality which felt like impossibility feel like free whoever however desire head must admit still feel insane really want die anymore found another way live one accept now yes would trade life one completely made thoughts emotions desires enough going head almost anytime want id rather live inside head dying guess thats im trying say want apologise saying going kill myself still believe truth way thinking and case wondering talk sort professional anything like that simply asked is truly want really way figured that was even obvious me guess commitment issues something already knew that enough resources would dead now oh well happen maybe later really know know want live inside head maybe hopefully start creating stuff it possibly even earn life it anyway thanks reading
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tell themi want tell friends family im afraid try stop me want die want life end feel selfish telling life good plan dying next week dont know do
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gf broke me got mad next day bc didnt want get back together bad grades got grounded got phone taken thought ghosting said breaking me thinking it lying constantly does mental health problems seems like has decided good idea next day got texts saying wanted get back together wasnt thinking clearly even tho said thought least week starts getting mad wanting date anymore make right decision given time thought
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suicidal years since attempti years clear last redflag attempt serious suicidal ideation recently thoughts returned extremely heavily gone stages life anyone else childhood middle school high school college keep telling state going get better get better things change never better worse im one fall binary definitions life know life holds value know good bad way interpret experiences experience much suffering sadness im tired trying make best every situation genuinely want life over want suffer anymore
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@fischface : I'm a good young act(ress) in her 20's-30's looking to be in a well budgeted indie horror film. I'd love to be kept in mind
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i know i'm a syllable whore, sorry but i did it on purpose.....
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i am worried that i check my pulse too much and the amount of time if felt my carotid artery i make that have narrowed the artery i m not sure if it placebo but i feel pressure in my neck right around that area sometimes
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times mg fatal overdosefatal overdoses reported generally doses mg currently mg disposal really really want take alcohol meds really tempting feel like ive tried everything happy
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@MsNessa lol I hear u follow me I'm following u...
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@katemthompson But how's your day/night? I don't know what time it is where you are haha
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its selfish thing anyone dothats stepmother said redflag nice dinner table conversation nice family gathering celebrating one nameday two birthdays one own anyone else crisis think theyd live pretend whole time im normal way involved affected topic haha idea whole time many people even know im seeing psychologist stuff one stepbrothers seeing psychiatrist theyre judgemental hes valid idea could say things especially context thoughts this too agrees might times even help others selfish thing world give oppurtunity up what fuck one stepbrother one family member attempt herself started set rights meanwhile busy coward trying show hurt trying cry poker face dad sitting beside lay shoulder long time staying silent eventually asked jokingly are falling asleep better get situation needed contact anyway psychologist knows know long ill seeing her well anyone internet cares know joke friends know might harmful laugh wed cry god sorry rant im tired pretending
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depression is so real i m over this feeling
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http twitpic com y cf filled with curry the true indian in me is coming out
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im fuckup again without fail ruin everything lovei cant get cycle nothing one love ever lasts always fault even im pushing away former fiancee friends friends family feel trust anybody anymore least myself im miserable failure hell go on
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im literally drawing rn
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want fuck right mortal coil something holding back need find eliminate iti living crushing depression interspersed short bursts mania on average probably duty cycle mania depression respectively since making life living hell cant bring things necessary fix situation know even start point far less effort done it
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one watches romantic comedies one knows expect weve seen enough many many years know go theres formula one almost always begets movies become popular genres audience always relation actual quality play around that create something interesting movie suggestion works relatively well instead simply following lead follow skillfully helping unfortunate men lack attractive facade would allow reveal unseen good qualities possess women love with plot follows smith works selfproclaimed difficult case kevin james alongside aid james also follow mendes fed men lie get wantone particular scene inspires great respect smiths character meeting one jerk putting place seeing smith helping disaster james see mendes spite talent helping others messes up badly her making marvelous point love falling love affects us romantic comedy mostly avoids pitfalls suchat times almost bordering feeling like spoof genre though last scenes sweetness emotions type films whether follow formula revealed review pace quite good never really slows down seldom moves fast acting great far pretty much everyone goes characters nicely developed come real people humor always work occasional gags less fortunately executed one two jokes seem forced however part film funny recommend anyone likes romantic comedies anyone love believe love difficult time last scenes
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@LivPsy If you hear me sing you will have increased depression and anxiety.
