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05,August,2004
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everybody's surfin' * cept brody cause he's totally stoned of his mind. *=i stole this joke from robin 'hollywood' brown; he made it back in 2000. although, upon further review of the photo, it just seems that anybody under the age of, oh, lets just say, 30 is really embrassed to be holding a giant surf board where as the 30 plus crowd is beyond stoked; they're even thinking of taking this board and going surfing the next morning, cause you know the waves are better in the morning. its just like parents to embrass you. urlLink 'the oc' hits dvd in october and it'll cost way too much for not a single rachel bilson or mischa barfin nip slip out takes.
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05,August,2004
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am i out of the loop on the cool, hip kids of orange county? where are their blogs? you know, nyc and l.a. are pretty much on lock down with all the cool kids writing about urlLink lindsay lohan and urlLink the killers , but where oh where are the oc peeps? perhaps its a case of wishful thinking on my behalf to believe all of the cool kids in the oc write blogs about going to the detroit bar or for whom was seen at the harbor house one night. which brings me to the issue of was it really a good idea to delete my livejournal accounts and if you will, jump into the big leagues and the blogsphere. maybe thats where all of the cool kids are; on livejournal or my space. so i'm just disapointed with the oc. although, samarie armstrong is still hot [link via urlLink ultragrrl ] so i've listened to the urlLink blood brothers demos again. the songs are extremely visual and have a cinematic quality to them. its bizzare but i feel that the blood brothers have yet to fully realize their visual potential. so as a plea to their new label, v2, please get gondry, oliver gondry to direct a video, especially if the lead single is going to be the peacock song (track 4 on the demos). it should be noted that the video for the blood brothers' 'ambulance VS ambulance' is quite good and can be see urlLink here urlLink bort brilliance! i heard this as an audio clip on stern the other day and peed my pants; i need to get this home box office channel post haste. [linkage kudos: urlLink stereogum & urlLink thighswideshut ] urlLink new jim jones dip set mix tape starts placing your bets on whose gonna win the battle between money ma$e and the dip'set.
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04,August,2004
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my dog is trying her darnest to be like a regular person because in the wee hours of the night, when the rest of the house hold was asleep, she peed in front of my bathroom. you see, she made the effort to go to the bathroom in front of a bathroom; it almost makes me want to believe she's capable of using a toliet, if training a dog to use the toliet is humanly possible, which i highly doubt. urlLink some say best stern ever , this morning. i nearly lost it on the freeway, this morning. urlLink the listmakers for the 2004 shortlist of music have been announced . i'm sorry but what do the following people know about good music: urlLink the dixie chicks , urlLink john mayer , urlLink will-i-am of the black eyed peas , and urlLink dashboard confessional . look to see what la's answer to the strokes and my go to joke band, urlLink maroon5 at the top of john mayer's list! what happened urlLink nic harcourt ? you used to let really cool people like spike jonze and the neptunes vote, now it seems like anybody whose ever picked up a guitar and wrote a really shitty ballad can vote this year. although, why does it even matter because a)this is just a bastardize version of the mercury awards and secondly, nobody cares about the shortlist. besides, doesn't everybody know that loretta lynn's album is gonna probably win the whole thing. urlLink i want a le tigre ringtone for urlLink my sexy phone urlLink josie maran on the cone zone this week and they've brought back urlLink the 'walker, texas ranger' lever . and how do you have an urlLink alien Vs predator film without it being rated r? isn't this supposed to be the cinematic end all battle or will that be the sequel? whatevs, i don't think anybody'll see anyways. urlLink dip'set mix tape! dip'set mix tape!
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03,August,2004
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on the blood brothers demos from their latest album, 'crimes,' johnny, the co vocalist comes off sounding like a angry 13 year old girl or you wonder if he's become urlLink castrated . only one can imagine if the heavily traded blood brothers demos will become something of legend in a few years alal urlLink the brian wilson smile sessions . oh if they put this song on the album, it would've been a million times better. yet i highly doubt that the blood brothers will achieve the depths of pop greatness that brian wilson came so, so, so close to. yet here's the thing, with 'crimes' its perhaps the least hardcore sounding the blood brothers have ever been. so hopefully, hopefully, no more tours with bullshit bands with stupid names like, 'the tears taste like revenage' or 'the lonely grave of paula schultz'. its a hodepodge of styles, and frankly, they should put all 19 songs on the album and not wielded it down to 13. be bold and pretenious, that's what 2004 is all about.
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02,August,2004
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urlLink chapelle's back for two more seasons and a whole poop load of money . america can laugh again!
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02,August,2004
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urlLink ebert's review of the village perfectly sums up my thoughts on the film. if anything, it just feels that shyamalan has been on a downward spiral since his vastly unapperciated gem, urlLink unbreakable . although partially, its our own fault, the audience's fault. we've grown accustomed to surprise endings to each of shyamalan's films and if he fails to deliever that desired twist, his film is a failure. the sunday l.a. times ran a brief article about the latest and much needed dan the automator & prince paul team up, handsome boy modeling school presents 'white people's album'. it should be out on november 9th and will feature apperances by: -alex kapranos of franz ferdinand -cat power -barington levy -del tha funkee homosapien -john oates of hall & oates -jack johnson -the rza -the mars volta -jamie cullen -chino of the deftones -kid koala -linkin park -de la soul -tim meadows prince paul had an excellent quote about turning people away, 'it's like getting into studio 54 back in the 70s. we had to look out there-'you're good. you're good. the rest of you come back and try next year.' urlLink keira knightley + tony scott + a script by richard ' donnie darko ' kelly = finally a keira knightley film i won't be embrassed to watch; maybe a bit of nudity, since they say she's cool with it. urlLink nme says that badly drawn boy will be back in town in october . the last time i saw bdb in la, i swear to goodness that a certain urlLink actress totally checked me & hollywood brown out; then the urlLink time before that, well it was the best in store ever urlLink the cover for the blood brothers' 'crimes' and their new bio . october can't come soon enough. we got new blood brothers, which to me, sounds heavily influenced by urlLink death from above , and death from above's full length finally comes out in october, too.
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25,July,2004
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HAhz... tml 1st ever cheering of the 22nd sc... to me, it is dis kinda small events can teacher see how strong one batch is... i m sure SSAE will do a gd job.... of coz.. GO SSAE! show dem JSS SC power... hahaz.... reallie wondering how well it would go... nv saw the ssae wannabe > show her power!! lyk wad ms tang said, 22nd is nt divided by post... but rather by events... when cheering comes, den all da 26 of us are SSAE pple... dats how we work... dats how batches after us would wanna work.. coz we will ROCK! Btw sec2s eh... tml mus scream ya lungs out.. think of sabrina n sheih yiin dare at da field// n scream.... but gt off track, ur motive dare is to cheer and to motivate, not play n hv 'your own kinda fun' ahaz.... SCREAM>>> >> > sian diao, nx week gt 7 tests... reallie 'yao ren min'(wan pple's life) ai ya... i reallie dun lyk schooling. btw, ultimatly i will do me best.... why? becoz i m a example now... bwcoz i hv a batch to guide and teach... becoz i wan dem to be better den me... be coz i wan to impart skills to dem.. becoz they are da sec2s!
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23,July,2004
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ai ya... so tired.. dun even know why i m tired.... maybe NDP training? i dunno yea 2dae had 22nd sc's very 1st exco meeting, QUITE productive but gt time contrain thus could'nt be the best. hahaz. proud to be a coordinator , exp when da sec2s are all bursting with potential and ever so cheerful... luv ya all. ms tang also talked about studies and i felt guilty... i m not focusing on my srudies at all... mayb it is time i start to look n review myself 1st.... dats important!!! have you ever felt that 'ya daes are numbered'. i dunno why.... keep having tis feeling,, even had dreams about tis. wonder wad dat would mean.... is my time reallie up, if it is... pls give me more time so dat i can do wad i wanna do 1st.... plz.. ya!! 2dae had compo test!!! yeah, i hv confidence in it... i think i just wrote my 2nd best story (in my whole life)... da best is... well yet to come u see... hahaz well, prayin hard dat i wil score well.... think i would > '0{}:believer:{}0'
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22,July,2004
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I HATE school i really do... i dunno why but i really hv no interest in subj lyk maths amaths chem physics chinese... well preety much all but bio n english... some one help, today we had our student council photo taking... really kool... hahaz i took in all da photos coz i m da sec2 coord... meanin da sec2 photo qyan n i r in too. hahaz so fun,,, esp da last one... formed JSS... feel lyk an office batch now. btw tml is da 1st ever EXCO meeting (though only a 15 mins one) hahaz. really kool eh, me thinking how it would be lyk... mondae gt cheering... see how well da ssae can do eh.. yeah... cheering... i like... can scream ya lungs out (eaks) n let go all forms of unhappiness.. cya guys soon... btw... 22nd rocks gtg le gt homework to do eh.... bye bye > oh yea!
