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Depression and Diet: Why the Food You Eat Matters https://www.nutritionadvance.com/crippling-depression-and-diet/ â¦
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@manderley Wonder if your brother also has dimples...
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past years feels like life thrown constant pain misery sure take anymore young lad feel like cannot live another years way feeling right now frightened adult comparing everyone around maintain friendships notredflag family feel ungrateful saying way feel frightened pain death would love die makes sense needed get chest nothing going way life
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@jamesheart24 thaaankyou it looks the same though
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im so tired
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feeling like since beginning senior year high school thought going slump pandemic all never felt hopelessness entire life graduated feel samei live mom husband along two baby sisters feel like insignificant part family work the thought interacting people know makes sick stomach cannot even leave house take trash feel like eyes me rejected fast food job interview given idea around others myself unfamiliar place made panic anything around house mom expressed disappointed lay bed sleep till pm wish could tell want anymore wish could tell days seem blend now every day spent alive makes want scream pillow means dead yeti tried failed kill four times already feel like attention whore so even though nobody knows attempted fantasize death constantlyeverything chore things requires energy energy left me takes weeks shower process time consuming never laundry want go searching dirty clothes never clean room task daunting consequently live pile filth probably walking pile filth too everything requires effort absolutely none givewhenever mom tells clean house takes long always start zoning out thinking suicide thinking different life would born different family different country opposite sex make scenarios head make feel better end feeling worse before fantasizing unachievablei feel hopeless worst part is really want help want feel like anymore want wake every day start cry still here feel like probably exaggerating phase mom thinks nothing wrong me convinced lazy unmotivated maybe right makes feel like disappointment cannot even blame her because well am knows nothing feel bases judgement sees daughter future ahead her useless cannot fend herself never amount anything life know want die know spend every waking second thinking nice would could stop existing know anything wish didi know do tired life think killing nearly every day tired here
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2 National headlining Acts Next month..I wish I could go tell my 7th grade self that all the bullying, the sleepless nights the depression etc. was all worth it and that it gets easier and the growth has been incredible My life is a fucking blessing but NOTHING comes overnight pic.twitter.com/IA8NYOAQ4c
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waking school everyday killing meeveryone mean nasty entire place toxic ive survived years cant even comprehend way drinking drink weekly thing makes happy friends interests want pursue parents tell me some people would give everything education case used barely attend welfare officer got involved attend everyday two years days blur point want hear schedule literally wake up go school endure insults overall hell go home enter bedroom lay bed debate hanging good minutes high point week get drink spirits friday im seriously seeing point going much longer please help
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school work talent cultural knowledge relationship health physical appearance there s always someone better than me and no matter how hard i try the result are mediocre nothin outstanding i shouldn t have existed everything i ve done amount to nothing
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living breathing potato thats folks read title
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i hate myself i am the reason i m sad i have no excuse some day i m so happy and blissful but then there are a lot of day most of them where the only thing in my mind is killing myself in multiple way i overthink i plan to perfection i have ish plan to kill myself without my family cleaning anything up i already have an unofficial will written for when i do kill myself i don t want my family to struggle to pick up the piece of why i killed myself so there s always a note then i just do something where no one can find my body i m sad for no reason there is no porpoise to existing i want to help people but i fail to do so all the damn time i joke about killing myself but those joke are getting more specific and i m pretty sure people are catching on that i actually wan na kill myself i actually tried but thankfully failed i didn t have a rope or gun so i started choking myself to do the job i really wan na but i just can t please help me
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killing christmasthis shit pointless
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damn im pretty suicidaljust realizing this doesnt even seem like big deal me guess thats pretty fucked huh dont even care dont even care might care im gone lol wtf wrong me whats painless way dont even know im serious right thats thing fuck shiiit might seeking attention cares fuck