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law pajama online class
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bradhfh hello you stoped talking to me lol
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exquisite film make like more eavesdrop upper middle class family dublin early part th century hosting christmas dinner friends relatives table talk idle chatter well written one engrossed away dinner table fine piano playing helps create intimate atmosphere one one guests perhaps bit perfect amateur player odd mistake would added magic film real story real entertainment object lesson coming film makers
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stuck throwing girls feel normal shutting everyone alonei would post rdepression people rarely comment unless click bait
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It was around a half a year ago I was experiencing symptoms of depression then I was diagnosed about 3 months ago. Before this there was scratching to the point where I was bleeding which is still happening now
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ive trying avoid social media know redflag provoking me joined ultimately thought would make feel connected people kind does im okay with course im looking everyones highlight reels friend count which im especially envious of cant help feel like crap social life came standstill early s compartmentalized facets life ensuring people knew never intermingled
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sometimes keep swimming find way dark ocean
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feel disconnected causing want kill myselfi turned suffering depression since recently started feel disconnect experience things feel far away them like im simply body depression seems getting worse sometimes also feel may bipolar disorder know sure moment disconnected feeling change feel people still love family death love friends etc feel weird also makes feel guilty guilty feeling do making want end life ive ever wanted to feel like im experiencing anything anymore still get angry laugh cry etc but feel extremely distant all thats it thanks reading
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im itim going get gun local gun store im gonna go side lake pond near house it cant take living mind cant take sleeping awake anymore want mind cant mind noone exists mind nobody cares im bitter dance loneliness fading space love never love cant love ive always alone ive never met anyone cant mind mind cant anything mind stuck infinite pattern dont want mind get rid mind mind isnt fit reality exist here nobody even knew here im gone nothing never anything mind cant mind
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id hard pressed say makes film important me good movie definitely outstanding fassbinders film still along american soldier keeps making personal list favorites whenever get thinking it
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so this may be odd but ha anyone s sense of smell been really weird while on buspar maybe it s unrelated but i just get random smell sometimes and feel like my spence of smell is heightened
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makin fun omegle im yo antarctica
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maybe im gonna rich great grandfather owned whole beer company multiple fabrics soviets came took away nowadays possible get things back proving inheritor lets gooooooo
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That free Ericsson laptop hoax email is doing the rounds again. Now somebody have a face full of eggs, courtesy of the local BOFH
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think mayve figured yay think might pansexual thats pretty cool thought bi long time im sure honestly pansexual im going tell people irl ive already come id come again really terrifying didnt even first time also prepared jokes pans ya thats trying figure whats going sexuality think figured knows maybe bi
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@Moogieredshoes hehe i am always fixing mine after mum has had a fiddle with it lol. but i reckon its the only way to learn how it works
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never thought would come thisive always background ive always felt replaceable like didnt matter dont want anymore always subtle suicidal thoughts ive hit time low past months worst life want end never felt broken empty depressedi went swearing never touch drug life might addiction point im sober feel like point living im wasting mine everyone elses time im still here im highdrunk whatever feel numbed pain little amount time doesnt last long still end going bed sad wishing wont wake next day tried stop feel like need keep going dont know else do thing always helped music favorite artist dead makes want die even well music helps used love video games feel like im living altered state mind musicvideo games im living good reason all recently ive many serious thoughts killing think im making wrong decision one cares funny like every redflag death one ends caring gone late havent ever posted reddit dont know else point thanks listening anyone read this
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dab watch commit suicide
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It was yum
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cant care anymoreive lost ability care everything anymore weeks left college cant imagine anything except waiting die beginning semester ok passion once excited finish up ive lost im lowest point cannot relate people well terrible time talking anyone hindrance existence pull humor nice cant anything else trouble expressing feelings deeper thoughts small talk everything cant explain properly feel like shit around me ive offon girl bit ive accepted im type really hard understand layers complications deal far better talking dont know stand right except friends feel like giant bother her made friends college connections feel loose now half openly expressed wanting kill themselves plans stop it guess think im losing mine ive started unhealthy things one cutting never really understood get now fasting past weeks ive keeping track calories lose weight taken drastically im lbs options dramatic long periods time decided dramatic now meeting school counseling thursday going explain everything probably use post guide help talk really thing im sort looking forward now way tell someone whats happening without feeling like burden im taking lexapro depression half dose things get real shitty know taking extra help since takes time work system might im expecting end institution counselor needs one also family midwest im massachusetts own talk mom every week thats contact back home im kind done tried faking til made cant anymore want out
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honestly dont knowman im regular white kid smoke weed say whatever fuck want moment cause got months probation literally dont know whats happening brain im depressed anything im sad got anxiety really bad months ago got dirtbike wreck totalled injuries brain one severe trauma ive noticed anger issues went freak tf littlest things im literally insanely frustrated everything govermentmom political shit everything im mad dont want help therapist psychiatrist cause nothing fix