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17,July,2004
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hie hie to all eh... hahaz btw zhenhua here... hmmm...new to dis bloggin ding though i tnk it is a bit of a waste of time...hhaaz/ nvm... gow ith the flow man! hahaz tomorrow the 18th of july is the 22nd student council invistiture... realli wonderin how it would go... btw.. hahaz proud to annouse dat i m da secondary two coordinator of the 22nd student council.. reallie kool... one post dat i m glad i received... since the start of my student council life... no one reallie tot dat i would become a coordinator(coord.). mainly because a coord. job is to love and guide... one of da many things ppl tot i could'nt do... but u bet i m gona prove pple wrong... i was said to be insensitive and not sympertatic enof... but... dats whu i am... any way i m proud dat i changed... ppl should start to look at others in another view i m a sec2 coord. now... and i will do a good job, no question asked, to prove to 'the rest' dat i m worth my post...and dat no one else would be a better coord. den i am going to be. i m a believer... but i do nt jus believe... i work hard for it... to all 22nd sc pple out dare.... watch out... zhenhua is coming up... hahaz... ppl always said dat 'post dont matter'... but something in deir heart always wanted a higher post.... wanted something more, izzen't dis human... how real... but no matter wad... 22nd must sticj together... have you forgotten all da pains we been tru to gt here... i dun think u can ever 4gt... it must be in ya heart... somewhere. for dose whu are thinking of letting go... dont.... BeLiEvE and u can work wonder... dun 4gt all da sweat and hard work we all been tru... dis is one bond dat we should never break. ppl might be unhappy with how da posting went... think bout dis... do u noe as much as da teachers know... are u wiser den dem...?¿... i think not... so da teachers surly had reasons 4 doin wad dey did... postings are nt a test of capability, but more of a 'format' teachers have to follow to make a 'better' batch... one capable guy may nt be able to handle stress... if dats da case how can u give him high responsibility? now about ncc... yeah we are also takin over soon... don worry too much... let dings flow... yesh i want a good post n i fear dat da fact dat i m a councillor may weight me down... but i will neber give up one of my cca 4 da other... it is nt fair.... so ppl in ncc readin dis.... dun worry... believe in tis world dare is a nid, 4 pple to lead da rest to rise above the 'average' life, by giving off deir best tis is ur dae a world to win accept the chellenge of your goals and in yourself: BELIEVE >>
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08,August,2004
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C Colorful H Honest I Insane N Naughty H Handsome U Unnatural A Adventurous Name / Username: urlLink Name Acronym Generator From urlLink Go-Quiz.com For people whu knows me, dey would noe dat i wont update much, but once i start to write... it would be a long long one. HAHAZ Well the dae b4 yeasterdae wad our school NDP... had a parade... n of coz i m in. hahaz. quite good lah, but not da best ever. NCC did pretty well i think. but will be better nx year of coz. dat morning when i went to school (early to polish my boots), i went in to class 3/2 and had a plesent surprise. waikit, weihao, zheng rong and raymond told me something about ncc. which i hope would be true. but got a bit weird la... coz choice for nyaa n QM a bit off i think. den dat dae u also realised dat logistic is under QM... i always thought that QM is one post, logistic is another... hmmm dumb dumb me, hope wad i heard will be true. i will do my best! Den... now more towards the student council side of me. yesterdae had a carnival ay yuanching s.s. Jurong sec had 2 stalls managed by our very own sec2 councillors, which i m proud to say that i m their coordinatoR! toether with qingyan of coz. The carnival went quite well. our sec2s performed up to our expectation. was a very major event thus qyan n i had a hard time choosing the in charge. well can sae dat we did a correct choice. good job izzat n yanli.a few pple also performed v.well though they aint da ic. pple like siti, victor did pretty well. could see da unity but had a lack of organization. JiaYou Well.... so happy for them for doing a good job. and thanks to all the seniors and juniors of juring secondary school councillor or not for taking time off to view the stall. all the profit will go in to the school's needy student fund. thank you the principals, mstang mrhoe and msho. thankyou Well good job everyone.... and strive... keep it up! Now a days so busy... got JURONG CARNIVAL got LEADERSHIP wksp... gt INDUCTION camp... ai ya... busy... but i like. i m a idiot... i like to be busy....... love my job....!:! Now gtg le... if nt dis post will nv end.... btw my left eyelid keep flapping. since yesterdae. wonder if it is good or bad, for those going tml's outing, see ya dare... if not CHIAWS Proud coordinator of the secondary 2 councillors! ZhenHua
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02,August,2004
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something is bordering me... it is well... something. i have been trying to get that done for a long long long long long long time le... but i just cant get down to it... not that i wanna push the fault but pple are also dragging. i just cant get down to it.... other things are more interesting to me now. also, i have taken over lao... gt quite a lot of things to do... my job is everyday... thus well i m filled everyday, but no worry i luv wad i am doing... but i love this job too much that maybe i m putting down the other important part in my schooling life... i dont want this to happen... but i just cant click with some of the pple inside. maybe i m expecting too much from them. :( sad :( another thing... well... i cant concentrate in my studies too, of coz i wanna do well, whu dun wanna.but i reallie need to learn how to sit down and read n study. when i study... i cant even last for more then 30 minutes... whats wrong with me, was thinking... one pple in da sec2s lost something important. some of them also lost something even more important. the guy whu lost wad he did in da scrm was sad... but what he did not know is dat i m even more heartbroken... did he didi that bcoz i dint do my job well? if i were to punish him... n i supposed to punish myself 1st? some of da ppl also lost a v.impt thing... committment.. hope dose pple will see dis n rmb the commitment they put in when dey just entered... where's the will to excel..... wheres the want to be THE BEST always ready ever willing
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01,August,2004
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Farewell party just ended... but i don feel sad at all.... it felt happie.... tis is our 2nd project since 22nd Sc became office bearers... but to be trueful... is wasent really a job well done. i cant sae dat it is nt gd, 4 da simple fact dat i can nv know if i can do better den dem. but i think tis is far from our best. it was so last minute... things kept changing and problems were nt well thought out. i cant sae dat it is welfare's fault, but it is more of a 22ndsc's fault. lets work together n make sure dis dun happen again eh Well... to the secondary 4 councillors, thank you 4 everything. yr effort in teaching us wadeva u know. the caring heart u devoted to us, the lessons u guys taught in camps, in events and as a friend will stay with us till ever n ever. sorry 4 all da mistakes we've made, sorry 4 da sad sad nights we made u guys wonder if we are going to survive... lets me tell all this... we will survive, we will nt only survive, we will excel and be da best in JSS. it is nt all sae n no do, it is more of a trust we have in each other and in each committee dat we CAN do it. WE CAN So 22nd sc, strive... dun stop here. never stop in fact... continue to break limits and show to da WORLD dat... 226's da best SmiLes ZhenHua
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28,July,2004
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I've wasted a good amount of time indulging in an internet quiz addiction tonight, but at least I did a decent amount of packing Sunday. And yesterday I took care of a lot of phone calls and getting a new cell phone and stuff like that. On Dan's suggestion I called the theatre to see if anyone might want to make a few bucks helping me unload my truck on Sunday. Luckily, I was able to talk to a 2003 Journeyman who's up for the challenge (YAY!). That's really a good thing for me, because I was going to have to take off work early on Monday to meet the movers who were going to seriously overcharge me (2 hour minimum!) for what would really boil down to 15 minutes' work. I also called the electric company to get the utilities up and running in my name. I think I've almost gotten everything done that I need to. I still have to clean out my car and pack up my clothes in my room. I think I might be able to pull that off tomorrow night. I hope so, because we're supposed to go out to dinner on Friday. I am going into work late tomorrow so I can go film a demo commercial in the morning. That should be fun, I hope. And if the demo is approved, I'll have an excuse to come back into town and shoot more commercials.
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27,July,2004
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Well, it's common knowledge at this point that Krystof and I hit the rocks a few months ago, and have been teetering on the edge of divorce ever since. In all the turmoil, I've been forced to look at what I actually want in a partner. I think I may have figured it out. I want the guy who shows up uninvited and unannounced to cheer me up when I'm having a bad day. I want the guy who plans out the details of a surprise trip for my birthday or just because. I want the guy who calls to see if I got to my destination safe and sound. I want the guy who never thought of making stained glass but thinks it sounds cool and would give it a shot to see if it might be fun; I want the guy who thinks it is, even just because it means he gets to spend time with me. I want the guy who takes surfing lessons with me even though he's embarassed as hell. I want the guy who tries the new restaraunt. I want the guy who wakes up and thinks, 'How can I make Jackie happy today?' I want the guy who hands me the remote and puts his head in my lap on the couch. I want the guy who reads the labels and says, 'Oh, it's got gelatin in it... let's try another brand.' I want the guy who loves the way I laugh. I want the guy who loves his family and wants one of his own. I want the guy who never forgets his family's birthdays. I want the guy who not only has patience with kids but has fun with them too. I want the guy who helps me cook up hare-brained ideas about owning my own restaraunt. I want the guy whose dreams happen to coincide with mine. I want the guy who puts his arm around my shoulder when I start to cry over the sappy movie he agreed to see with me. I want the guy who reads and inspires me to read. I want the guy who picks up a bouquet for me at the grocery store. I want the guy who reminds me to change my oil. I want the guy who squirts me with the hose when we're washing cars together. I want the guy who lays down in the middle of the park to look at the sky and cuddle. I want the guy who thinks art exhibits are a great date idea. I want the guy who takes me to the beach on a whim, even at night. I want the guy who cares about how other people feel, but doesn't give a damn what they think. I want the guy who buys his friends the best (not the most expensive, but the best) Christmas gifts. I want the guy who pulls over to see the 'The World's Biggest Peanut.' I want the guy who is more concerned about my meal than the waiter's convenience. I want the guy who drives across town in the middle of the night because he just had to see me. I want the guy who's enthusiastic about my suggestions. I want the guy who brags about me. I want the guy who defends me. I want the guy who thinks time and freedom are worth more than money. I want the guy who never stops learning. I want the guy who takes me to glam rock concerts and actually thinks they rock. Thing is, 'the guy' isn't whipped or obsessed or anything like that. It's a two-way street. I'd be 'the girl' who wakes up every morning wondering how I could make him happy. I'd be just as willing to try new things as I would want him to be. That, to me, is the point of a relationship. It's funny that despite all the changes that have come over me in recent months, I still want the same thing I always did. It's just that now I know how important it is to stick to my guns and get it. There was one day a few weeks ago when I saw this really old couple standing at a bus stop. He had one arm around her and the other holding her hand. That is what I want. I want to be 80 years old and still snuggling. I want my adult children to whine, 'Aw, get a room!'
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26,July,2004
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I am a music snob. The music that I listen to and 'discover' is SOOO much better than any other music on the planet. Now that that's taken care of :), this next link should show you some of the crap that caused me to quit listening to the radio: urlLink By clicking this link you agree that Nickelback is the worst band ever. Please listen to it, as this 'musical incest sounds better than anything Nickelback will ever actually write.' -Nintendorks
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21,July,2004
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Coworker making me very angry right now...being stupid and making it out to be my fault... Let me ask you this: If someone calls your office with a matter that needs immediate attention (and that you can fix quickly), do you fix the problem immediately or do you inform your coworker that there is a problem and that you are going to fix it? My preference is to fix the problem so that when you DO tell coworker(s) about it, not only are you informing of a problem, but you're informing them that there's already a solution in place. For example, what sentence would you rather hear? 'AAAAAAAHHHHHHH, THE BUILDING'S ON FIRE!!!!' or 'AAAAAAAHHHHHHH, THE BUILDING'S ON FIRE AND THE FIRE DEPARTMENT HAS BEEN CALLED...PLEASE FOLLOW ME TO THE STAIRWELL!!!!' You decide. OH, by the way, the coworker wanted me to tell them about the problem because they 'didn't know what was going on and didn't want to sound dumb on the phone.' Shoot me, please.
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20,July,2004
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It was rather choppy, not the best motion picture quality. Too bad, too, for those Panasonic screens are pretty sweet! I think the crappy video quality has something to do with the teleconference stiff that we have to blow the signal through on its way to the monitor...it's not just a straight RGB from notebook to monitor. Phooey, there goes my idea of a HUUUGE PC monitor on the weekends for EQ, hahaha!
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17,July,2004
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I'm in the executive conference room right now, testing the resolution of one of our spiffy new plasma screens. I like what the teleconference images look like, but we've yet to hook up a PC to the other display (hahah, we have twin 42' plasmas on the wall in here, pretty swanky if you ask me). As far as I know, this is the first time this has been done. In order to test the image quality with moving RGB images, I have decided to show BMWFilms' series...hope it turns out okay!
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17,July,2004
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When I started this blog, I wasn't altogether sure of how much time would need to be spent on it. I'm now in that stage of 'new thing' where my energy to continue it is waning, and I'm finding other things that need my time in a more pressing way. Josh's computer is officially back to life. I brought it home to my workshop last night, and spent some much-needed time with it. I don't know what sort of virus that poor guy had in there, but it's gone now. I think he's the only person with a Compaq from 1998 that has Windows XP Pro, hehee. Quite the upgrade from Win98SE, dont'cha think? I also set him up with FireFox and ZoneAlarm, as well as a free antivirus program whose name escapes me at the moment. He won't know how to run the antivirus, but he'll learn :) Oh, and if you're ever in a hurry to lose $400, take your car to Midas. I got kicked square in the pants last night when getting a new exhaust for one of our 'fleet' just because Ford decided to put this crappy braided steel section in their exhaust. I left the parking lot with a quiet vehicle once again, but feeling rather used. Wait until their computer breaks, then I'll be the one using MY knowledge to take THEIR paychecks away!! All your computers are belong to us. Question: Do you ever feel like your lack of knowledge/training in a certain area puts you at a severe disadvantage? For example, my lack of knowledge about automotives made it impossible for me to know whether or not I was being hosed. What did you do about this?
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17,July,2004
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I have just been reminded as to why I like naps so much...slept for three hours or so. The amount of coffee that I drink during the week makes my weekends without coffee very logy.
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16,July,2004
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This completes the circle, I have now blogged from every computer I have access to. Rejoice. I'm hungry, but not the sort of hungry that you can eat on, you know? It's the empty pit feeling that's almost painful, but also rather close to the nausea end of the spectrum. I suppose I COULD eat, would give me a chance not to do some housework :)
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16,July,2004
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So I'm laying in bed, it's 10:30 AM here, and my mouth tastes as if some small creature of the night crawled in there and used it as a latrine. Yes, I drank one 40-ounce too many last evening. Ow, my head...it hurts to clear my throat for some reason. The funny part is that I am so comfortable, I can't even bring myself to turn the channel from 'Book TV' on C-SPAN2. Bernard Lewis (who holds something like 105 honorary doctorates from around the world) is on there talking about racial inequality. I SAY 'talking', but the guy is about three hundred years old, and has a British accent...so it's more like a long mumble with long vowels. It's almost like his lips are trying not to let him say what he's trying to say, like he's fighting them to get his words past. As for his teeth, I've mentioned that he's British. I can't see them, but I bet they're horrible. SHE is off to Bangor today, her friend is having a baby shower, and by divine intervention alone I was not made to go with her. I can not picture a worse way to spend a leisurely Saturday than driving two hours north (with Anne offering constructive criticizm about my driving the ENTIRE WAY), having to go to Burlington Coat Factory for a present (I hate shopping), then going to this 'shower' and watching some twit I've never met get presents for her yet-to-be-born offspring. Then drive home-more constructive criticizm, I'd be getting snippy by this point, so I'm sure I wouldn't take her suggestions for the helpful things they normally are, we'd get in a fight, and I'd end up walking home from Gardiner (an hour north of me by car, you can imagine how quickly flip-flops would get me home). Wireless internet: get it. Now. Even if you're a gamer, and some blowhard has managed to convince you that 'you get better speed, faster response, etc.' on a wired network. I say this because at this very moment, I am no longer on my bed watching C-SPAN, but am in the bathroom. See? You didn't even notice that I had moved. Wireless internet rules, but when combined with a notebook computer, it's quite possibly Wonder-Of-The-World material. Ok, gotta focus on what I'm attempting to do...Budweiser wants out.