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so i m have been feeling down rather often the last few year but these last few month im feeling constantly down my life just feel stuck everyday when my alarm ring i just cant get out of bed even tho i usually sleep for hour or so i end up laying in bed for or hour thinking about how shitty my life is and how i dont make progress at all i also get suicidal thought alot even tho i dont have any intention to harm myself in any way i dont want to die but smh my brain doesnt get that so yesterday i decided to finally get help and call my doc for an appointment before making that call i sat there and stared at the number contemplating if i really wanted to do this i made a list and wrote down reason why i want to get help and reason why i dont everything just pointed to me making that call and after hour i finally pressed call so then i wa on the phone with a woman at my doctor office i told her with a kinda shaky voice that i would like an appointment she asked what it wa about and i told her that i felt rather bad lately had trouble sleeping and am feeling tired alot i didnt feel comfortable sharing that i feel depressed she said she doesnt have a free spot in the next few week and told me i should come in without an appointment on thursday or friday so now im here without an appointment contemplating if i should actually go there tomorrow it kinda suck that im in the situation before the phonecall again where i have to make that decision to get help im so nervous about getting help i dont know what i should even say i dont know how to talk about my feeling i dont even know if ill make it out of bed tonorrow before the doctor office close im so afraid about revealing this about me but i dont think i can pull myself out of this without help can someone maybe give me some kind word and share their experience with finally opening up so my anxiety about this come to an ease
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eu referendum result last straw xpost rmmfbim male english not proud it worst year life graduated university managed get decent grade barely tried leaving got call centre job left month due pressure customersemployers causing numerous panic attacks day months later got temp job basic admin middle management fired weeks later panic attack november since self confidence hit rock bottom meaning job interviews could manage or bothered get come across terrible candidate and theyre wrong become partially dependant cannabis im antidepressant shit broke arm uk democratically decided leave eu cant see future myself redflag mind past months im starting seriously consider it im aware many people worse positions stronger depression suicidal thoughts im verge redflag im thinking lot tldr got degree tried different jobs failed both ive got confidence cannabis dependence broken arm useless antidepressants which cause insomnia go them uk decided leave eu based bigotry fear blind patriotism want live anymore
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havent done single assignment almost class since day one ya boi got permission redo em all theyre due tomorrow midnight around assignments one class hours assignment classes half hour assignments one class hours work got done today how dont know did possible believe you pass classes too pull back hellhole crawl way whatever hole youre in ill toss ladder need it dm need kinda help
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think mental health condition worst cannot get worse somehow things get even messier next day even feel importance trying make feel better actually work end day alone depression deteriorating mental health persistent redflag losing interest everything talk close ones anymorei things used do right looking ways feel better know point cannot
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got important question girls nsfw think im snapping pretty hot girl always shows pictures thighs cooter area wondering normal thing girls dumb sign something
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always assumed thoughts normal noti think ending existence fairly often sometimes times dayweek times month gap so thought something everyone deals regularly thoughts
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anyone else already hating school year third day senior year ive cried day mutiple times haha idk im already stressed classes even many aps teachers already warned difficult know able keep up band one class used actually enjoy year absolutely loath it get frustrated practice theyre making us perform region music super difficult class everday shaking hard earlier playing m music got bumped top band year im able keep it put new instrument even still able play better this yet cant hate classes smh im also super stressed college cause idea hell im supposed this one talk except sister feel bad always dumping problems much help im extremely stressed right now hating life myself kinda want die lol want sit bed day school work were still online school another like weeks cant imagine much worse ill feel addition see interact people deal teachers facetoface sigh anyone else feeling way hope not idk im wondering overreacting people feel way too ig kind rant ive flaired such sorry one cares im really tired sad ill probably delete post soon anyways
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oww the poor darling body of missing tracy girl sandra cantu found inside suitcase www tinyurl com dfhvzg tracy
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i feel like my left side of the chest like move everytime like it keep vibrating is it normal
