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feel really bad guilty dont like food mom makes rant maybe shouldnt upset im pussy whatever mom cooks lot shes pretty decent it whenever makes something shes super excited try it try something makes dislike it get sad telling upset taste food love much hate reject something worked really hard on sorry long ass rant needed get out im wondering anyone else feels do
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got bio test well class average guess im bit better
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cant handle anymoreever since raped life went downhill everyone way shouldve handled report it tell whole school ect instead making sure okay trying make statement wanted alone cope withdrew dropped school met someone time convinced end life then unfortunately cheated ex gave std needed surgery for since ive thought obsesses old sex tapes goes friends try get go talk girls even though im guys night friend tried hire hookers feel fucking worthless hate people high expectations me heck high goals aimed let crash burn going doctor wanted work chronically ill patients works towards better pain management hopefully cure some perfect boyfriend happened dumped trauma much hold onto anything cant pretend anymore things get better years pills therapy lost everything cared fault stronger really miss ex im glad saved trouble watching turn shell person really dont see hope anymore guess days go one day finally it
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@ddlovato good luck with the uk release of yer album today. I got it. love you.
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know dohey ive struggling high functioning depression anxiety almost two years know started im guessing parents constantly fight dad extreme ocd add refuses go doctor get medication takes everyone else house know love sometimes cant dad constantly tells much disappointment nothing right mom better same feel told im going through believe im traditionally depressed would probably tell people worse need suck up many people days better others days im friends stuff enjoy better soon im home smallest thing happens want curl ball things enjoy painting horseback riding gaming sound engineering parents disapprove make fun about favorite thing job workintern audio engineer church services high school graduations etcetera feel like boss cares family parents christian im deist cant tell them things would different cant lose best friends feel place church even talking youth pastor nice lack faith best friends ever know nothing this family acts perfect seems perfect outside reason havnt ended want put family friends it cant take anymore im freshman hope future maybe time think done sorry rant tldr im high functioning depressive cant deal
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i cant eat over 00 calorie ori feel horrible and i lost kg in a few week but my parent didnt notice until recently now they scream at me wheneber i dont eat and threaten to kill me and throw sfuff at me im sitting in a cornee cry afzer my dad threw his bag at me and called me a disgusting skinny bitch my mom is now saying she ha arrhythmia because of my made up problem i have mo one to talk to i have no friend and feel like just killing myself
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lonelyim lonely year old male friends two jobs starbucks gamestop one either job really ever wants hang makes think im unlikable one ever seems like wanna friend im sure ive ever real friend wanna end know yet
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college graduate make k year live atlanta kids single reason happy feel like big emptiness inside really know do bored life feel like happy kind lost really know go here normal anyone else experienced this accomplished wanted life nothing idk guys think happy
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theyre determined keep alive hurt moremy parents taken life didnt live years hospitalized redflag attempt ive forced move back them year still watch like hawk anytime im happygolucky big shit eating grin face drill questions hurting again smiling need go back cant least try happy whenever truly feeling optimistic find ways tear down wow finally laugh wasnt even funny even bother shower always smell like cat anyway haha youre going living parents make feel im asking one thing never get it either let live peace let die peace preferably latter
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want try bondage ask partner keep ropei sure keeping rope trigger suicidal thoughts would dominant one want explain get suicidal thoughts recent fwb would do
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fuck life dont know im typing see get advice ive seeing girl like year weve become close asked last month rejected disappointed still good friends shes telling new partner theyve deed almost every day sense met like two weeks ago broke says hes shes im like wow seems bit weird like tells yea shes really happy shes sorry still friends stuff im like yea sure still friends know shes yo shes getting rammed every day im sure deal im heart broken sucks need advice plz one help
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i think my depression has manifested into aggression. i've never wanted to beat somebody's ass as much as i do now
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im ready leavei hate cant live longer never find happiness best decision
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give reaaon itwhats fucking point im alone ill always alone one gives shit good person are one ever see good you whats point this im convinced born suffer die alone love give care means nothing swear im trying good person help homeless whenever can try break fights listen need someone listen them care everyone way fucking much what everythings always goddamn fucking same broke year old long distance relationship turned toxic end hopes might find someone whos actually able me one ever tries see good me know im ugly fucking fat whatever fuck am im bad person swear keep going im always going alone one ever love me wish could get hug single hug thats need ill die without it theres hope left
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Lonely millennials twice as likely to experience depression or anxiety, finds study http://www.independent.co.uk/life-style/millennials-lonely-depression-anxiety-mental-health-odds-doubling-unemployed-study-a8319686.html â¦
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really fucking overnot me whole fucking world humanity needs die hunger racism rapes disease mental health issues come fucking on earth please blow up saying cuz im selfish humans longer wouldnt problems wouldnt feel like killing self every day life
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reason livei many people life girlfriend rarely friends get friend leave soon after nothing really makes happy anymore thinking reason go on
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i ve had this thought for several year now and i can t break out of my thought i hope you guy would understand me venting here i have no friend well i have friend who always seem to be busy around me but not around others pandemic didn t help with my loneliness i am extremely lonely i might be going crazy the thought struck me when i realized that if i were to kill myself in my home literally no one would notice me being gone what s the point of living on i am only passive suicidal but i am worried my thought would one day consume my entire body and drive me to kill myself in fact i wa very close to actually committing suicide a few day ago i tried calling the hotline and wa not helpful i can not afford to go to get proper help i m sorry i hope you guy weren t bothered too much reading this somebody please help me please
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literally every single friend ever make ends leaving fuck shit im fuckin ending peace bitches
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feel wayfor passed week felt alone want cry talk anyone feel empty know take life self harm hate feeling hope passes soon
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@Ronny_ahGO I found you Darren! You're so cute!