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16,July,2004
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I just showed HER my blog and she doesn't understand it at all...made a funny face, said 'I'm waiting for my girfriend to bring me sandwiches' in one of those singsongy voices. Then she asked me how many people I thought would look at my site. I didn't want to let her win, so I responded with 'lots'. I lied. On an unrelated note, I believe that beer is one of God's miracles (especially when it comes in 40-ounce quantities with a budweiser label on it).
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16,July,2004
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Well, I'm waiting for HER to arrive to pick me up (her pile of poo car sounds less like a Mercury and more like a Harley-Davidson these days), and I thought it might be smart to try FireFox out as an alternative to IE6. For the record, this browser looks great, installed easily, and imported all of my bookmarks/prefs from IE6 without a hiccup. I can now recommend this product wholeheartedly. Now let's see how www.collegehumor.com looks!
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3,944,120 |
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Aquarius
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16,July,2004
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Anne (my girlfriend) just brought me a sandwich for lunch...I really enjoy sandwiches :)
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Aquarius
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16,July,2004
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I would like to go on record in favor of a PC user's license. Some people, you must be aware, have NO business owning a computer, much less one that functions. Maybe you and I are different than they are, maybe we spent our time playing video games as a child not just in awe of the flashing lights, but also thinking about how the thing worked. Maybe we thought that video games were much like personal computers (when they finally went mainstream). Maybe we drew parallels that make computer use easy for us that they somehow did not draw. Maybe they're dumb. I'm not kidding, if I have to reinstall the OS of some dumbass friend of mine ONE MORE TIME...Seriously, people! Get an antivirus program! Use it (this may mean spending a little more than the BARE MINIMUM when buying the PC, because more memory might be necessary for your eMachine to run more than one program at a time without exploding)! And I'm done :)
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Aquarius
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16,July,2004
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Let me preface this by satating that I am NOT a journal sort of guy. I have no intention of gleaning life-altering wisdom from this, or selling it as a sort of 'middle-to-late-twenties-coming-of-age-journey-blah-blah-blah'. I will tell you that this will give me something to do on the off- (good) chance that there is nothing going on in the office at the moment. I will tell you that this will also contain some strong language at some points, but not as a rule. There's nothing like a good f-bomb every now and then to illustrate the height of the writer's emotion...consider yourself warned. Everquest is down at the moment, with the third patch in three days. Out of a possible 72 hours of play time, they've been patching for 7 of them. Bastards.
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30,June,2004
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right now i feel like im gonna SCREAM!!! and i have no idea why or how i came to feel this way.. but i am extremely close to just getting up and leaving my house and just taking a very long walk... possibly to south hill.. or penn yan.. i just dont feel like beaing at my house right now.. and i dont wanna come back.. and i cant stop shaking and its freaking me out.. i just feel super pissed off..for no reason..and i wanna just get out of this place!!! i havent had ANYTHING today.... no sugar, no caffeine... nothing and im gonna try to stay in my house before i go and do sumthing very stupid... mood: AHHHHHHHH!!!!! music: the crazy voices inside my head telling me to leave!!
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29,June,2004
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yea..today was very slow, but it wasnt too dull... i woke up and slumped around the house for a while, then i called heather and we were talkin about nothing (being the random ADD victims that we are) lol, and we somehow got on the subject of what the 'nickelodeon slime' was made out of..and she said it was pudding?..anyway i havent had pudding before so i went to her house and we made pudding..and we were eating it..and got bored...and then she said it looked like a frog..............riiight...anyway, ignoring heather's issues, (just kiddin bud!) we saw the domino's guy pull up in the parking lot right below her balcony..so we obviously tried to cover his car in pudding..but we didnt really have much luck, so we covered the walls in pudding instead, and then we stuck paper to them. as u can tell...me and heather have problems..but thats alright b/c with our constant rambling about random subject, we never have a dull moment! u remind me of the babe....what babe? the babe with the power....what power? the power of voodoo....who do? you do....do what? remind me of the babe! mood: completely stupid (and random!) music: weezer-the sweater song
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Libra
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28,June,2004
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I HAVE SERIOUS THRILL ISSUES! heh heh heh heh...im soo hyper right now and very tired (once again) because i got up at 6 am this mornin to go to darien lake and i just got back at 10! but it was fun becuase i did the bungee freefall thing with marcy and this really cute guy ;-) and i rode the superman 4 times....and it broke down cuz somebody dropped a camera into the chain! and the guy in front of me in line looked EXACTLY like jesus! (no shit)and it was really funny but since i am really delirious right now, thats all im gonna post..so g'night to all mood: spaced out music: in the shadows-(all thanks to tuck!)
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27,June,2004
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wow... it is early in the morning..(for me) and im feelin emo, lol, so bear with me.. over the past 3 or 4 days I've been to numerous parties, slept over at numerous houses..(with barely any sleep) and completely abused caffeine substances till they no longer work for me...and yet i continue to go to bonfires and parties..why?..Because its summer and i promised myself that i would have a fun time ---promise..broken--- right now im feeling extremely depressed..(but nothing sum music wont help me fix) and listening to muse, and basically anything that will just make me zone out so i dont have to think about shit. i finally realized a few nights ago at a friends' house...that nobody really knows me at all..they only know what they see..and what they interpret from my actions..but nobody watches all the time..and nobody can see my all the time..and they only know maybe 1/10 of the real me...and i think that is what im so stressed about...but im trying to fix that..and so far, not much luck, except ive made a few new friends on the way, and i feel that they will (hopefully) stick by me for a while. music:AFI-silver and cold mood:'frozen in time'
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26,June,2004
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howdy to all!.. ok..today i actually have to get off my lazy ass and do sumthing... a-find sum money b-try to find a way to get to ranks and get strawberry milk and jolt for danilelle...::dont ask:: c-uh..i forgot what 'c' was supposed to be...but ill just say that its to find a ride to 'dylan's' house. im feeling kinda hyper today....and im listening to one of my favorite bands in the whole wide world!..DAFT PUNK!..and if u have never heard them...u definately need to stop what u r doing right now and go listen to them on launch.com or albinoblacksheep.com or sumthing! one of the greatest songs from them-'around the world'..and 'work it'! yea so better get a start on those 'goals' that i hafta do...(cuz everyone knows how lazy i am!) --off to find $!--
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31,July,2004
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friday, feburary 23, the year 2034 at 9:00 pm at tom wahl's BE THERE or prepare to feel my wrath. today i have been not as lazy as i thought i would be. i went to heathers to watch the butterfly effect for about 2 hours.... (and i didnt even get to see the ending!!) and then her mom gave me a ride home....scary scary-lol and then i sat around the house randomly watching tv and making more brownies.. oh yea .. i actually cleaned up my downstairs living room (obviously for 'sucking-up' purposes) mood: crazy music: DADA- blue girl
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30,July,2004
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this or that? music or books: music family or love: love im's or calls or talking in person: IM's news or music videos: music videos MTV or Fuse: fuse VH1 or MTV2: mtv2 writing or drawing: drawing talking or listening: listening shy or loud: shy long life or long love: long life cats or dogs: dogs rap or rock: rock sleep or awake: awake close or far: close Bands: this or that yellowcard or bright eyes: yellowcard something corporate or lostprophets: something corporate blink 182 or green day: green day rancid or suicide machines: suicide machines rufio or thrice: thrice senses fail or story of the year: story of the year the early november or the starting line: the starting line brand new or taking back sunday: taking back sunday new found glory or good charlotte: NFG mxpx or allister: mxpx mest or matchbook romance: matchbook romance fall out boy or dynamite boy: fallout boy the used or the ataris: ataris! simple plan or gob: simple plan motion city soundtrack or sugarcult: sugarcult dropkick murpheys or flogging molly: dropkick murphys in guys (or girls) blue eyes or brown eyes: blue eyes brown hair or blonde hair: dont matter short hair or long hair: short smile or frown: smile intelligence or popularity: intelligence rap or rock: rock great smile or pretty eyes: a smile can brighten anyone's day tall or short: taller than me obviously school sports or just sports: just sports fat or skinny or average: average outgoing or shy: outgoing writes or talks: talks anything sky or grass: grass full or empty: full blank or too full: blank days or months: days concerts or plays: concerts coffee or cappichino: coffee vanilla or chocolate: chocolate 7 or 13: 13 livejournal or insanejournal: insanejournal? now or the future: now past or future: past trees or flowers: trees roses or carnations: carnations dont have thorns cars or trucks: cars stars or stripes: stars pen or pencil: pencil marker or colored pencils: colored pencil..for texture seeing or hearing: seeing smiling or grinning: smiling dancing or singing: dancing ice cream or candy: ice cream roller coasters or water rides: roller coasters guitar or bass: guitar drums or bass: drums drums or guitar: guitar love or hate: love radio or cds: radio sci- fi or comedy: comedy home or somwhere else: somewhere else romance or horror: horror boxes or cartons: boxes blankets or pillows: pillows garbage or keepsakes: keepsakes bracelets or necklaces: bracelets earrings or rings: rings bath or shower: shower keeping thoughts in head or sharing them: sharing them tv or radio: radio tv or computer: computer choir or band: band smoking or drinking: drinking beer or wine: beer strawberry or blue berry: blueberry blinking or eyes wide open: eyes wide open forgetting memories or preserving them: preserving them halloween or easter: halloween christmas or birthday: birthday memorial day or labor day: memorial day hometown band or far out band: hoetown band violin or keyboard: keyboard left out or left behind: left behind you move or best friend moves: best friend moves town or country: country sitting or standing: sitting loving or learning: loving urlLink that or this brought to you by urlLink BZOINK! urlLink Get paid to take surveys!
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30,July,2004
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Boys: secure Girls: best buds Friends: the greatest Love: best feelin in the world Farm Noises: moo? People Having Sex: kinky Bouncy Balls: boingy boingy Someone Lying to Your Face: ::slap:: Getting Dumped by Someone Ugly: oh no u didnt Family: fucked up..but wouldnt trade 'em A Person Who You Didn't Really Like, But Who Commited Suicide: damn that still sucks A Dare to Make Out with Someone Ugly: YOU make out with him! Milk: does a body good! Your Best Friend Liking the Same Person: i love competition Shaving Your Legs, and Cutting Yourself: shows im still livin The First Song You and Your Ex Danced To: some song by nickelback i think A Dog Humping You: i stay within my own species thanks Someone Talking Behind Your Back, Who You Don't Even Know: u talk shit... i bitch slap ya A Scar From Cutting: ...no comment The Circus: kinda boring Touching The Face of the Person You Love: awww Laying Under The Stars.. By Yourself: calming Writing in a Notebook: expressing my feeling best Someone Telling You to Your Face, That It Was Over: it sucks..but its admirable Your Fish Dying: toilet heaven for nemo Your Favorite Shoes, Getting Ripped: :'( tear Dancing With Your Crush, Before They Know You Like Them: at least it isnt a 'pity favor' Hearing Your Favorite Song: SHUT UP..GOTTA LISTEN! Seeing Your Favorite Movie: SHUT UP..GOTTA WATCH! Talking to a Really Hott Teacher: is there extra credit? Getting Your Driver's Permit: hell yea..speed demon! Hugging Your Mom After a Fight: that'll never happen Telling Someone, You Love Them, Without Meaning It: i'd never do that Hearing That a Friend Died: here comes the suicidal thoughts... Hearing That This Quiz is Over: already? urlLink What emotion comes to mind, when you hear.. brought to you by urlLink BZOINK! urlLink Get paid to take surveys!
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Libra
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30,July,2004
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friday!!!....isnt that supposed to mean that there will be excitement today? oh well.. i guess my excitement was delayed cuz i am still bored. i did get up and go to get groceries with my mom (well i was kinda forced to, or else i wouldnt have been able to go to seabreeze or the warped tour!) --short entry-- mood: devious music: DADA- blue girl
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Libra
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29,July,2004
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mood: cant complain music: THE CLASH-english civil war alright, time for an actual entry.... today was alright.. not one of the best days but it was ok. everywhere i look people are having relationship problems and this is one of those times where i am thankful to be single! so far i am still lookin for someone to take to the warped tour...sorry paul :-( again..im wide awake..and barely anyone is online.. but thats alright becuase lately i have been able to be entertained.. i recently found my songs that i wrote last year, and i have been workin on a tune for them... (even tho im not having much luck) o well.. its still a work in progress
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3,755,025 |
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Libra
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29,July,2004
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Randomness! what would you rather be? corn or beef?: corn jelly or peanut butter: peanut butter coke or pepsi?: pepsi PS2 or a DVD player?: ps2 the ruler of antarctica or the ruler of the island tom hanks got stuck on?: the island a childs toy, or a sex toy?: sex toy? water coulour paints or acrylics?: acrylics a toothbrush or mouthwash?: toothbrush a tissue or a nose hair trimmer?: tissue infinately awake or infinately paralized: awake a cup or the drink?: the drink without friends or without money?: without money britney spears or dee snider?: whats the difference?? lol a can of tuna or a q tip?: radio urlLink random either or brought to you by urlLink BZOINK!