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bro my life ha been so horrible it s unpleasant it piss me off and make me very sad since my life is just waking up having breakfast going to school studying coming home having lunch studying sleeping dinner is sleeping again it s this cycle that always repeat i have friend but they don t even care about me i don t even know why i consider them friend it s my family it s just me my mother and two brother and i don t have uncle i don t know why i m the middle child it s my mother i feel like she hate me because it wa because of me that i made my mother my father divorced since i found out about my father i i wa having an affair with a woman i don t even know and since then i never spoke to my father again my mother often even treat me badly verbally and physically attacking me and i can t hit her because she is my mother and my brother are the only one that i consider friend because they care about my existence but they are very reserved many time they even lock themselves in their room but these last few month i have a great idea of running away from home is to end up leaving the city to have a new life yes people i have money i can survive a whole month and i know it s hard to get a job but i m willing to leave this miserable life but for now it s just an idea that i still don t have the courage to do and i also don t want to leave my brother because i m afraid to leave them what should i do leaving everything is starting a new life or continue a is
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guys feel going dates without knowing wish start relationship question pretty selfexplanatory im super sure whether like girl ive scared get relationship last one damaged years back therapist suggested ask go date without sure knowing want relationship wondering fellow teens feel idea im honestly sure people stand thanks advance ill answer questions asap
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followers shitty pick lines wtf tell
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Usemos nuestra foto como avatar. Aunque estemos feos / Let's use our mugshot as avatar. Even if we're ugly . (Please retweet)
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hi everyone i fly home from calgary to vancouver on sunday it s about an hour flight i suffer from gad and am constantly fearing the worst i have minor asthma i ve never had an asthma attack but i do have a rescue inhaler and i do take a maintenance inhaler everyday to prevent anything from happening i read somewhere that there s le oxygen in flight and am worried about what would happen if i had an asthma attack would i be ok would i be able to survive that hour flight please re assure me
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why does every real estate broker using social media have a pic of themselves in a business suit? it's twitter, guys. lose the tie
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morning people away to get some breakfast and then sort myself out and then must start on hwm no lazing about today xx
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absolutelybatty hug back thanks hon i can t believe he s gone
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puzzle lifeits almost funny one even notices knows true feelings deep emotional breakdown im going im unable really express truly feel inside say wanna live seen bad overrated overreacted meaningless damn im really sick thing called life think soon ill gather courage selfish levels need kill myself feel inside building up bulging odd feeling something wrong different previous times ive feeling similar stronger different stronger me soon enough people regret trying connect earlier probably sooner later theyll find letter too little piece ask omg see this could calm conscience needed need regrets tears blaming guilt certainly want die either cant keep going want pain stop literally make stop killing myself wish way could that rewind tape back lets say six years ago id say people die redflag foolish selfish ironically understand that think nothing luck decisions take embody actions lead us closer closer appear happen us next like puzzle puzzle life bring pieces together decisions actions inseparable theyre us were them follow rules puzzle life feel every single decision made life getting closer closer end im finding right now early days school closed isolated others followed aftermaths more following way feel think acting accordingly that slowly surely im led end edge hope bliss love real descending darkness inner self losing ability construct real point view constructing one real handle reality crushes way escape disappearing appearance disappearing suffering it pain inevitable choice moment great despair notion choice deadly one see me hear me touch me life empty thats me now
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got whipped cord right didnt hurt tbh
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man i can barely remember when i wa doing that game style weight loss thing like depression really just wiped your memory and clear out all your plan huh like none of that shit mattered one day and no going back
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finally got spend entire night cuddling girlfriend im happy im shes happened yesterday girlfriend planning spend night together meant friends birthday party yesterday course boris new rule party got cancelled already planned gonna afterwards decided stick staying night hers yesterday arrives im anxious fuck ive got usual upset stomach pretty awful thoughts go alongside one doesnt want stay night following advice counsellor challenge thoughts end biting bullet sending message asking want stay night course silly donkey fast forward couple hours ive packed bag everything ill need pretty much ready go over ready hours meant headed over get usual hug soon opens door hug different wed extremely stressful week ill falling behind school work never less powered weekend go room lie bed arm wrapped waist head chest arrived werent really sure kill time cuddled next hours deep chats always appreciate find hard speak really am brush peoples questions instead really facing reality one point ended chatting best friend recently came bi im super mega proud know hes got really supportive friendship group surrounding hes got bi girlfriend whos accepted im bi knows wont change thing feel her loads friends super caring supportive ended crying little ive