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easy painless way kill selfmy schizophrenia reached limits cant anything all head always keeps hurting always thinking always family willing help always turn head ask them brother stopped talking years ago sister little friends schizophrenia when growing up people always thought weird avoided me spent rest year sitting front pc schizophrenics also social anxiety disorder body muscle starts hurt thing pc cant use illness my brain mentally stops me please please tell easy way finish please head always thinking alwaysi cant sleep want stop please help
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@youcancallmejuu what are u gonna watch?
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@Lykakakaka OMG LYKS HAHAHAHAHA but she has depression, so I feel guilty hating her <Emoji: Disappointed face><Emoji: Face with tears of joy>
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school year sucks thats all said before want say again now im going leave sad
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pyromg massive depression and sudden musical interlude i have two trait shut up
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know time laptop hard drive breaks dad fix cant ship laptop measly miles new york company fix laptop shipped november apparently still somehow way company
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i ve felt like this for a bit but never super realized until i looked into a depression a i ve thought more and more recently that i might have depression i ve just kind of been watching youtube and show recently not doing anything i like recently i haven t had any good motivation to get up and do stuff like playing video game even though i want to i just can t get myself to i ve been failing school i can t motivate myself to sit down and even do that which i really really need to do and i feel bad for it too since i haven t done really anything and my mom stuck her neck out to help me i ve just about always had good grade up until spring of last year i think i m always happy when out doing stuff around people basically but i m not always feeling that way i ve just kind of been feeling off and a bit sad i want to reach out to people but i don t have the courage to do so even if they re a relative or a close friend i don t want anyone feeling sad because i am and i m just kind of trying to keep people other than myself happy people have asked me sometimes if i m ok but i always respond with i m fine sometimes i know like at the beginning of conversation i sound a bit sad which is why people ask if i m ok but then i kind of just go to a normal somewhat happy tone i don t want to really say i m depressed cause i think it s just my own fault for being too lazy and i know recently especially i haven t been getting to sleep really at a time i should just cause i don t feel tired basically ever so i just stay awake and sometimes force myself to sleep i m not really ever cry which isn t very depression like which is guess is kind of why i ve just thought for awhile that i don t which i probably don t i m sure i m exaggerating but i don t really get to a point where i feel sleepy and then when i do go to sleep i sleep for hour and even if i do set alarm i wake up but i m just not motivated enough to actually get up so i usually just fall back asleep but i just haven t told anyone up until now especially not irl until now but even this ha taken some courage to admit even to myself but i probably didn t say everything a im just kind of piecing stuff together in no specific order or anything and just ramblind on but i m sorry this ha been long thank you for reading and have a nice day or night i did forget to mention some stuff i don t really have suicidal thought i mean i ve thought of suicide but never actually thought about doing it and i have been thinking about talking to a friend that i believe ha had depression in the past but i don t know if they still do so i don t really want to put that weight on their shoulder a well and also i haven t been eating a much probably not because of depression if i even have it which i m sure i don t at this point and also my hygiene i haven t been taking care of my hygiene the best i kind of stopped brushing my teeth for awhile i hate to admit it but my teeth are pretty yellowed and i haven t really been taking care of thing such a acne a well
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ezuiequotes it s a constant positive mental attitude a way of looking on the bright side of a situation to carry with you an ideal of helping others if possible to do one s best in not falling into doubt or depression a sunny disposition is a discipline
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mom ignored paini feeling suicidal past years even though ive gotten better conversation mom last year still hurts me repeatedly trying reach desperation pain feeling suicidal typically ignored cries shes asian parent doesnt believe mental health gives motivational speech however simply said the dog barks never bites day think it thought time still hurts yall think spoken anyone would great peoples perspectives
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hi all me again i ve f experienced a barrage of unfavorable stressful event since the beginning of 0 this ha created a constant baseline of lingering anxiety it s not subtle i am no longer able to function normally due to the chronic flight or fight response physical symptom include sweating tight chest and a pumping stomach adrenaline overload i can t perform simple task without losing my breath sleep is important to me yet i have an overhanging feeling of dread when going to bed sometimes i can sleep smoothly other time it s a war my main form of peace and solace ha become my enemy my doctor recommended i start on lexapro again – something that i had taken during my college day to cope with severe test anxiety by day it created a serotonin fueled brain overload my symptom intensified by a magnitude of 00 i wa unable to sleep for hour it caused me to pas out at work and chat with onsite medic my psychiatrist told me to stop the lexapro i wa instead given 0 mg propranolol taken twice daily and 0 mg hydroxyzine to help me fall asleep i wa also given 0 mg trazodone to knock myself out if needed but i only felt that i had to take this the first night to force reboot my body wa terrified of going into psychosis if i went another night with zero sleep i m at a loss everything is hard i m seeing a therapist to cope i m scared of losing my job it s physically and intellectually demanding but brain machine broke and i m unable to properly focus i m scared of having to move all the way back home because of my instability i often find myself wondering if this is a life worth living it doesn t help that i live alone in the middle of nowhere i ll use this thread to update my progress i know lot of folk are going through this keeping people informed of treatment and whatnot that may help them in turn is one of the small piece of hope that i m holding onto during these uncertain time much love thetipsyalchemist