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29,July,2004
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True or False TRUE is BLUE. FALSE is RED. 01. I have never kissed someone of the same sex. 02. I see a therapist. 03. I'm the youngest child. 04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness. 05. I love my gauged earrings. 06. I wear black eyeliner every day. 07. I am extremely influenced by kindness. 08. I love to write, even though I think I suck at it. 09. I can't live without lipgloss. 10. I’m probably emotionally scarred. 11. I lived in Tahoe. 12. I spend money I have. 13. I'll be in college for over 4 years. 14. I love designer handbags. 15. I’ve had a concussion before. 16. I’m not good with confrontation. 17. I loved the Backstreet Boys 18. I have more than a couple horrible memories. 19. I'm addicted to Degrassi. 20. I’m spiritual… but not religious. 21. My first kiss was unexpected. 22. I start school on Jan 4th or 5th. 23. I love taking pictures. 24. I hate girls who are fake. 25. I can be mean when I want to. 26. When I allow myself to get close to people, I get very attached. 27. I am bisexual. 28. I have way too many pairs of shoes. 29. I've seen She’s All That at least 50 times. 30. I dress how I feel that day. 31. I love Charmed. 32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason. 33. I hate when people are ridiculously late. 34. I procrastinate. 35. Winter is my favorite season. 36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser. 37. I love to sleep. 38. I wish I was smarter. 39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay. 40. I have a lot drama 41. No one really knows me. 42. I love my hair. 43. I sometimes fight with my parents. 44. I am passionate about my interests. 45. I have had the chicken pox. 46. I’m a hopeless romantic. 47. I feel empty sometimes. 48. I am/was most likely clinically depressed at a point in my life. 49. I am addicted to coffee. 50. I am very outgoing. 51. Christmas is my favorite holiday. 52. I CAN BE VERY INSECURE. 53. I don't notice it, but I'm told I'm very softspoken. 54. I hate ignorant people. 55. I love my laptop. 56. I love guys that play the guitar. 57. I state the obvious. 58. I'm a happy person. 59. I’m extremely mellow. 60. I contemplate suicide. 61. I hate cleaning my room. 62. I tend to get jealous. 63. I like to play video games. 64. I love John Mayer. 65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person. 66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef. 67. I don't like to study for tests. 68. I am too forgiving. 70. I have a good sense of direction. 71. I love school. 72. I’ve played a musical instrument for more than 4 years. 73. I tend to feel inadequate. 74. I love kisses on the forehead. 75. I love the color blue. 76. I don't sew. 77. I am not addicted to drugs. 78. I wear contacts. 79. PRESIDENT BUSH IS A COMPLETE AND UTTER MORON. 80. I become stressed easily. 81. I don't take criticism well. At all. 82. Conformity is stupid. 83. Chris Carrabba is one of the sexiest men alive. 84. So is Conor from Bright Eyes. (never seen him) 85. I love my family. 86. I don't mind getting shots. 87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things. 88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums. 89. I can be too hard on myself. 90. I’m probably going to have premarital sex. 91. I don’t like my nose. 92. I am very religious. 93. I still act like a little kid. 94. I am ridiculously indecisive. 95. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife. 96. I love music. 97. I’m in love.?? 98. I have problems letting go of people. 99. I tend to think with my heart more than my head. 100. I don’t really like ice cream.
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29,July,2004
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Either Or ... sneakers or sandals?: sneakers loud or quiet?: LOUD soft or rough?: rough boys or girls?: boys cats or dogs?: dogs jeans or sweats?: jeans tv or computer?: computer punk or prep?: punk goth or anti-label?: anti-label pepsi or coke?: pepsi market basket or stop & shop?: stop & shop the simpsons or family guy?: ouch...thats a tough one shower or bath?: shower rain or sunshine?: sunshine summer or winter?: summer school or summer break?: summer break cold or hot?: hot chocolate or vanilla?: chocolate thong or granny panties?: thong boxers or briefs?: boxers kiss or hug?: kiss pool or ocean?: pool dolfins or sharks?: dolphins cake or pie?: cake make love or have sex?: make sex and have love dead or alive?: dead love or lust?: love prude or whore?: wouldnt wanna be a whore... rock or pop?: rock rap or r&b?: rap classical or country?: country water or milk?: milk does a body good bruises or cuts?: cuts happy or sad?: happy lie or truth?: truth silence or music?: music marilyn manson or mandy moore?: marilyn manson lick or suck?: lick oral sex or sex?: uhhh contacts or glasses?: i have neither radio or cd?: cd knives or razors?: knives monday or friday?: friday plane or train?: plane hyper or tired?: hyper pleasure or pain?: pleasure fast dance or slow dance?: fast dance rave or tea party?: rave fantasy or realistic?: fantasy horror or romance (movies)?: horror action or drama (movies)?: action phone or instant messanger?: IM pencil or pen?: pen college or high school?: high school pizza or pasta?: pizza seafood or meat?: meat this or that?: that hard candy or soft candy?: hard sour or sweet?: sweet blind or deaf?: deaf up or down?: up walk or sprint?: walk yes or no?: no? fast or slow?: fast rollercoaster or merry-go-round?: rollercoaster hello or goodbye?: hello big or small?: big skaters or thugs?: skaters cinnamin or mint?: cinnamin mom or dad?: dad silver or gold?: silver yes or no?: didnt i already answer that fat or skinny?: skinny nike or adidas?: adidas soda or pop?: soda tall or short?: SHORT friends or eniemies?: friends with tounge or without (kiss)?: without chevy or ford?: chevy sing or scream?: scream guitar or drums?: drums skimpy or covering (clothes)?: covering..but skimpy is fun sumtimes waterbed or springy matteress?: waterbed!!! health or wealth?: health left or right?: right ass or boobs?: ass moan or silent?: moan whips or chains?: whips ;-) urlLink This Or That ... brought to you by urlLink BZOINK!
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29,July,2004
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Today... Could've been better. That's all I have to say, I tried to dye my hair and get it the way I wanted.. But it didn't do barely anything at all. I also wanted to make brownies again today.. But there were no more. On the bright side-I did find my old songs that I wrote.. And I actually put forth some initiative to figure out the tune for them. mood: awake (amazingly) music: THE CLASH-london calling
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28,July,2004
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alright...today i woke up....and thats it. okay, no big achievments there, but i did manage to stay awake at least! im partly excited because today is the last day that my hair is my normal hair color.. and then after that it will be....different..and you will just have to see it for urself.. not really anything too different.. but it will deffinately be darker. im quite bored right now and i want to go somewhere.. but if i snuck out the only place i could go would be to heather's house.. and she would get in trouble.. so i guess im stuck at home... oh joy. and once again im wide awake and im bored and not really depressed...but somewhat down. mood: stagnant music: silver and cold-AFI damnit i wish i could put smileys in here...... :-/ also i have a new sn...if u care enough and if u want it..im the one i have now
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28,July,2004
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again...running on empty--the cause?--> heather's house! lol, dont get me wrong... everytime i go there we have mad fun.. but again.. an all-nighter..included with sneakin out and runnin in the middle of main street in the pouring rain (and dodging cops as they patrol the area for curfew breakers!) so very very sneaky! all i have had today to eat, included mass amounts of sugar.. and that is not good when you havent had sleep because you get depressed - and i guess that means i have had a little bit too much sugar. right now i feel a) alone b) tired c) scattered and obviously depressed. but since its late at night i guess i'll just have to sit in my room and have a trillion thoughts rush through my head.. (thinkin sucks) o well..what doesnt kill me will make me stronger...
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25,July,2004
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im still having second thoughts about the party that i might have... because if people are going to be spending the night.. and im going to invite my friends... alot of my friends dont get along with my other friends... and that it the worst position to be in. nobody should ever have to choose sides between friends... its horrible. that is why im thinking of just cancelling the party even before it has a set date.. i just cant figure out what to do... i cant just say 'ok sorry -name-, you cant come to my party cuz certain people dont like you!' i kno that if someone told me that i wouldnt like it very much. mood: stuck in the middle music:fiona apple-criminal
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Libra
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23,July,2004
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cant think of a title for this entry, because i cant really think at all.... and lately i have been feeling not exactly depressed.. but definately not myself. its really confusing. ever since i came back from vacation it felt as if everything had changed.. i havent talked to the people that i once spent hours with on the phone... i havent really hung out with any of my friends since i came back.... its kinda like my luck is all gone... and i feel that nobody understands. all i really wanna do right now is talk to some of my closest friends...(and have them get along) but everytime i call them or try to get ahold of them.. i have no luck... so i guess im just supposed to sit here in my boring house..and wait for something to happen because everytime i try to make plans.. nobody is there... and im all by my lonesome... once again... which i guess isnt that bad... ive gotten used to it over the years... mood: empty..and alone music: fever for the flava-hot action cop & sweetness-jimmy eat world
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20,July,2004
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today was fun...i was in my pjs still.... and i slept till noon (or around then.) only because i stayed up until 6am..the i had to get off cuz my step-dad was waking up. and right now i am EXTREMELY and utterly bored.... so i am watching fuse (which is the greatest station in the world-might i add!) and i am talkin to select few people online.. (meaning heather and mike) :-P so since i cant think of anything else to say.. ill just leave you to have fun and read the rest of my journal..since nobody really reads it anyone.
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Libra
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19,July,2004
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you bored?: yup Name?: shortshit Age?: 15 DOB?: 9-29-88 Fav color?: pink movie?: save the last dance song?: either 'volcano-damien rice' or 'not like the other girls-rasmus' Band?: the rasmus and green day food?: mostly anythin but seafood whos your fav person?: gotta say sausage would you spend your life with them if you could?: maybe would you do anything for that person?: uhmm...maybe not anything lol do you think your in love with that person?: i gotta love him..but not in love with him hahaha... what song would you sing to that person?: 'im my life' - the rasmus would you really embarrass your self for them?: i do that anyways haha suicide good or bad?: bad money?: i have none poetry?: i write sum do you like jokes?: i have a great sense of humor are you a joke?: i am a joker* at sum time..but not a joke do you think your ugly?: no do you love being ugly?: im not ugly do you love yourself?: im deffinatly not self absorbed! you like drugs?: no smoke?: no drink?: uh..no comment? rock on party hard or peace & love?: HELL YEAH!!! urlLink death by self & love brought to you by urlLink BZOINK!
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18,July,2004
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Bands Vs Bands Pick the best, dir dir Nirvana or Blind Melon: blind melon Bad Religion or Dead Kennedys: bad religion AFI or Story of the year: ouch..i love both Pennywise or Bad Religion: bad religion Sex pistols or The Clash: CLASH Strokes or Vines: vines Slipknot or hatebreed: hatebreed Disturbed or KoRn: disturbed Van Halen or Led Zeppelin: ZEPPELIN! Alice in Chains or Pearl Jam: pearl jam Hootie and the Blowfish or Goo goo Dolls: hootie and the blowfish R.E.M or Smashing Pumpkins: uhh...i like both..but prolly R.E.M. The Cure or David Bowie: the cure Guttermouth or NoFx: guttermouth Soundgarden or Audioslave: soundgarden powerman 5000 or Adema: ADMEA BABY NIN or Orgy: orgy 3 doors down or 3 days grace: 3 doors down Sublime or No Doubt: no doubt Wheatus or Distorted penguins: wheatus Good Charlotte or Simple Plan: simple plan Rancid or Pulley: rancid Staind or Filter: staind the distillers or death by stero: the distillers dropkick murphys or transplants: dropkick murphys seether or evenscene: evanesence...but i like a lil seether too cold or coldplay: coldplay Greenday or Blink-182: green day papa roach or drowning pool: drowning pool Metallica or Limp bizkit: metallica a perfect circle or Tool: tool stone sour or godsmack: godsmack The Casualties or The Misfits: the misfits Brand New or Yellowcard: yellowcard The Ramones or The Doors: doors! Millencolin or Tiger Army: tiger army Lagwagon or Less Than Jake: less than jake Maroon 5 or New Found Glory: NFG Anthrax or dimmu borgir: anthrax Ac/Dc or KISS: even tho i have a tongue like gene simmons..im goin with AC/DC lol Journey or Eagles: eagles Something Corporate or Dashboard Confessionals: dashboard confessional all american rejects or alien ant farm: all american rejects urlLink Bands Vs Bands/ brought to you by urlLink BZOINK!