able properly open anyone quite felt really shit guilty school eventually rolls around get hungry plan order pizza eat made slight alteration little brother came us pizza went local marina got back little dinner date which thankfully didnt end us sat outside house pizzas somebody forgot key thanks little bro went room cuddled more teased little bit couldnt much period started watching baby driver fantastic film mind you eventually gets tired decides wants sleep thats do tuck ourself in cuddle wrap arm around waist waiting moment half years finally happening finally cuddling night entire night main reason actually wrapped arm around waist provide comfort also know struggles sleeping sometimes wanted wake up wake several times throughout night time jerk awake slumber give kisses neck hold close falls asleep pretty quickly around am wakes up sits really hot bothered goes gets damp flannel starts trying cool down eventually curls bed sat foot bed facing door right reaches grabs hand squeezes squeeze back whisper love you dont know heard me didnt respond like think did couple minutes shes tossing turning eventually ends settling head thigh curled really tight ball gently stroking leg falls asleep next hour comes around am point knackered stopped awake hours event even whilst slept awake curl next wrap arm around her gets bit weird probably am shuffled away me thought mustve hot didnt follow left be suddenly shot back across bed pinning agains wall body weight seconds relaxed shuffled again super odd also threw teddy head rolling am didnt mind much already awake wake am little cuddle chat get go toilet come back shes laying was get back bed her cuddle reaches across turn fan falls asleep laying top me fall asleep long wake around ish wasnt laying anymore instead rolled looking me turned head try find her spotted left went another cuddle muttered really wish couldve kissed lips pull awake looks eyes kiss lips first time well months amazing film scenes youve seen like that amazing pure loved much night finished even though didnt sex like hoped didnt care end interested spending time her know want fun started become sexually active rona hit long read youve made way want say thank you love all take care milf
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aaaaand the nausea is back
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@SaSpotters @RayKK I've read about this. The worst I've had was depression on holiday when I couldn't work out properly for two weeks in a row. It wasn't as hectic as your situation, though. For me, rest was as important as the working out to achive my goals.
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get covid bad weve fucked world economy percent worlds population died it people arent dying massive numbers like people keep screaming about
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know im going anyone help mei timedout uni student trying finish last days feeling negative anyone talk to even know id say even someone talk to feel like life cornered way out want drop mostly financial conditions maybe work music know viable career option know lifestyle really pay started working freelance even get many jobs currently im broke point food since yesterday surviving wish someone would kill one cant even pay that surprisingly however ive grown hide much people near clue im going inside last days getting feeling might fact last days know set achieve post figured maybe id it since nothing lose point
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First tweet lets see how tweeter works out.
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@CBCebulski you just made my day, YES!
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left school pursue career enjoy love partner want alivei left school take internship software company really enjoyed ended staying months later got job company overworked paid peanuts put it age flat living myself anyone elses standards well myself felt nothing owe parents copious amount money spending problems poor diet weight becoming problem real friends point feeling pretty down attributed mostly bad job had thought could fix getting another job did ive new job months now feeling worse enjoy career love partner particularly feel like alive either keep invasive thoughts waiting train public ill stand right safety line train approaches think jump it nobody cares anyway physically turn away track train stop myself similar thing crossing roads late ill see car approaching ill slow think go on hit me please feel like im following routine dayin dayout waiting finally die im scared know get this need talk things someone
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heres hoping someone relate well tonight night plan go birthday wednesday im waiting long im laying bed im writing feel fine almost peaceful wish better way way explain im feeling know right wrong know im ill dont see feel ending life wrong choice bad see feel opposite taking whats left away benifit people life may sound like heartless person bother family may upset all dont hate infact dont hate anyone parts really wish could hate others id probably better person did im trying play superhero either ive enough all cry alot feel things alot hurt everyday dont see point good reason get better ive accepted me im going talk im like know better anyone im ill fair dont think matter reasons wanting end life good enough reason familys point view fine understand that put words try explain someone understand pain real need death one things dont like alone time become self centred worry even others may think say you im going head town ive posted im already worrying strangers think look somehow convienve everyone hate me probably didnt even notice me lol silly isnt it im heavily religious woman always taught treat someone would want treated got absolutely nowhere im saying go treat others poorly encouraging bad behaviour take care number one one else will im terrible looking thats something im good at im good looking im even better depression dont know ive gone topic sure say started typing guess selfishly wanted acknowledge existance leave anyone wants talk anything id happy company today send message take care everglow