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im deeply depressed alonei friends hometown moved across country hoping would force get meet people problem im still awkward fuck dont know socialize all used least work friends dont even fit people new job though hard meet people go everywhere alone everyone already big groups friends least one person even met another person idk talk about dont even know people age anymore im miserable dont even family around anymore except sister came me shes starting drive fucking crazy cant even go home im stuck new lease next october spent entire savings account get here im fucking stupid thinking could make work want start cutting again honestly hope dont wake tomorrow
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this way the people clearing out this flat will have le work i dont want to cause more work than nessecary
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hopeless scaredhi reddit im longtime lurker need help family friends connected avenues communication feel comfortable talking people physical world reddit kind last shot want help think first please note im actively suicidal means hand anything resembling concrete plan however spent last two half weeks considering taking life things becoming solid day i figuring want belongings disposed considering best way make sure im found anyone know thinking method etc im starting scare myself seems culmination last three months loneliness stress ive always depressive though clinical depression undiagnosed parents want kid mental illness i convinced depression minimum said last months struggle even standards normally able pull episodes couple weeks good things happen figure fight back one different since came college gotten progressively worse would say akin sinking beginning fine swimming strongly cheerfully going meeting people focusing studying working hard while started get tired swallowed water couple times started get tired one met wanted hang me invitations things inevitably pity invitations point im barely keeping head water cant focus cant study barely socialize like normal human anymore exceptional ive crawled come smiling two weeks ago nervous breakdown screaming crying hurting myselfthe works scared me want hurt anyone drag anyone mess im quickly becoming go down want take anyone me deserve treated way treat them im angry sad time one needs that one needs person like me bring value lives im good writing thats literally have skills talents im kind im smart im good enough around people im waste space one good friend started build social circle one new friends like much furthermore friend disgusted see every time talk thinks im angry loud negative want part this love i love her begun try distance her deserves much better me would anything her im stepping away her tearing apart got friends miss me know sound articulate thats feel constantly state simultaneously nearpanic neartotal apathy everything scares cant make care anymore know logically people would care gone time know would better without me im drain everyones resources time deal ongoing issues go counselor im terrified theyll drop psych ward throw medications me forget me cant talk family would panic cant talk friends know tell this cant even get contact regular internet friends force reveal people want know im fucking disintegrating know much longer hang on want kill every day wonder bother living ive scratched safety pin last two weeks coping mechanism people would miss gone sure theyd hell lot better fucking everything constantly im scared fucking alone please help me
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im completely numb think im readyi done everything solve this ive therapy talked fucking oblivion read books taken peoples advice still cant bare idea longer think it im numb completely numb nothing anyone says makes feel better worse im constantly think sign time go
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yr old considering drastic measureshello sorry name offends anyone btw made playing video game really know start guess ill give background info im year old male good body straight as plenty friends void occupying attention little months every day thing endless cycle monotony ive built character thats always happy every day act person others happy im myself cant individual feel trapped even parents love character made lets call john mom spending time phone interacting us know probably done good job describing ill condense one point im tired living happy go lucky lie tired appreciated im contemplating ending it made plans even gone far open case dads rifle reason offed fear
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@janeslee I have been told to tell you to go outside and enjoy the sun
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case vanished chicken nugget first would like tell dont know else put story story true back story going make chicken nuggets went stairs grab chicken nugget bag placed air fryer they like big chicken tenders sake ill call chicken nuggets cooked minutes minutes went grabbed placed plate felt flimsy cut one make sure cooked turns put back turned air fryer cook minutes went upstairs texted mom tell minutes up minutes go moon calls went check chicken nuggets left non cut one asked people my mom older sister said eat it lets start people mom mom wanted chicken nugget already started fryer didnt make one i know im ass hole plz keep reading older sister downstairs eating chicken salad sandwich chips thats think likely mom since wanted chicken nugget get one think took it dont really know else put questions please feel free ask away