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18,July,2004
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*Write the first thing that you think of when you see the word.* It can be anything: people, items, views, stories, etc. Thunder: clap Pop: rocks Rock: and roll! Sweet: DUDE! Bliss: miss bliss was a bitch Kiss: me Finger: I HAVE 10! Figure: go figure Me: spunky Love: is seen as just a word..but not to me Sex: id think it would be fun...but i wouldnt know :-D Male: willy the one-eyed wonder worm!....jk Amphibian: horny-toed lizard? idk .:Tell the world how you really feel:. What is love?: love is when u dread the moments that u are away from the person u love Can it really be shared?: of course Is sex love?: no...its a pleasure..u dont need to have sex to show love Is it bliss?: sure How does it make you feel to love?: amazing Can it be undone?: i guess... Have you ever felt it?: all the time...just on differnt levels Is love regrettable?: no urlLink .:Love:. brought to you by urlLink BZOINK!
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18,July,2004
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A: acrobat B: basketball C: cool friends of mine D: dork! E: evanescance F: fuck off G: grace! H: howdy! I: i love eveyone and enyone..just depends how much J: just kidding..means nuthing K: kicking is fun..but not me anymore L: luscious lexi! i L-L-L- LOVE YA! M: mooo N: nobody knows the real me O: only cool people are losers.. P: plt! Q: quilt? R: railroad tracks are fun to walk on S: SHORTSHIT! T: tucker fucker! U: umbrellas!...mine was broken :-( V: va-va-va-va-vulnerable! W: walker!!...also known as 'sausage' X: xavier is not a common name Y: 'Y' can mean 'lick my clit' --right lex?? lol Z: zooma ...wtf #: my number? 3965878! haha urlLink Songs A-Z brought to you by urlLink BZOINK!
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18,July,2004
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a n g e r section. do you have a quick temper?: not usually what do you do when you're mad?: flip out hehe what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: broke the garage windows if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: no...i cut my hand ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: no ever psyhically hurt someone when you were mad?: yes do you curse when you're mad?: o yea c r y i n g section. when was the last time you really cried your heart out?: a few days ago ever cried yourself to sleep?: yup ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: no... they usually arent there when i need them ever cried over the opposite sex?: yea...what a waste do you cry when you get an injury?: not usually do certain songs make you cry? which ones.: yes...sum rasmus songs can you make yourself cry?: if i think really hard about sum stuff p a i n section. what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: moving from house to house..and a divorce what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: cut what's the worst thing you've done to somenbody else?: punched them ever had a painful break up?: no what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: sometimes how depressed can you get?: u dont wanna kno do you inflict pain on yourself?: i dont feel the pain h a p p y section. are you normally a happy person?: yes what can make you happy?: my friends do you wish you were happier?: yes..but with my friends..i cant get any happier what makes you the happiest?: being with all my friends and none of them fight is being happy overrated?: of course not what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: well DUH! can music make you happy?: yes l o v e section. how many times have you had your heart broken?: not that many do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: no have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: yes did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: yes ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: yes has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: not even my friends to that :-( ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: no h a t e section. who do you actually hate?: i dont hate anyone anymore..i strongly dislike ever made a hit list?: yes..i still have it have you ever been on a hit list?: not that i know of are you a mean bully?: i hope not do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: no do you hate George Bush?: i change that first hate question...yes i hate george! George Bush is so overrated...: idk bout that...but he sure is a dumbass s e l f - e s t e e m section. is your self-esteem extremely low?: not anymore do you believe in yourself?: yes when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: i dont think i am..but its nice that they think that are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: no ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: i did.. are you happy with who are you?: i am now do you wish you can be someone else?: if i did.. its only for a day urlLink an emotion survey. brought to you by urlLink BZOINK!
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18,July,2004
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do you cry to your music?: yes have promise rings?: no Like the think rimmed black glasses?: yes black hair?: yes dressy shirts?: yes favorite song?: not like the other girls-the rasmus! write sad poems?: yes Have had your heart broken?: yes are you over it yet?: yes do think everyone is out to make your like depressing?: no straight edge?: tough or weak?: tough one or the other... dashboard confessional or thursday?: dashboard confessional single or taken?: single black or white?: im white....but i love 'em both! pink or purple?: now..pink.....purple is old fight with your boyfriend or fight with your best friend?: fights make friends stronger fight with your mom or fight with your dad?: mom...i never fight with my daddy acceptace or rejected?: rejected..but thats fine with me peace or violence?: peace knife or gun?: knife-my friends kno what i mean short hair long hair?: short opposite sex... have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: dont have one would you do anything for them?: if i did.. i prolly might do you love them?: i love 99% of the ppl i know were you friends first?: what do you love most about them?: movies and music... see the butterfly effect?: nope did you like it?: how would i kno did Courtney Love kill Kurt?: deffinately!..shes such a ditz what was he to you?: quiet..but an amazing artist...he was too good for her ever like the grunge?: of course still do?: yea like The GOONIES?: ONE EYED WILLY!!! who is worse, britney or christina?: britney...christina is not a ditz-really have a idol?: yes..but i am a leader...not a follower who is it?: my daddy life sucks, right?.... hate the radio?: i love the radio...and it loves me..sumtimes wear alot of bracelets?: hell yea parents hate your music?: yup think your pointless sometimes?: sumtimes ever think about commiting suicide?: o yea who or what holds you back if so?: my friends feel pressured?: i used to school sucks?: besides the social life..yes wish all the people there would die?: of course not ender.. think life will get better?: life can always get better is music always there?: all the time have friends?: if i didnt.. i wouldnt be here have a family?: yea.. i love the redneck side more tho believe in god..or a higher being?: i guess u could say that believe in the devil?: i do for fun would you give up anything to stay who you are?: yes don't change...life does suck but if you stay who you are,you will be fine: i believe that...but many ppl dont urlLink emo brought to you by urlLink BZOINK!
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18,July,2004
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omg it feels amazing to be back home! i have been so depressed since i left.. even though i usually enjoy being in texas.. it wasnt the same this time.. the whole family is running around and everything is hectic, my cousins marriage is falling apart :-( and i didnt get to see everybody.. but the important thing is that i am home and i am happy now. and i can definately say that i wont be flying for a while... the first plane was cancelled (after sitting 6 hours in the airport) then we had to stay at a hotel in syracuse and leave at 3 am for a 7am flight.. (that was delayed) then we had to go to newark.. where the pilot was missing...which also happened at detroit...except..the whole crew was in baltimore... so we had to wait 3 hours for the crew to get there.. then the pilot got airsick (go figure) and then.. we had to circle the rochester airport because the airforce guard was there and it was closed...(goddamn government)
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12,July,2004
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YAY! its raingin sooo hard at my house..and baker park is completely flooded..again.. and later all im going to do is run around town and jump in puddles! haha.. call me crazy but i dont care.. cuz its fun.. and if u think im weird for it.. then u should try it urself.. its GREAT! yea well i gotta go find a really big puddle! :-D
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10,July,2004
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wow.. i havent posted in a while.. but i think i needed a lil break.. over the last few days.. i noticed that i havent been acting quite like myself.. and now i realize that this summer has helped me re-evaluate who i am. and from now on, im going to stop trying, to be 'myself' because i found out that, to become the true me.. i dont need to try, and i guess that was what i was afriad of.. if my friends would be scared of the 'real' me, since all they have seen, is what i believe to be the true me, but it wasnt. from now on.. im going to show my true colors, wether anyone likes them or not.
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05,July,2004
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over the weekend i went to south hill for camping and a 3 day-long party. also 2 shoeboxes full of fireworks! (anyone can obviously say that i had fun over the weekend!) and i got to see my whole disfuntional family (oo fun...) and i found out my cousin is 6 months pregnant.. and shes.. i think a year and a half younger than me.. (which i think is hilarious.. because me and my dad were betting on what age she would get knocked up..{which is horrible i know..but soo much fun!} and i was closer..i guess 15..my dad guessed 17) and i won about 20 dollars! heh heh heh! but other than the psycho freaks that are actually dangling form my lightning-struck family tree.. it was fun. i also brought home the tent.. so over the summer theres gonna be BLASH some night!!! hahaha mood: hyper music: devil in jersey city-coheed and cambria
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Libra
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02,July,2004
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ok..im home alone.. and i have brand new speakers... and i figured out how to work my music player... (evil laugh) muah ha ha ha ha ha! yea.. so basically everyone on my block can hear my music.. and the soccer players in baker park are dancing and its very funny.. and also today want very good for me.. i got bitched at by someone elses mom.. (dont ask) and i went to ppl's houses and they ditched me :-( not cool. so ive been sitting here just waiting for something to happen.. or someone to just randomly visit my house.. (HASNT HAPPENED YET!) GRR.. yea.. im frustrated mood: frustrated... and extremely bored music: hoobastank-out of control
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01,July,2004
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yea... my mom and steve's anniversary today.. (big whoop!) sure im happy for them.... kinda.. but all it means to me is that i have the whole day off since they will be gone to dinner and all that fun stuff.. so i could go set the town ablaze and they'd have no idea.. but thats the fun part! :-D yea.. and as of last night.. i can add another tally mark to the list of mental breakdowns.. i have no idea what its from.. but im determined to find out, and also thanks a ton heather for bein there! i dunno what i wouldve done.. at least i got to talk to someone (face to face and not on the retarded computer) but thanks for that.. and i also listened to that one song...it helped! lol mood: awake...ish music: take me out-franz ferdinand
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13,August,2004
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today started out as a pretty fun day..... i was with sarah palmer...and then i was hangin with alli and dan.... anway....things came up... and certain plans were broken...then more things came up...and as of now... my summer is now a piece of shit.... all i truly want right now... is someone to just be here with me and tell me that everything will be alright and that i will be okay.... unfortunately, i dont have anyone that lives close enough that could do that at the moment...and that might be the reason why i am not okay right now... all i want right now is just to feel normal....and not like some freak that needs to be watched over as if i am some psycho killer honestly..........i just wanna cry
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11,August,2004
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mood: sad music: memory-sugarcult i got back from heather's house, once again. and even though we didnt sneak out, we didnt meet anyone, and we didnt burn anything (at least this time around)...we still manage to act like total rejects. and i enjoy every minute of it! there are too many random and inside jokes that i probably wouldnt be able to fit them all in here. when i came back from the fun time at heather's... (i am never bored at ur house bud! lol)...i got some news...that i wasnt so thrilled to get, but there's nothing i can do about it. my friend -nameless- apparently ditched me to go to someone's house (who they dont like) to see their significant other. and it is a big deal to me at least.. because they dropped out of plans that we had for a long long time...and now it is too late to fix it--at least they could give me some notice!--but this person made a 'deal' with their parental...that if they went to 'so-and-so's house..that they would give up the plans they made with me...and i didnt know this. ..................UNFAIR! i know for a fact that if i did that to them...i would be bitched at and a fight would emerge and i wouldnt hear the end of it....but since i just dont care anymore...im just not going to say anything...because in the last few days, even though it hasnt REALLY seemed it--i have other friends that like me for who i am...and dont get mad at me when i dont act how they want me to act. and i realized this and i am thankful. so to those who know who i am talking about...those friends who wont leave my side......thank you and i love you.