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Just one puff of cannabis 'could ease depression, stress and anxiety' - The Sun https://goo.gl/fb/WhxNCLÂ
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fly like paper get high like planes u catch border got visas name
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hello friendsi struggled depression years lexapro years ithelped sort of still felt worthless tired sad irritable suicidal etc maybe took edge off however sexual side effects hard finish hard stay upfast forward year got better doctor decided add wellbutrin month like switch flipped still problems seem insurmountable especially felt past nice changenow question start weening lexapro sure ton side effects werenot ideal sure two meds working together wanted get thoughts backslidethanks medication opinions lexapro wellbutrin
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hey one days miss you wish right now wanted share emotions understand me sadly situation allow it probably think betrayed you bothering first place feed energy okay know do need words peace manage read this tho doubt never will want peace soulmate
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wish friend wish loved meim beginning struggle life reality ive struggling long time im years old always afraid grow up child hood wasnt great either fact something would never wish upon anyone parents married years divorced six years old torn two eventually stopped seeing mum years physically emotionally didnt know felt cant remember good times childhood going school wasnt great either never focused failed every exam thrown cant seem focus anything all interests value life dont see enjoyment wake up hoped die sleep every night never happened years old life took huge turn met love life mean knew something right valued life met her enjoyed conversations meeting her spending time her everything together everything mean everything moved together point planned ahead time future seemed pained clear day least thought move din everything great wanted get careers sorted ensure enough money enjoy life threw us october lost job wasnt able provide anymore became severely depressed didnt seek help while finally seemed help put sertaline nothing me didnt say anything stopped taking tried deal problems myself id stay night contemplate life point redflag impact would everyones life march th girlfriend out home myself went bath room wrapped shower cord around neck put something feet ensure would slip possibility going back girlfriend comes home shower knocked out shower cord must broke left went back out broke admitted messaging people behind back meeting them spending nights them ive tried redflag since continue till something works longer happy im product thats past sell date nobody wants me know this friends seem like strangers try talk make jokes try lighten mood cant handle it dont know do maybe last thing ever write is always love woman broke end fed insecuritys led months made feel special wanted made chance didnt always love her
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uselesshonestly point anymore im tired weak unproductive feel legitimate pain entire wake up cant even put words everyday alone head thats flooded toxic thoughts starve everyday try make happy cant even look mirror anymore want cut skin disgusted myself ive grown hate much becoming unbearable everyday tell going get better never does im constantly dissociating feel like ive lost entire grasp reality january significant committed redflag painful thing go through hate sleeping every night always dream it always felt like sleep best escape anymore im haunted memories every day want happy again want love again point dont think possible
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want here going change mind fucking hard reflect note gotten worse see evidence life better going bei want anymore want over
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hate free speech hate it like someone walk like ass total vine energy take that theyre protected law
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justify livingi cant seem justify continue living th attempt university yet again going shitter wasted tens thousands dollars parents money cant it eating disorders ruled life years long mentalphysical health shambles live state almost friends family person think staying so also state thing kept alive past year becoming chore even stay alive him family hometown friends fine dealt redflags past cant validate living almost everyday feels like torture theres light tunnel tend good days average per week meanwhile rest existence obligation comfort others help please edit good days fighting unidentifiable depression sadness real depression like pulled dark abyss without knowing chosen sink nothing reason
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@therealTiffany lol make sure ur drawer spits ur shorts back out cause u'll need em wen u come 2 Hawaii LOL so hot & humid blah!! rock on
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want hug hug
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im slowly killing living sedentary lifestyle possiblehopefully heart attack claim soon enough
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@AngelaWilson I have to convince myself to cook them. The Italian food is research for a story
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Themes revolved around tragedy, death, anxiety, depression, suicide, tough relationships, and other issues that are so very relevant, so very current.