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ok maybe deserve oscar golden globe award matter acting outstanding theres reason give credits directing really another semigory st century slasher flick people consider decent maybe even dreadful opinion matter bit thats great time watching moviebr br sure first minutes pretty slow movie progresses something like like was anybody else watching movie is looking hours fun mindless violence and kickass ending spoil yes many flaws movie let cast list front cover fool you hilton delivers decent performance nobody saw coming even greatest haters like friends agree surprised us greatly barely believable acting skills striptease nasty anything online popup would promise her still unbearable fastforward turn dvdbr br the violence surprised me nobody school horror board talking like these new movies called saw hostel could safely say wax graphic saw death scenes actually quite disturbingbr br in conclusion im surprised house wax make place imdb top definitely worth look
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wanna chat cant sleep dont want to im talk whatever dont tooooo weird
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anyone want uterus please send free charge take itits useless dont even want kids
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went contacts theres oneno one say to anyone would turn would never believe capable this husband told raped drunk sitting car alone thinking ways could kill myself knowing feeling thats deserve thought good person wrong
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everytime gets mad takes phone items away tells bought his hes even broke iphone bought long time ago give money want some need good reason why works overnights makes things hard me long island railroad barely runs times even months old would baby go overnight know do im tired feeling trapped helpless
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everything getting down im loss for everythingthe first thing probably explain is im probably somewhat pertinent struggle recall period time greater weeks everything ranging stuff sucks im really sick this want die thoughts even redflag attempts tldr is im love girl reciprocate it cant finish anything start hobby education hate feeling like constant stream failure toward father greatest man ever met matter much want success make proud always fuck things up always ive avoiding contact last months this hate fact im overweight really try lose weight struggle back second point never seem finish anything start hate way get jealous smallest things really see point around anymore im burned upon friends family even people even met like government whore subsidising education which ive broken again im even sure im posting ive erased rewritten post several times now know im trying say anymore last day haze me recall vague parts day theyre usually worst things like cutting fact ive taken smoking even though find disgusting mind mess
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Rappers go thru depression while having everything they've ever wanted I can't relate https://twitter.com/rapup/status/989212266112299009 â¦
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houndour i wish i wa there i m pretty good at scaring the shit out of people
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im really happy right now dads surgery went well realized much missed him even though hes gone day im happy cant stop smiling duchdjcjsjcjsndn love much
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although definitely read particular agatha christie book point remember anything except name abernethie good thing seeing story unfold without knowing play allowed appreciate sheer genius agatha christie way misleads pulls rug feet main reason success timelessness addition stories excellent production values beautiful locations wonderful music topnotch acting elegant directing etc reasons series success timelessness virtues present after funeral word advice alert right start clues dropped place even opening sequence quite unnerving moments well contrast peacefullooking englishcountryside locations small touches humor mustsee mystery buffs good film general
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not sure if this is the right sub to post but wasn t sure where to go really i wouldn t say that i feel anxious but i m what people call a worry wart if there s something i can worry about even if it s maybe very small i will still worry about it i m worried about multiple thing currently my dog leg that s hurting a pain i have in my lower jaw finding a new job etc i will have thought about these sort of thing and on the surface they don t seem like much but then i start to think about them more and more and i start to worry even more until i start getting scared of panicking sometimes like i have had this pain in my jaw for a few day now i m assuming it s because i haven t worn my retainer for the full time i m supposed to the past few night my mind think that but i also start worrying it might be another cavity and i ll have to go to the dentist which is the worst thing for me but then i think hang on i ve gone to them for similar stuff like this before and it wasn t a cavity but what if it is this time you see the problem i m having even though i ll try and think about it logically my brain always make up some sort of way to worry about stuff that might not even need that much thought this is half a rant and half me looking for advice i worry so much in my life and i hate it i know i won t stop worrying but can anyone give me some advice to maybe worry le
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Have a pic of Harry Connick, Jr. strategically placed in my office for continuous inspiration and constant swooning #happyclam
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cant anymorei thought wanted pregnant happy cant im mentally physically limit told get rid understood havent able anything barely capacity get bed relapsed got quote termination cant afford probably it feel selfish horrible cant four months this worst feeling world everything feels bleak hopeless meaningless want life back cant even afford get life back
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outside hopped car ready diegenuinely feeling unappreciated always do im tired feeling much know please help think want help also wish people would tell kill myself
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friend redflag descion friend mine mademy best friends girlfriends planning sucide second chose instead need advice fast get though head friends stuck mind
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@EcstaticGrapes Dont worry Raina, jsut expect an e-mail
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see living much longerreally point life two depressive disorders nothing interesting everything painful whats point end soon possible wish could less afraid
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@Wereuntouchable Thank youu!