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Libra
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08,August,2004
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oooookay... This weekend was not the most exciting, but at least I had something to do: -find paint for my room -move ALL the furniture in my room and CLEAN IT! (amazingly) -went to the arts festival on the lakefront-which was awesome by the way -visit deranged family on South Hill-they should be on jerry Springer! -and last, bowling!-(lowest score buys lunch!) and not to mention repeating conversations on how corrupt and evil my uncle is and how the whole family hates him...And amazingly-my dad actually and finally told me that he had been hiding his pot addiction--even the I already knew about it before he moved. Now he says hes clean and im hoping that he doesn't start up again--as for my cousin, I hope he can get his act together before his girlfriend wakes up and realizes that she's second compared to his addiction. im still tryin to figure out a date for the party...cuz it has (once again) been cancelled cuz barely anyone can go--so now im just waiting for the warped tour, and then maybe after that ill find a nice day to camp and throw it then... i still might have a few friends over on the 13th just for fun tho... (whats the worst thing that could happen? ::wink::) mood: mischievous (heh heh heh) music: A Perfect Circle- 'weak and powerless'
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06,August,2004
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today was pretty fun, i didnt just sit at home again, i got paint for my room (yay) and i also got together wit heather! SHE'S MY CHEESEBOIGER! lol. anyway we were bored so we made a cult--and we are now randominians..and we study the ways of randomism with all the other random people.....[yes, it is screwed up, just dont ask questions] anyway.. we started to recruit people to be randominian and in order to convert, they have to stand in pudding..and drink mountain dew which is being poured off of a balcony into their mouths. and to convert people me and heather (the leaders) fly to peoples windows and throw pudding cups at them-(as opposed to the mormons walking door to door giving out pamphlets and reading from their bibles). and we are still deciding on this.. but our 'god' is going to be Tyson....(the lead singer of the All American Rejects-for anyone who is clueless about who that is) so far we have 3 people willing to convert..and one person who is a randominian in practice (R.I.P.) not to mention the speedy bike ride (in the rain) to pauls house. and runnin around his giant house with him, pat and heather....for the record...this kid has the hugest house that i have even seen.....and that is ALOT of places to hide when you dont wanna get caught!! ::wink wink cough cough nudge nudge:: u kno wat im talkin about! lol mood: dorky, slutty music: pretty girl (the way)-sugarcult
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Libra
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05,August,2004
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once again i spent another fun-filled night at heathers, which ended up with sneaking out (like we have done everytime so far..) and walking around the block and in the middle of main street in PJ's. amazing times! even though there was no mountain dew or sugar-filled kool-aid... we managed to stay up for while.. then we actually slept! (that's a first!!!) did i mention throwing burning pencils off the balcony? that was amazing. ::sigh:: never a dull moment on heather's balcony!!! ;-) mood: renewed music: sugarcult-pretty girl (
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Libra
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04,August,2004
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>: shortshit >: american? >: i wish i could travel back in time >: bahamas >: uh...no clue >: yes >: yes >: yes >: kinda >: alt. rock and punk rock >: maybe... >: yes >: a few >: kinda urlLink Cemetary Spirits brought to you by urlLink BZOINK! urlLink EmotionDump - 100% Anonymous Emotions and Confessions
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Libra
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03,August,2004
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**HAVE YOU EVER...** Cussed someone out: o yea Thought about suicide: yup Stayed up for 24 hours: more than that Gotten drunk: mmhmm Gone a day w/out eating: prolly Talked on the phone all night: hell yea Been in bed w/the opposite sex: no Smoked: no Made prank calls: hehe yes Been in love: yes Slept all day: yes Killed someone: ...............no? ;-) Been out of the country: yes Told a guy/girl you loved them: yes If yes, did you mean it?: yes Ever gone skinny dipping: yes Kissed someone you didn't know: yea Thought you were going crazy: were? Eatened someone: no Done anything sexual with a member of the same sex: no Asked out a member of the opposite sex: yes Four things you can't live without: 1. my friends 2. my health 3. my music 4. my dad Four things that never fail to cheer you up: 1. my friends 2. music 3. dances 4. parties Five tv shows you liked when you were a little kid: 1. gary the happy pirate 2. power rangers (the old shows...not the new shitty version) 3. salute your shorts 4. doug 5. hey dude 5 songs people should give a listen to: 1. volcano-by Damien Rice 2. blue girl- by DADA 3. anything by green day 4. kennedy-by Kill Hannah 5. gotta say ozzy osbourne
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16,August,2004
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They say that lack of sleep contributes to an unstable metabolism, therefore causing it to slow down...I don't know how true that is - all I know is that I find it increasingly harder to function on lack of sleep. Sign of old age, maybe? I don't know - in college I could stay up all night and just be a bit batty the next day - now I'm practically incapacitated. *shrug* Anyway, the past few days have been miserable - I wanted to lob off everyone's heads. But after an awesome prayer service at church on Sunday night, I finally feel like I'm going to be okay. I was able to get up this morning and spend time with God, but because I didn't walk, I was REALLY groggy. That could have something to do with going to bed at 1:00 am, though. I'm heading to Hampton University tomorrow and Wednesday for a grant workshop. I'll be staying iwth my friends Costa and Victoira Gerousis in their new house in Williamsburg. I'm excited to see it because their family told me the house is gorgeous. I'm excited :). Okay...have to do some more work...just a short update :D
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Taurus
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12,August,2004
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Hey guys - just a short update to let you know that I'm going to be bumbling my way through the news today and tonight, probably. So tune in to WHSV TV 3 and watch me explain what we've been doing WHILE I'm exhausted, tired and grumpy :). Isn't there anything good to eat anywhere...I'm getting hungry...
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Taurus
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11,August,2004
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Okay, it's 10:45 pm and it's quitting time. I have everything set up for tomorrow and I'm heading home, only to come back at about 8:00 am. So, hope you're enjoying this! I'm going to keep it up so everyone can see what's going on in my life...have a great evening and as one of my students used to tell me, 'Peace Out...'
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Taurus
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06,August,2004
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For those of you familiar with Reddish Knob, here's pictures of the beautiful town of Bridgewater and Harrisonburg from atop Reddish Knob, the tallest peak in the area at about 4500 feet. There's not much up there, but it's beautiful on a clear day or night - we used to go up and watch meteor showers, sunrises, sunsets...and sing...that was fun. I went up there this past Sunday because it was so beautiful - I'm a nature chick and love to be outside as much as possible!! Anyway, hope you enjoy... urlLink urlLink
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Taurus
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06,August,2004
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I think this is also West Virginia... urlLink urlLink
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4,148,782 |
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Taurus
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06,August,2004
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And here's teh West Virginia side... urlLink urlLink
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Taurus
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06,August,2004
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And here's another one... urlLink urlLink
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Taurus
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06,August,2004
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And yet another room full of supplies going out... urlLink urlLink
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06,August,2004
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And here's the mountain of notebooks and paper that are taller than ME :D urlLink urlLink
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4,148,782 |
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Taurus
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06,August,2004
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This is just an example of some of the stuff we've been collecting...as you can see, my assistant Sarah can't exactly get to her desk... urlLink urlLink
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4,148,782 |
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Taurus
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06,August,2004
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Okay! It's been a bit since I've gotten the chance to post, but finally I'm sitting down long enough to do it. Today has been extremely hectic - I had to travel to Roanoke for a meeting and was planning on visiting and eating with a few friends/family, etc. But that was dashed when I had to rush back to Harrisonburg and take care of some things for this big event we're having Saturday adn the book bag stuffing we're having at work tomorrow. Yeehaw - TV station will be there and everything. You should currently see my office...as a matter of fact, I'm going to post a picture of it later. It's covered in school supplies...as most who know me can figure, my office is a comlete wreck in the first place - adding about $8400 worth of school supplies in here does NOT help the decor. Anyway, got back and ran around picking up the donated supplies and have spent the last 3 to 4 hours inventorying (is that a word??) everything to know what we've received. I will then have to set up all the supplies for tomorrow's packing day. But I can't until everyone from the other side of this job leaves or THEY'LL try to take the supplies. (There's a church and then there's a social services side to this place...I work for the social services side). And as I type a mountain of book bags just slid to the floor. I hope those notebooks don't fall or I may not live to tell about it...it's currently taller than me :). Next I'm going to talk about the struggle I went through today and learned from. This will be interesting. While I was in Roanoke, I had a slight emergency that needed to take care of. No one here where I work knows how to use a computer except for the limited knowledge that my assistant has. She was not in, she had a baby appointment. So, I didn't want to try and walk someone through it over the phone because I knew it would take forever. I asked a friend if they could do the task for me - no, they didn't have time but if I couldn't find anyone else, then they would do it. I don't like to inconvenience anyone, so I said no, I'll find someone else. But inside I was frustrated, because I know my tendancy to drop everythign I'm doing to try and help this person. My pride started bullying up and I was getting upset because I would have done it for them. But I KNEW this was wrong - this person usually tries to help me whenever they can and I was just looking for a reason to get upset - I have NO CLUE why. I prayed and cried out to God to help me with the emotions I was dealing with, because they were irrational. I told Satan to leave me alone and Voila! - I was later able to call this person back when they had called and asked if I had gotten the job done, and tell them YES, I got it done. But here's the coolest thing. God knew this person would not be able to do what I had asked because it ended up taken a person who worked here with me to straighten out a problem that came up. Yes, it took me a whole hour to explain to someone how to get the document onto a disk and take it where it needed to be, BUT the problems that arose were easily solved WHILE I was still in Roanoke because my assistant came in and took care of the rest. God is awesome in His workings, and my brain knows that, but my heart never wants to trust it. You see, immediately after I praised God for helping me with that situation, knowing that he wants me to rely on HIM and not on the people I ask for help, I began to think, ' Well, God only cared about this person's time and that's the reason He worked it out the way He did. He knew it would take up all of this person's time with the problem and so He didn't let Him say yes. ' Isn't that awful? Satan is TRYING to keep me convinced that God doesn't love me and He won't take care of me. So I just have to keep fighting these thoughts and Satan. But it's NOT easy. I am REEEAAALLLYYYY tired - so I'm going to go out and get some fresh air and then come back here and get everything ready for tomorrow. Please feel free to comment with your own experiences, because I'd LOVE to know I'm not the only one that struggles with being petty and imature at times :). If I AM the only one, then oh well...
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06,August,2004
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Another picture of Santa Ward - Had to share this one with you all! He's on a bike in an old empty Wal-Mart Building. I work for a local private social service organization and we hand out toys at Christmas time and this is the toy shop we set up...Ward is delivering one of the gifts *grin*... urlLink urlLink
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05,August,2004
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Yeehaw...today has been an interesting day so far. I woke up and went walking, and SO enjoyed the weather. We have a cold front moving through thanks to hurricane Alex, and it was in the 50's or 60's this morning. I love this weather - it makes me want to skip directly to fall, which is my FAVORITE time of year. We're out putting 'Tools For School - School Supply Distribution' Posters up all over the city of Harrisonburg. My co-worker can't find a babysitter and to help him out, we've been taking his 4 year old daughter with us (in a car seat of course). She keeps getting confused because Sarah Deavers is the Volutneer Coordinator/my assistant and is driving me to put up the posters...so it's Sarah and Sarah. It confuses everyone, really, because we're in the same office. But she's married and pregnant. BIG DIFFERENCE. Anyway, her name is Arianna and she is ADORABLE. I can't wait until I have children :)... okay, time for lunch...
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05,August,2004
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JUST IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING - I HATE ASTROLOGY AND PROTEST LOUDLY THAT MY SIGN IS SHOWN - I think it's ridiculous to try to set your future on the creation instead of the one who CREATED it...had to get that out there - I feel much better now. Oh, and did you check out that cool picture of me on the side - the smaller one? I look like I'm foaming at the mouth *laugh*. For some reason the small picture wants to make my teeth look funny...if you look further down, my teeth actually look pretty normal...ALTHOUGH... I'll let you in on a secret...I whitened my teeth in photoshop essentials - I drink a lot of moutain dew (I'm trying to quit as always) and my teeth bothered me in the picture...so I photo whitened them ;). He he he...aren't computers handy?? >:D
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05,August,2004
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Okay, so it's time to give a bit more of an explanation. You see, I'm one of those unfortunate people who can't leave things alone and simply analyzes things TO DEATH. I think through situations and come at them at all possible angles to figure out what could possibly happen so I'll know exactly how to react. Rantings of a control freak, right? Well, I'm finding that in the things I participate in my life, they either lead to life or death. Physically, I can go out and drive my car at insane speeds and ram it into a tree (don't you ever feel like doing that some days?). That leads to death. Other days, I go outside and take a walk to excercise, or I decide to eat vegetables from my garden or something silly like that. That ultimately leads to life. Healthy life. Well, I'm finding that it's the same thing in my spiritual life. I can do things that bring me spiritual life or spiritual death. And sadly enough, I find myself choosing the spiritual death more often. Like the Apostle Paul of the Bible mentioned, I do the things I don't want to do and I don't do the things I want to. Take tonight for instance - I don't want to talk about any of my friends business because I don't want them talking about my failures and pains - a common courtesy thing, you konw? Don't kick a dog while it's done kind of thing. And yet I saw someone and started talking about the latest failed marriage. I don't want to spread those people's misfortune around to others - they have enough to deal with right now without me going on about it. But I did it anyway. I still can't quite figure out my motivation other than it was my evil twin. *sigh* So what remedies that? That's what I've been trying to figure out. I know spending time in God's presence will change that - I can't change anything on my own - only He can. But that still doesn't make it any easier, you know? That's where the title comes from. I'm spotting life, so to speak, and sharing it with everyone else. If you see life in what I'm saying, tell me. If you see death, tell me. I need all the help I can get! :)
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05,August,2004
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Hello! This spot is under construction. It was created in a mindless effort while at work. Yes, I should have been doing the growing list of things to do, but something about the rain and the chocoloate/peanut butter brownies I brought in today caused me to stray from the ultimate task...that and the attraction of a DSL line compared to my Dial-Up at home :). So sit back and join me - I'll have things in order soon enough!