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im tired waking upim tired waking faking ok
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cried first time todayi suicidal thoughts while realized easily could could make easier mom like calling cops gets work doesnt see like that realized quickly could go broke front mirror wasnt much sadness realization overwhelmed me even notes ready send loved ones barriers put place stop thinking thoughts disappearing quickly dont even feel much pain anymore empty
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anyone conversation im really bored rn hmu ig
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Writting a song is like making a baby haha lalala
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cant afford real therapy free therapy infrequent unhelpful helpwhat do feel trapped terms options free alternatives right inconsistent cancel reschedule im way fucked see someone month
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hi everyone i find myself in a sad situation and i can t really seem to be able to find a way out or support so i thought i could write about it here i m 0 and moved to study abroad month ago i love college and i love what i do i am fairly aware i am privileged in more way than one and that i should be happy about it but it s not enough when i left i tried my best to leave everything behind a much a i could because i know i will never live in my home country again and that s sort of the goal anyways a someone who ha generalized anxiety overall i am also aware that this wa a very big step in itself i have been struggling with depression and anxiety that also take toll on my physical health from time to time since i moved but everything got worse a few week ago i had a week long break from university and i forced myself not to go home so i can be more accustomed to living here the problem wa that i barely went out for week being too anxious to do so and also my neighbour and friend wa also visiting her home country i felt very alone and isolated now i started college again and i realise every day how stupid that wa and i m stuck on wanting to turn back time which i know is impossible i cry every day i wish to go home and i have major problem performing at university i honestly don t know what to do i feel hopeless and alone if anyone ha any advice i would really appreciate it thank you
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lost everything on laptop won t be able to cg anything properly untl about
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visited sleeper agent tired got couch him
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plot never strong point fred astaire ginger rogers movie follow fleets screenplay exceptionally mediocre fred ginger still come rightthey play bake baker sherry martin dancers whose personal professional partnership ended bake joined navy meet again lovehate relationship generates entertaining comic moments much movie take backseat tedious subplot sherrys sister connie harriet hilliard love sailor bilge smith randolph scott bilges dalliance another woman old schooner connie inherited father though hilliard rather charming plot uninterestingbr br but time follow fleet blessed exceptional irving berlin score gives stars plenty chances show talents astaire gets two good solos we saw sea id rather lead band sings expressively and course dances electrifyinglyand sailor suit makes look little boyish athletic usual rogers sings catchy let go later solo tapdance tune br br the three duets really save film even though theyre shoehorned plot silly excuses fred ginger win dance contest energetic routine another reprise let go later sing dance im putting eggs one basket early rehearsal number flubbing choreography comic effect end movie finally figures get fred ginger evening clothes romantic duetit makes part showwithintheshow situation contrived song lets face music dance one sinuously beautiful things berlin ever wrote its reminiscent cole porter dancing matches elegance quintessential astaire rogersbr br it would chore sit dialogue sections follow fleet again and fact necessary plot rarely propels musical numbers could watch songs over
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so i ve been working steadily since i wa i m now i ve been dealing with anxiety panic disorder the entire time i used to have it mostly under control enough that it didn t usually affect my work social life etc but it ha gotten really bad i ve been calling in sick a lot i worked a five hour shift yesterday and i wa having a panic attack by the time my gf picked me up i just don t think i m physically or mentally capable of working right now but i have rent to pay and i can t afford to be unemployed so i m wondering if anybody here ha gotten disability assistance for their anxiety panic attack and how i might go about doing that
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keep living small portion life happinessyeah know cliche overthought understand keep going sure theres things life fun majority life working exhausting myself stressed or least im told want live fun life forever die everytime mention idea get shot saying cant live like cant fun life time keep going cant enjoy life every day stressed exhausted every day live sprinkle happiness pool full stress sorrow im stuck school every day wake get back home exhausted procrastinate hours left day away go sleep cycle starts again im also expected work weekends wheres life going im told need future get good job struggle financially ill stuck another routine potentially working overtime exhausted shit get told thats life deal it maybe want deal want die cons outweigh pros
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cant get ph cuz vote im illegal here wtf ph went told ph let unless vote kick polling place
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theekween depression and anxiety thelmasherbs