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and then i realize normal is horrible and mean working a job i hate to barely afford gas to work and killing brain cell with drug to put up with it
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know weird would anybody talk phone discord voice calli feel like shit need vent talk someone random basic things feel little less alone depressed right now least pretend friend want to pm please im im malicious im fucking sad
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shaking spiralingon vacation thought days left im tired cant sleep cant let stress books knives im seeing men trench coats want kill me could go get soda relax fridge far im thinking much days ill her one let emotion to theres other want hurt feelings sorry raining want roof cave spine cant talk anyone stupid friend im stupid want right cant sleep im fantasizing people helping get help need help please help im tired
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always thought ended succesful one attempts ending life every person cares would sad moment move on thought people died family boyfriends family worked end living ones cannot kill cannot mom time feel like cannot keep living either know much take try either outcome terrifies me mom said would able move kill
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@alyscharles why limit your story to 140 ch. Tell all what is annoying you at www.iamsoannoyed.com
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teeny tiny little question shaving leg hair hair go it stand sit
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feeling pretty good right now stark contrast usual sending positive vibes possibly can broke free anxiety bit today ive riding high ive made friends past months theyre truly wonderful people im beyond lucky life ive got roof head access water food etc im leaning back bed hoodie amp sweats pulled dryer ago feeling comfortable hell got lofi filling room totally enhancing good vibe head isnt clouded depression anxiety worry doubt whisked away soft sound music first night long time feel okay hope too not please invite join stopping bit enjoy lofi me herehttpsyoutubelicfmag_a ill hang bit longer talk anyone feels like commenting nobody does thats perfectly fine know whatever youre going through youre alone hope looking sign give up it right here thing believe amp im proud making moment genuinely hope lovely peoples nightsmornings go well find way beat demons probably going doze soon wanted share small victory you love ya
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mmm I'm so fuckin stressed out and my depression keeps getting worse despite upping the dosage and I can't AFFORD to fucking ruin this year's chances of getting into a school because of my depression
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im getting it mind raced time never knew capable one day took shard glass wrist release blood pounding head helped escape began cut week twice became intense took apart razor hands could much blood possible release anymore became routine instead cutting twice week became twice day creative carved words help me wrist large proud drew initials boy bone cut could see muscle blood felt high pain began think ways out could see redflag felt like left me drew plans first thought painlessly began think going bang considered hanging shooting myself end took bottle pain pills feeling numbness throughout body go toxic shock probably relaxing thing world began sink onto floor time heard someone open door ended getting stomach pumped stay hospital days realized plan failed cried sick went home still broken attempted again again again every time tried either failed stopped mother emotional wreck hated hurting her time believed gone worry anymore wrote redflag note get chance go plan knew would successful going jump story building next fathers work particular reason chose building figured itd painful anyways gave trying die im glad did too still cut get feeling blood running skin got help bestfriend understand put me helped tremendously still relapse every awhile control now thanks reading im getting it oh mention im
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need make dinnerin order make dinner need use kitchen that kitchen usable theres many dishes smell thats gettig worse floors slowly tearing apart time attempt sweep mop them two holes ceiling occasionally drip water sometimes bee gets in normal day dishes make food frequently look pile everything sit back life slowly falls apart
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@paulissima real life is offline too ... don't worry then ... be Happy
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anyone there could use supporti graduated degree neuroscience psychology loving providing family girlfriend loves would anything me part fraternity guys consider brothers everyone seems think things going well me ive medication since started anxiety depression diagnosed bipolar current issue insomnia began taking ambien help actually get bed sun came up discovered affects sleep became problem looked forward going sleep every day knew going get ambien high span years regular prescription it along samples weaker sleeping pills father also doctor plenty medication around house month ago procedure done given vicoden took one bottle effect given additional bottle percocet took percocet pain next week so began abuse them mixing anything could get hands on valium xanax codeine ambien lunesta muscle relaxers bad several nights ended stumbling parents room morning screaming something yet put bed keep quiet become apparent problem girlfriend would tell verbal abuse give take them finally came clean family seeing therapist week doctor giving enougb dont go withdrawal feelings guilt embarrassment still there feel like ever get better ive tried stop own several times past months cant alone family already seen one member go rehab would never want deal again current moment reasons keep living keep love happy every passing day think would easier live lives without burden