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05,August,2004
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Now, this of course, is a test, also - it will be easier to email from home because I don't have a DSL connection there, which I already posted before. So bare with me until I get myself up and running. THANKS!
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05,August,2004
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urlLink This is for Beth - Our Hero - Santa Ward! urlLink
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05,August,2004
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urlLink Cheesin' hard for the TSA Badge... urlLink
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31,July,2004
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Two of the many pics i took during the Dream Cars Asia 2004...this pic showing the very, very beautiful Silvia...for all you car lovers out there.... enjoy......
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26,July,2004
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Well well weeell.....love fridays, they always put me in da mood to play and pArty...and the thought that the next day is the start of the weekend makes it ever more so delightful! To kickstart this entry, FS was fun today, did basic Set Theory...its a nice feeling to have when u know how to do everthing...mwahahahahahaha. PSP1 was well...less entertaining...i am getting left behind in Java...guess i will try to get back on track after the violin exam which is not too far away... Played CS with marianne, andrew, zaki, samuel and guohua aka Tearing Face...reduced gravity until we were flying around Matrix style...pretty amusing when we were flying around trying to knife each other to death!! Things got funnier when tiek hee joined in..soon we were firing off dual pistols Matrix style...with the flying effects and all! But what really cracked us up was when andrew and i, being Ct's, ganged up on tiek hee by we two flying sideways in opposite directions while firing away...it was seriously like a scene out of The Matrix... Took a nap when i reached home..dont know why, but i was dead beat when i was in 154....i was seriously soused out man....and i dont think i really strained my eyes or anything.... Violin accompaniment went better than the previous two sessions...felt like i was becoming more used to the piano accompaniment..though intonation is still quite, quite bad......haiz.... Collected my new spec frames...then went home...let mei listen to Jay Chou's new single..then packed up and headed for yuhua. What else can you expect when u put the grads together in a bus? Utter, Total, MADNESS. Got Shehui screaming when i let her listen to the new single by Jay....haha Man...a thousand four hundred strong combined school chinese orchestra, further strengthened by the Singapore Chinese Orchestra, it was a dream come true...many people find it funny that due to my very, very strong preference to English songs and given my violin musical background, its queer that i am a sucker too for chinese orchestral music...what can i say man...i am just going back to my roots yea? Oh yeeea....anyway back to the concert, could see it was a huge major event, with people like DPM Lee himself gracing the event! Music got me grooving...though i felt that in one particular movement, the special computer sound effects kinda spoilt the authentic oriental feeling that sends me reeling into ecstasy..well thats exaggerating a bit but hey, you get the idea.... Had supper at samuel's auntie's place again...and all i wanted was a Henny's! Shared a bottle with good ole george treatin me...wahahaha one fine day i will treat him to a pint of Erdinger...now that is one beer that you will never ever get in the coffeeshops yea? Yea chatted a while until we hit 11.45, then we had to start heading for home...Ys and sam ever wary of my beer-induced rambling...especially when we were in the taxi..haha hey u gotta admit, its kinda fun to mislead the taxi driver.....yes? LOL Thats all then...took a bath to quickly get rid of the alcohol fumes before dad or mum found out...and yeap, here i am now, blogging...yeap think thats all...need to hit the hay...wanna be in yuhua by nine tomorrow so yea, later people.
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26,July,2004
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Hahaha, here's a new pic, this one taken during the bbq at sam's house....crazy jiahui did this face from well, firestarters...
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24,July,2004
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Oh yay, i have finally got the hang of the whole binary and hexadecimal arithmethic thing....though it comes with a price...this whole conversion thing screws around with my brain pretty badly. Just imagine, i took two bloody minutes to subtract 178 from 207! And to make matters worst, i wasnt so sure my answer was correct so i had to covertly check with the computer calculator....goodness.....what a nightmare... Well yeah anyway, seems like gunbound is acting like a sort of medium to get to know my classmates better, yea i stopped playing gb seriously a long time ago but hey, if it works to my social advantage, why not? And i still do get a slight satisfying feeling when i blast someone to oblivion...in a sadistic sort of way...mwahahahahaha Think from now on i will upload a picture to grace this so very dead blog...yea think i will do just that...and i still dont know whats wrong with the music code...argh screw it. Gotta go back to yuhua tomorrow morning...gonna pay a visit to both mrs sunil and mdm peng for 2 testimonials...god, i dont know how long it has been since i first requested for my testimonial to be done? *yAWn* Yeah thats about then..pretty boring blog entry..but hey as i said before, its not like a lot of ppl bother to read this thing so well...yea, don't really give a shit, haha. Later people.
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24,July,2004
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Love this photo, think the person who took this is a real genius
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19,July,2004
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Dang, its been four days since i last blogged....erm, how's been busy with CM sound to you? Wahahaha, yea been slacking all the way..and oh my goodness, just realized that i have already spent about a month in ngee ann...and i still feel like some dumb freshie! Seriously, i have been slacking way too much...couldnt do shit for PSP1, and now we are gonna start GUI, i am seriously in deep, deep shit. Ah anyway, yeah back to the title's meaning, big cousin Jasmine has finally come home! Its been three long years since she left for the UK to study in the University Of Warwick. And well, bit sad really that she's home now., For her of course, and for me. Why for me? Haha, cause there goes my yearly supply of Wrigley's and Rowntree's gums( In case you are wondering, Wrigley's is a brand of chewing gum and Rowntree is the UK equivalent of Frutips) . Dad too just came home from his business trip to Vietnam...dang, didnt bring any pirated stuff except for one very lousy Spiderman2 dvd. What he did buy back though, was two very nice adidas shirts, imitations of course! But hey, they look sweeeeeet.......whats worrying is that he's kinda ill...and he worked late...thats somethin i have not seen in years...sentiments echoed by my big sis. Now back to my day..er, kinda hectic today...ran around ngee ann trying to get NFSP:Underground for waimun..think i pissed Linsing off a bit with my consistent pestering..so sorry there mate... Went straight home, did the violin until it was time for the piano accompaniment class which went well, slightly better than the first one but still, it was mostly a bloody disaster..especially screwing up on the octave double stops again for Dvorak and also couldnt get my timing right for the Fantasia piece...oh well..i am gonna screw up grade 6, just like i did for grade 5..oh man oh maaaaan..... Went straight down to harmonica...testimonial once more denied...seriously, i dont get it, must i be PRESENT when a mdm peng does the testimonial? Isnt a testimonial supposed to be done alone where she can gather her thoughts in private? Yea? Argh dont know la.... Followed the usual crowd to Jp..and blew 2.80 for bubble tea...haha decided to try it after not drinking bubble tea for like almost wat, 1 and a half years? And er, after finishing the thing, i swear i will not waste money like that ever again. LOL. Continued walking around until surprise surprise, ran into jintang and kelvin at pastamania. Sat down and chatted about all kinds of crap and life in SP. After seperating, walked again until we ran into chinhong..funny, lucky to have ran into 3 classmates of mine..sadly all in SP... :( Nothing much after that, went home, had dinner, and blah blah blah, played gb for a while with the usual ppl...was slightly amused at sylvia's many attempts to shoot me..ah well, cant really laugh..she's still a noob after all...uh, yea..spent most of the time lookin at cs skins..its all that andrew's fault, got me hooked onto downloading the skins. And surprisingly, thats friday for me...weekend upon me once again...need no prediction that i am gonna slack through again..wahaha. Thats about it then, since dad is home now, cant afford to stay up too late or things will start flying around...lol.Oh yea, something's wrong with the music code, mei having the same problem too, oh well, life's a bitch yea? Later people.
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19,July,2004
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Goodness, the bloody weekend has passed by so quickly....too damn quickly i guess, crap, there goes another weekend and i have yet to revise my java and binary stuff..oh maaaaan i cant believe i just slacked off...oh bugger.... Think i could be excused for saturday...had a soccer match in the morning, then lugged my bloody tired legs back to school in hiiigh hopes of getting the testimonial from mdm peng but well, she seemed to be busying herself with all the charity stuff and celebrating bo yea's bday and all and well...i really couldnt bring myself to remind her about the reason why i appeared in school not really to help out for harmonica but really to take the testimonial..oh well...life's shit. Hauled my tired ass home, bathed, ate lunch and then rushed for violin class that stretched from 3.30 all the way to 5.15 pm. Totally screwed up on my first accompaniment session, despite a having grade 5 experience, i still go nervous on the fingers, which of course, costs me heavily on intonation...i definitely made Dvoral turn in his grave when i totally screwed up on the octave double stops not once but TWICE! By the time i got home after passing jiahui the suzuki cd's, i was dead beat and fell dead on my bed until 10pm. And on sunday, well, i seriously relaxed the whole day...got up at 11am..had a lazy brunch...read the papers...then went to practice on the violin for about 2 hours then played warcraft till about 3.30? Changed and went to meet jiancong at clementi mrt but surprise surprise, sarah and yewon were late in getting to clementi...their reason being a very indecisive linsing who didnt wanna go out at the last minute, haha no worries there.... :) Went down to bugis first to see Mr Teng perform with a couple of well, middle aged NUS students...and er, i was seriously tickled by Mr Teng's very, very obvious pot belly but hey, at least it doesn't spill over his belt like some FS teacher that i know.......LOL. Oh yea, rushed down to the botanic gardens to watch the band fiesta like we do every year...goodness, i dont know of any other batch of harmonica people who have supported the band so fervently like we have....but hey, i dont know about the rest but i have always been a fan of band music, especially that godly saxaphone that never fails to get me in da groove baby... Was amusing to see leslie, sanjay and rizal dancing away...no offense rizal, but u were entertaining not in the sense of your dancing skills but rather erm, your valiant attempts in TRYING to dance, wahahaha hey practice makes perfect yea? Had dinner at Clementi...then went home....showered...and was absolutely delighted at the sight of three beautiful tubes of Rowntree fruitgums!! Huge thanks to Ahyi for that favour!! And after that, was lights out. And FINALLY, today, monday, i being the fool, thought class started at 9a, when it was actually a workshop..and for ONCE, i could not enter 154! And it was a bloody double decker bus! Luckily a guy told me that there was another one right behind...and sarah smsed her sympathy...lol Think i finally got the hang of the binary thing..and now its worse with the hexadecimal thingy? And now i am expected to use SHORTCUTS in the conversion...man....i hate all kinds of math, or arithematic or whatsoever. IMMF, well, fell asleep as usual..missed out on some of the important CSS stuff...i should really kill myself for that..now i have to go to MEL to see the powerpoint thing. Practical went better, and its really amusing to see Mr Vic Liang trying to swear silently? But well, his aussie accent really does make it quite, quite audible...yea. Amusing indeed. Rest of the day is pretty much the same, send zaki home, go home, eat, play, review work, talk on msn, yea and now blogging ...wowee think this is my longest blog yet...wahahaha yea guess thats all then, and oh man, tomorrow's I.S day...IAC and WAA, here we come...oh well, later people.