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top text utter fool thought going say bottom text played good sir lady now watch thishttpswwwyoutubecomwatchvdqwwwgxcq
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life truly shittyi single friend neither online physical thus make human interaction except ordering food saying thanks loland even though im stupid failed classes procrastination anxiety life get even worse ill go back shitty country ill live like prisoner even without friends academic success feel happy bald eagle country freedom things see do til age thought normal smart kid bright future realize socially inept boring slow sad person exceptional way keeps letting parents seriously wasted parents effort sending college america family already extremely poor wasted much hard earned money honestly want disappear erase everyone elses memory me end one societys robots in fact defective robot whos failing function existence impact world like ill never like newton mozart elon musk left legacy history actually positively influenced human kind guess life punishment whatever previous life wanna live joy eating internet anything productive improves person even gained back kg lost see writing ability like mentally challenged persons autistic anything related disabled
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fuck following why like im legit curious mist know im lasagna tonight fucking delicious doing feeling way
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discord server howdy anyones interested joining discord server please dm me pretty chill mostly place bored people hang out open suggestions mods pretty nice ask role bot something thanks great day
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anybody want talk im m horny guys begone im girl lol id rather tbh idc enough dm filler filler filler filler
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@PawanKalyan @PenMen06 Dark depression anthey spider Anna... Agynaathavaasi core depression and daridram
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dajbelshaw sound like my every day except gym
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give reason hopefulhonestly hopeful ill ever feel better person get feeling way me im fargone get own yet one life able help me even though already reached help hopeful thing change me unable fuck hopeful everytime hear someone say just hold onto hope something feel sick feel insulted would ask someone doesnt drop hope left hope hope isnt possible depression ripped everything meaningful existance replaced misery seriously someone come tell hope want someone tell me please id love get secret
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really like someone suicidal thoughts meaningless relationshipim year old guy last year ive gradually come really like girl ive working seeing everyday gotten know well always got impression unhappy popular girl lot extroverted friends goes lot them however seems introverted gives impression cold which think is decided tell felt long time want make working awkward also ended getting back ex bf half way work placement together end placement decided would tell felt hope honest could find happy not ends telling suicidal thoughts certain days really considered commiting redflag also said believed true happiness exist said boyfriend thats way things were thats placed subsequently tried getting talk it told whilst night out wanted talk face face day ended seeing every week next month two nights out conversation would take place eventually told text wanted see following afternoon id wait outside clock tower nearby live would understand turn up ended waiting rain hour turn up saw weeks later night out said needed time think month since then think going get back me problem is told people this said one them friend treated like weirdo suicidal thoughts her bf really anything it hoping would get better im assuming so continue pursue this seeing one else knows trying talk herhelp her let go try move on considering reluctant talk also feelings her tldr girl like suicidal thoughts told two people helped them reluctant talk it stay try help leave it
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knowim exhausted every sense word im burden everyone life friends talk im feeling except boyfriend bless heart trying much even feel like im bothering people shit want end everything know would hurt boyfriend grandparents brother mom feel guilty punish one way another whether conscious not feel guilty everything feel guilty existing feel guilty wanting exist im stuck
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hi i m m i m pretty sure i have depression im sad literally all the time and i just wanted to explain a lot to get some feedback sorry if it s too much so im around 0 0lbs and ft so im fat no girl ever liked or like me i don t like myself i don t look good in clothes nothing i have a loving family but i feel so alone i constantly think about what it would be like to be a normal weight and have people actually like me i stay awake until am and wake up too tired to stay awake in school or on weekend i wake up at like or i ve been going to the gym day a week with my friend lost lb hopefully this help me shed the weight but even though i count calorie i constantly eat unhealthy or fast food i feel like i m a failure to my friend and family i had this girl who i talked to for many year her and i were very close and she finally pushed me away i constantly wonder if maybe i would still be close with her if i wa a normal weight i have no motivation and i can t cry anymore i try but it just doesn t come out i have nobody to tell all this a when i try they say it s too depressing and they don t want to talk about it anymore even though all this is going on i don t have any intention or even the slightest thought of suicide or self harm i just want to be normal and loved
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@ddlovato where are you doing your vacation?