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really freaky fucking dream dream chewing something thanking heard load crack reached mouth grab made loud sound two teeth fell broke middle im still sleepy half awake daise little shaken this
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pink red paint brushes getting married always love painting red well call red pink well call pink pink red really great paint brushes years ago red told dating pink happy pink red always really close last month pink got pregnant im happy theyre getting married inviting paintbrushes need paint place wedding itll beach awesome d
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About to muder some avacado crab cakes and sweet potato fries
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help addiction plzz need help guys mightve known teenagers like jerk teen like jerk too problem getting control jerk twice day might say pretty low want continue affect productivity everyday wake immediately get phone watch prn reddit ive started many great things last year like working out studying writing etc etc change since prn made lazier want stop dont want make worse please help me
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dont mistake a bad day with depression! everyone has 'em!
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died need tell storythis life long sad story one must tell someone born middle kid middle class family parents were first abusers dad alcoholic beat brother nights good listen music mom much better abuse dad abuse emotionally financially bad other around third grade diagnosed autism testing traumatic first experience gender dysphoria waiting room vhs worked alice wonderland wanted alice could handle new world handle mine parent filled pills till high school pill made slow fat easier dope parent lead getting lbs develop boob im guy ive spent whole adult life trying get fit this one biggest failures raped friends got drunk payed girl sex me happen party ive told therapist still cant talk about theres proof left too one one would believe me collage failure to know bpd depression still talk rape let build inside me met ex great first became emotionallyverbally sexually abusive hide friends family spend next three years deep denial come phone sex cam girl addiction itd year cant stop ive spend theres coming back this im stuck dead end job life forfeit theres coming back this
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th birthday tommorow honor serving boys and girls thank you
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crush said loves talking discord annoying usual said leave said bye said love you said said left think meant seriously
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@markhoppus My Great Granddad Fought In WW1 In France So If That The War Your On About My Great Granddad May Have Known Your Granddad
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really need talk someone pleasei go back fathers house brother was first time lives actually brother said father never really liked seeing him depressed never really felt love took like bomb took bad asked us leave crying cant describe terribly bad feel right now think one terrible emotion human feel unbelievable hiding everyone fact homosexual desires ive hiding long time life ive exclusively hetero things changed im quite sure am fear myself desires extremely hard so could talk someone think reddit great community even though millions people place feels good someone could listen well read me id really grateful sorry english intention killing myself know post this
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yall good comebacks need comebacks insults like slit wrists insults general want make bitch cry best insults get award please make original and good
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Don't settle with #depression, #anxiety or defeat. #Jesus wants you to overcome. #faith #Prayer #bible #kalamazoo http://www.vwcenter.org/fervent-prayer.html â¦
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venting rotten putrid feelings haul around every dayive putting years lately feel like wasted time think years someone asking feel throwing pills would fix problems have try hard fit get good job well school exist outside fucking institution im beginning think past attempts one step success reason life gone shit meant around long know exactly anymore every day fucking struggle anymore time drive vividly fucking dream throwing car semi cross street slow hopes someone make decision me cant bear shit anymore im pussy gone how affect others fucking pathetic i
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im probably going get body pillow printed plain white body pillow need hug something im crying sleep