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16,July,2004
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Ok i think my blogging habits have lasped into some kinda habit, blog between 10.30 to 2am, and now i wait for 2 days to pass before i add a new entry...hey not like anyone really cares yea? Anyway, relieved that i FINALLY received my reprint of the school's leaving cert...oh yessss ....Was kinda amused to see the Big P of the school going around wearing a blue cap, grinning away and asking students how they liked his er..hat. Hey its always better to have a loony principal than some dry old fart. And todaay? Today was the best day i have ever had for mytimetable, classes ended at 12! Oh yea, blissful relaxation all the waaay....turned down george's invitation to go catch Brotherhood..was feeling lazy...had lunch in canteen 3 with me big sis and some of the guys from class. Hah, Ericia and her friend thought my sis was my gf! Dang, does she look THAT young....nah i think its because she's rather shoooort...wahahahahahaha Kinda wasted my whole afternoon, played warcraft3, then went on to a few rounds of cs...god have i lost touch of that game...i was seriously a free frag for the bots during the first few matches. Oh yea, blasted the whole house with my Sprite Hip Hop compilation, finally got to make full use of me 5.1 speaker system, bass absolutely rocks! Spent about an hour bobbing to the music of Obie Trice while tacking my newly bought posters..goodness, three posters for 24 freakin bucks!! Oh well.... guess nothing really significant left to say..post ends here i guess, really gotta go practice violin...seriously screwing up every sat...god help me.... Later people
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14,July,2004
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Oh yes....2 bloody days of utter boredom......goodness, monday and tuesday were like, how do i put it...BORING. Nothing fun happened on monday...only just the discovery that people do nothing but relax during workshops...very amusingly opposite to what the workshops are meant for....but hey i aint complaining.... And oh yea, samuel surprises me more and more with his er, behaviour in class....crazy guy just calmly watched his Spiderman 2 dvd during the tutorial, wahahahaha at least he provides some crazy in-class entertainment.. :p And tuesday? Slept all the way till 12pm (SSSSssssh dont tell mum!) had a lazy brunch...read the papers....yAwn... Finally tried out the hair gel my sister gave to me...well...its not really gel..its more of er...brown goo or AKA bottle of shit/mud. But hey, its a goldwell product so i aint complainin..but OH MAN did that 'thing' stink the whole bloody toilet! Went to yuhua first in hopes of gettint the reprint of the leavin school cert but surprise surprise, mr ong being the bloody bugger with his inexhaustible supply of arrogance denying me once again...oh well...life's a bitch... WAA class...heh, whole class was treated to periodic debates between a student and the teacher...talk about class involvement! This guy spoke his mind waaay to freely...but hey, better to be outspoken then some timid introvert yea? And after class, went back to yuhua together with Ls to see our deear old yhhb and mdm peng...got blasted by mdm peng due to my earring...haha. And after that, is blah blah blah, played wc3 till 1 plus am...and now i am blogging about 2 days of my life that well, = BORING . Oops nick just woke up, think lenny kravitz is singin a wee little too loud...ah heck who cares...later people.
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11,July,2004
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Woke up at 11am today, luckily mum wasnt around to give me a piece of her mind as she normally does every sunday lol. Had two miserable 'pao's for breakfast, watched nick play spiderman 2 for a while before i headed up back upstairs to play C&C Generals to fight for wateva cause the GLA are fighting for....er...played till about 1pm? Went downstairs to the kitchen to look at poor darrell trying his darnest to roll the dough nicely into an er, acceptable circular shape...BUT of course he miserably failed.....wahahaha. Thanks to his super built strong arms, he succeeded in making the pizza crust super thin, therefore unable to hold the pizza's toppings...some of the family blamed it on me because i did not spread enough cheese around the pizza but hey, at least the cheese HELD the pineapples and stuff TOGETHER! LOL wateva, anyway, was forced to do all the bloody dishes..yea, they happily splatter the spaghetti sauce all over their plates and i have to be the one who has to clean their shit up....wahahaha just kiddin guys....just havin fun bitchin about HOW BLOODY UNFAIR LIFE CAAAAAN BEEEEEEE.....BOOHOOOOO......lol lame. Was on the last of the dishes when Sarah & Co. arrived, dont know why but it amused sarah and michelle when they saw me washin the dishes...*shrugs* Oh well, had to convert the music scores to numbers much to yongxing's horror, as well, sarah, michelle and me were too used to looking at harmonica scores done taiwanese style...well that took quite a while to get the notes translated and then off we were practisin the song to a very, very confusing 3/4 beat..bad enough that we really couldnt get the beat, but to make things worse, yongxing's demostrations had him speeding like some mad cow on the loose...all thanks to the Allegro tempo indicated on the score sheet. Managed to get the hang of the first two bars before sarah, michelle, yewon, larry and linsing groaned that they were starvin so they all happily took a break to go cook a huge pot of instant noodles...and guess who had to clean up? Haha nah sarah and michelle did most of the cleaning this time but er well, i only succeeded in failing TERRIBLY in trying to throw away the food scraps left in the sink...much to sarah's and michelle's amusement and LUCKILY mum didnt kick up a fuss at the mess i made... Yea more training followed after that, our dear yeongsheng joined us later at around 5, yea he struggled too with the funny rhythem and the 3/4 timing. And being the bloody clown he so naturally is, he played around with the notes until he added more notes and voila, he played 'London Bridge Is Falling Down' and WAIT, it GOT BETTER, we all joined in and voila, out came the tune of HAPPY TREE FRIENDS!! LA LA LALALA........ After more training with yongxing on the piano, guys decided to order pizza delivery...goodness did they regret that later...Ls placed the order at around 7.10pm? And well, thanks to an 'apperently' busy day, the bloody brilliant pizza guys only reached at around 8.40pm...oh yea...and no cash rebate...oh well...as i always say, life's a bitch so no point bitching about life's unfairness eh? And oh man, before they started eating, my cousin nick had this bloody brilliant brain wave to come running up to me and telling me loudly that i had not bathed yet.......well done nick, nice that u brought up my personal hygeine affairs in front of a crowd of famished people...wat a great way to start a late dinner eh? Well nothin significant happened after dinner...just the packing up and the usual walk to the bus stop to send the peeps off...er...came home and bathed...finished up wateva hw i had...will decide with the guys tomorrow about the FS hw we received in the mail...so yea, guess will stop here, nick snoring contentedly behind me...and yea gotta sleep too, class starts at nine tomorrow and oh YES, its Benson's bday tomorrow..well, since its 12 plus now, happy bday benson!! And its nice to hear the thunder rumblin in the background...looks like its gonna be a nice night to sleep.....oh yeeeeeea....later people.
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10,July,2004
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Uh oh, guess little sis was right, i DID forget to blog for er, one or two days? Oh weell, nevermind, not like anything THAT interesting happened anyway. Now lemme see wat happened on friday...uh...had classes as usual...was nodding away AS usual..haha. Decided to skip the ICT variety show together with samuel and sookjai, all of us happily decided that the show was a complete waste of time and that we could be at home doing somethin more productive like erm...sharpening our c&c generals skills.... ;P And today? well, original plan was to go for the morning harmonica session so that i could take my testimonial from mdm peng but surprise surprise, found out that mdm peng would only be around for the afternoon session...oh well, my beauty sleep disrupted for nothing...lol. Lied to the nice SBS uncle that i was a still a secondary student so that i could pay only 60 cents in cash WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Er, violin went ok as usual, just shocked at the sudden change of tone, should not depend too much on the violin mute thing, makes my already pathetic tone recognition skills a lot more worse...screwed up on my first try at Allegro. Saw the original book which contained Dvorak's piano and violin pieces..goodness, the cover looks so nice, yet the pieces look so bloody cheem..haha Rushed down to harmonica after violin in hopes of catchin mdm peng but OH man, my dear mdm peng did not do it...oh well, can't blame her anyway, she was really busy this week and she did seem sincerly apologetic about it, but hey, no worries there mdm peng! Gives me more time to write the Intent letter thing...not like i really wanna do it anyway...hahahaha. Er bascially thats the whole two days ridicously compressed into 2 teeny weeny paragraphs...night still young, shehui and george slamming each other online on msn AS usual...so yea, thats all i guess, later people.
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09,July,2004
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Goodness, after so many months of scolding my sister for using the pc to do stupid things like BLOGGING, cant believe that i decided to start one up myself....so erm, yea, writing this at lemme see, 12.45 am, squinting in the darkness of my room while my nice cousin snores happily and rather disgustingly behind me...LOL. Er so well guess this will be my first post...need to catch some shuteye, have math class at 9am later...dumb statistics..so well, later people.
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15,August,2004
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Felt the urge to blog today, ah well here we go. Woke up at around 10 a.m, dragged my lazy ass all the way to ngee ann all for the sake to just upload my IMMF assignment onto the Np network. Bah, should have known that majority of the stalls would be closed on a weekend, and I thought I could have a nice and cheap lunch in np.... Went down to yuhua with a rambling stomach, funnily I ran into michelle and larry at the np bus stop.Upon reaching yuhua, had the good fortune in meeting yewon who was just about to have lunch so yeap, settled lunch rather nicely...After that, it was harmonica practice again, yongxing being forced to do many solos..haha poor guy didnt really like all the attention he was getting..but hey, when you have the talent, its rather hard to escape when its been duly recognised right? Felt a little sad that I couldn't join the band in breaking a Guiness record by participating in a 1000 strong harmonica band...had to go join the family cause mum bought tickets to go see The Revenge Of The Dim Sum Dollies, my goodness, after watching that stageplay, would wholeheartedly agree that I had no regrets. Well before I start to elaborate more, just wanna add that I had dinner at SRC, which stands for Singapore Recreation Club, in case you guys don't know where SRC is, it shares the Padang with the Singapore Cricket Club..clear enough? Not eaten there in years.... well and then it was a nice 8 min stroll to the Esplanade. Good lord, the play was absolutely fantastic! Poked fun at everything that had to do with affairs concerning Singapore. From the rivalry between the best girl schools in Singapore ( They actually wore a rgs, scgs and chij uniform! ) and with all the female members in my family excluding my mum being scgs girls, they were seriously tickled. Ah yea as I was saying, more stuff they joked about were like, the abuse of filipino maids, the imitation of singaporean's loathing of parking inspectors..you name it, it poked fun at ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING! And what was even more impressive, they managed to mimic various accents like the indonesian, japanese, filipino and malay accents to such an extent that I was like holy cow! Bloody impressive play, daresay that the $250 that my parents forked out to watch the show was worth every damn cent. Well thats it I guess, just had to blog about the Revenge Of The Dim Sum Dollies while it still lingered fresh in ma mind. Oh yea, went down to Indochine at holland v to tell juwita that I couldn't make it to her engagement party as my harmonica concert unfortunately fell on the same day...bugger... Well when you are in a bar like Indochine, its kinda hard to resist the temptation to drink, especially when you are friends with the staff yea? Lol, drank vodka cranberry with a dash of soda, while my sister drank grenadine with coke. So happy, its been a long time since i last drank decent vodka, and vodka being almost odourless, mum wont find out...ssssh! Kinda sad that while I am blogging this, as the rest of the harmonica graduates are now staying overnight in yuhua...having a blast I guess..... Guess thats all, feeling sleepy.....and the fact that Smackers are having a jamming session at 9 tomorrow, well, lets just say I will be late as usual...wahahahaha. Not Funny. Later people.
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14,August,2004
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Apparently there is a very rich student in Ngee Ann who drives around in a Ferrari...saw it for the second time today in the campus, so decided to post a ferrari pic...it looks like the guy's model but I am not very sure... At the ending of the entry before this, I mentioned about samurai x. This is a pic taken from the cover of the soundtrack. In case that you have watched samurai x the series, just wanna let you know that the OVA illustrations are so much more beautiful and detailed, which is why kenshin looks different here than in the series...
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11,August,2004
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Had the violin exam thing today, and yeap, as the title implies, think i screwed it up pretty badly. Firstly the pieces, Stumbled a little during the first piece, damn bow just kept bouncing off the bloody strings, and while trying to achieve a piano effect, think I slowed the tempo down. Second piece? As i said before, the way I play the piece definitely makes Dvorak turn in his bloody grave. Pure musical tormentation I tell you, Didnt know how the examiner took it in his stride...the octaves went a weee out of tune...and of all the things to happen, my damn slightly quivering fingers slipped a little on the fingerboard, thus costing me in my already very pathetic intonation. And as for the third piece, well, think I didnt really make the usual errors I usually make when I play it, though during the Allegretto part my intonation went awry AS usual....bleargh. Scales was at total nightmare...the majors were fine, harmonic minors were also fine...BUT the melodic minors were a total bloody mess...and he gave me B flat melodic minor, which is like the hardest scale to play in grade 6...awww frig it. Dominant sevenths were ok too, though accidentaly added in one extra note..and the WORST was the Diminished Sevenths...despite him being the kind guy and giving me a second try to attempt the diminished sevenths, I erm, politely refused. If scales was a nightmare, then the aural part was pure hell. I swear that I sung like a dying chicken...and what made matters worst was that I think that my voice cracked a little while singing halfway...oh well, there goes my aural marks...fail it everytime anyway. Yeap that about sums up my violin exam...think i can jolly well kiss it goodbye and having a grade 6 ranking to my name..oh well. After the exam, had to rush home, rest a while before I had to go out again for dental. Managed to complete one webpage during the bus journey to orchard. Changed the braces colours to green and black! Reached home, had dinner, played Ground Control II for a while before I started with IMMF. That was like at what, 9pm? And yeap, just finished everything at 2.30a.m. Hell, guess I only have myself to blame for leaving it to the last minute... Well guess thats it then, now listening to the very emotionally charged soundtrack of the Samurai X OVA..I swear that I have never seen a better anime then this one...hell, all the females who watched cried! Moved me as well too....but yea thats enough, suddenly been hit with a bloody head-splitting headache, and the fact that I am gonna be very busy tomorrow is not comforting at all... Later people.
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