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darkened jade yep work started badly and ha gone rapidly downhill story of my life to be honest
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out here in boston, chillin.. bout to hit up renthum (sp?) today and check out that gucci, coach, and whatever else stores they got
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I found out today that I get to fly to HK again.....weee me so happy
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@secretsocietydi hope urs is great too.... dont spend all that cash
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strong people care im depressed think cant problems cant handle
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want stay room forever playing video games watching anime living for life hell outside that left die love friends parents worrying money homeless time what suffer life hurts much
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get hot pink full arm cast m ive boring white onehttpsiimgurcomkczfcqijpg last months get replaced months im honestly shy introverted maybe get hot pink pretend cool confident
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so i got my mirena removed last month on the th because of it having a bad effect on my mental health i had it in for a little over year i knew getting it out id probably experience the mirena crash i wa fine up until today when i got my first period i ve had very intense anxiety depression all day today to the point where i can t even leave my house i m guessing it s the shift in hormone and everything considering it s been 0 year since i ve been birth control free did anyone else experience this super low mood after removal i ve also just been feeling very out of body today and very exhausted
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im bored ask whatever httpsimgurcomaghpjev dms open want im m
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Beginning to realize I only experience depression or mania. I don't know what true joy is.
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tech progress thing makes want liveconsidering drastically different lives compared two decades ago im really curious see whats going happen next ai autonomous vehicles g research blockchain cant help wonder world going look like years now yes friendless lonely depressed mentally ill piece trash im ready suffer always chance die unless suffering excruciating unbearable physical pain need rush things
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realized im stuck im worried im going ruin christmasim separate account girlfriend send posts reddit dont want see worry names ben im sophomore college want teacher havent started major classes fourth switch really think im good kids im scared wont cut man bun im really skinny im sure would hire me im gay im outspoken unique style stuff think people regard intelligent quiet weirdo anyways im also bipolar im family tree id hard time explaining siblings feel stuck cane college whim ive never good anything video games art two programs dont offer college either way im trapped underneath lease utility billl month cant afford it pay november december dont money im scared dont money unable work salvation army work ive reached limit work study hours semesteri cant find another job dont car dont want ask grandparents help wanted self sufficient year half ive recently acclimated credit card debt buying girlfriend siblings gifts came home fall break paid off dollars contacts food reckless spending ive managed accumulate another thats dollars accident still owe bills coming month house dont know do current plan sell stocks eat ramen cant afford buy christmas gifts anyone im worried everyone hate usually go elton great lengths pick great gifts cant cant make anyone happy making dissapointed spent money fuckup cant make class im stressed havent classes since found cant work cant wake alarm im mess please give advice hard want give
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im part two cults one hail giant lobster another ants shows bored people become
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listening to nathan cry
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hey gamerdude hi
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so i m a pretty shut in introverted person he they and moved to a new place just before the pandemic so a a result have no local irl friend so mid pandemic i got on twitter and met load of people who came and went however i met people she her x and she they who i truly love hanging out with but here s the hard part for pretty much the entirety of last year we hung out maybe or time a week watching movie on discord or playing game always talking and indirecting each other interacting constantly cheesy ily ily more message all that sort of thing then just after christmas it all just kinda stopped but only for me i found out the of them made a new gc without me they talk about each other on the tl constantly but never mention me and we haven t hung out in over a month i ve messaged them a couple of time about this and had it explained that they still like me and still want to hang out but they re just busy but my brain is reading into everything so hard they re still constantly interacting with each other and i never get any response i can t stop thinking about every little thing one time one wanted to play game in bed by herself and then 0 minute later i saw them all playing on discord without me assuming i d gone to bed i just don t know whether i m reading too hard into this or if i genuinely need to say something every time i see so much a a comment or message somewhere else my head get so loud and i just feel like cry constantly i ve never really been able to keep friend for more than a couple of year and the only one i trusted enough to talk to about stuff are the i m not sure i can talk to any more so a a result here i am reddit what can i do
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@DPrince2124 i Like Tons and tons of things
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dad becoming evangelion fan rewatching it liked saw hes watching beginning me doesnt usually like anime sister watch kinda poggers
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