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really rough night last night everything comes wavesfinding words even begin explain feelings feel something ill never concur cant explain feelings go matter hour physical mental pain turned physical telling brain im cant believe again im disconnected self reliant feeling abandoned room full people nobody likes dont connect anxiety taking over friends arent really friends think annoying everyone playing nice like friend more acting weird stop distancing wonder youre alone one wonder uglyfatdisgusting fault redflag right itll feel better bridge close easy pills taste good taking cant breathe want die time im constantly falling felling alone alone completely different somewhat crave it isnt narcissistic price shit nobody fucking cares problems skin deep dont know like feel crawl back bed belong forget anything past walls mind races cant stop cant stop thoughts eating alive would anyone understand anything feel could begin explain dont even know idea whats wrong whats wrong whats wrong stop yelling please cant take volume head another migraine body physically clenched point causing jaw stress want curl ball deflate everyone thinks joke youre dramatic would anyone even listen words leaving youre existence end end youre worth space waste cant shake weight im drowning time im fine least thats tell self say stop pussy nobody gives shit problems youre suicidal never brave enough try
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whoever tells swankiest story gets hugz award got free awards thingy cant find post suitable entertain something quite swanky indeed
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feel like attempting againthe last time first time ever tried september ended hospital mental hospital back home it wanted life change wanted guy wanted confident wanted ability actually make friends get that felt like going but nope im still pathetic loser goes stupid school fucking hate that im butt listening dad complain financial emotional stress hes under fucking ask that makes feel horrible hes saying shit like i think realize much trouble caused do know much bills cost thats masters degree makes feel like im unwanted am stupid kid fucked everything up feel suicidal dad deserve asshole kid like me sad part is hes fucking right says care anyone myself point view feelings matter feel okay whats point living fuck everyone else care dad cant find job someone even know pain fuck them get bent obviously im exaggerating pretty selfish want someone im upset nonjudgmental say everythings okay let cry like fucking baby basically want mom again maybe shed emotional wreck too shed disappointed me least would compassionate she know pussy guy even act like one ill get pushed around men actually dude fuck want that theres girl school intimidates me really let get me anyway im loser like alpha female thats even thing mocks say something stupid lesbian man am girl fuck say oh im transgender school would make much better candidate would fuck that hell pissed off cant cooperate people try make lives easier make everything harder feel like people need me one ever understand ive done many dumb things want deal everything ive caused want find shotgun flip everyone again deal shit anymore feel like waiting live own friends actually selfworth want see change life now want go new school want practice assertiveness want want want want yeah me im asshole anything unless feel like crap know would time obviously would much effective way took pussy way even physically hurt me maybe all know fuck need help
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id show yall fakes real thick bitch strikes skirt could get skirt
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whether important important feel strongly woman suicide watch entire world coming right way reacted long video posted online shows strongly unwell right everyone calling racist crazy karenthat fine great beside pointwhether wrong video point concerned mental health wellbeing idk go share concern everyone fuck abigail elphrick bring hey guys get mad angry right now also stop think longterm existence realize may very close suicidal mentality even hate right now please someone something place try help extremely diredflaging time heragain clear cast judgement whether right wrong definitely think fucked up think people imperfect mistakes happen fucking suck make them especially current volatile culture simply saying even though many others believe wrong also aware person care fellow human afraid mental state may attempt suicidei want try remind people struggling publicly shame guilt embarrassment many emotions topped hate receiving right may enough push edgeplease someone anyone can reach remind give up seen video woman abigial elphrick woman dubbed victorias secret karen
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reason whythe reason still cant stand abandon cat cant explain life got much couldnt handle limitless anymore explain arent abandoning theyre true love youve experienced
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@Mrfainson-- I AM HAVING A BABY GIRL!!!!!! I tried to call you, it said you were unavailable...email me!!!
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feel might time iti hate pain time since ive hit car hate breathless disease people use me abuse me like mother ran away matter am do im always harmed bullied im alone cant trust anyone probably better im dead one knows cares anyways
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bj keswickproblems ndp oh yeah you must enjoy record breaking inflation housing price that canadian can t afford because of all the foreign investor paying outrageous tax being driven into the next great depression make sure you stand with trudumb
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