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nice weather here where i live spent a few hour outside grocery shopping i just feel like shit again couple everywhere guy with girl i like young mother father carrying baby or pushing pram around most of which are either my age or younger i never had a girlfriend i find it so hard to even meet woman platonically i never wanted to be a childless man i only have a few friend but they don t want to do much i struggle to push myself to try new thing these day a everything i ever done in life wa a failure obstacle or a setback i really want to kill myself i have been suicidal for year now suffered with general anxiety and depression for almost 0 year either i stay in my flat and just not get triggered by the outside world i e seeing couple and young parent or i end it the latter sound more appealing
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i m a 9 year old male currently in college doing engineering living with my parent i love my parent and they love me and you know the pandemic for the last year forced college to be online learning so i m at home studying with no job yes my parent pay for my education and everything i feel very depressed every day and i became this awful person that yell back at my parent and me sitting at home made me very lazy that if my mom tell me to do a chore then i become angry now is it that i don t have a job i feel depressed and lazy i know i need to change this anger inside of me but don t know how to start the next step thanks for reading this please share what you think
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hey everyone <Emoji: Sparkling heart> i just wanted to recommend for anyone struggling with anxiety & depression, and you haven't found an outlet to cope with it, i definitely recommend arts & crafts. any creative outlet is very good for anxiety & depression (amount other things) have a good day <Emoji: Heavy red heart>
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@JeffParsons Yeah, I think I will too - that's an impossibly good deal
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gotten worse idk everything getting better better id gotten loosing friends id mostly gotten crush getting bf hadnt cut months hadnt cried weeks started trust people again flipped around returned back havent cut yet ive looked open window way hadnt months ive cried first time couple weeks people keep saying itll get better hasnt years gotten worse idek im supposed anymore
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@SuzyDaFloozy for the non volley fans, the pix on fb will not me interesting I think (and most are Scott LOL), but the last ones I'm in
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nephew boarding school help suggest ideas things could use gifts nephew boarding school first time want send things help enjoy time potentially draw others together help build friendships ideas far bluetooth music player glowinthedark frisbee food posters room huge budget would like get meaningful gifts helpful suggestions much appreciated
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lmao the weather is mad indecisive tho. alllll my depression is fully present. https://twitter.com/jenlaw_11/status/989222944470519809 â¦
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indian life waste nothing deny itbut tried suicide reincarnation true might end back n indianwhich wantgod leave cycle cannot commit su cide n indian know do
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seamonkey i am on a healthy eating kick i could only have shetland pony
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life seems meaningless people deal lifei cant see future myself im young thought alive even years seems like work goals find enjoyment anything tried many medications nothing seems help feel broken abnormal compared everyone else wants things life feel like im destined kill myself pain id cause family wouldve done already anyone else feel way deal this
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bernie sanders old since born anyways idk put hope u suffer much fine day
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Partying with Depression Turned My Life Upside Down https://noisey.vice.com/en_us/article/gyydb3/partying-with-depression-feature-berlin?utm_campaign=sharebutton â¦
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cant sleepits am thing keep thinking waste space know keep putting this arrogance people saying oh people care feel first cares me second supposed live agony someone else get sad im gone want put fucking head wall want scream want thrash just idk want be
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hey can you stop romanticizing depression thanks https://twitter.com/onision/status/988655824368107524 â¦
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@comeagainjen goodnight. im from Vancouver BC
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depressed people helps im depressed personally im actually pretty happy person like one friends is told try go walk told felt better id pick one nature many people around trust try it great reason convince life worth living suicidal
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louislucci i usually only sleep hour a night or so going to bed now have to get up at am
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well with 9 score i got a msca pf still can hardly believe it i will spend year across labreif lab maier amp winclove studying gut microbe of treatment resistant depression patient working towards a probiotic product supporting treatment efficacy
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i am going to sleep. just created an account here
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curiosityive recently read dont hopeful future curious thats enough ive felt way long time however ive come realize im longer curious thirst knowledge whats come almost completely dissipated reason im still much like others dont want hurt family ive already found slowly cutting friends life think happen year dont set date yet disheartened feel now id still like read something good so made happy late proud calm etc thanks reading
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ueverbodykeepsayin friend ueverybodykeepsayin recently made post touching titties first time trying make look like pervert full story girl friend playing game wherever touched body would touch back hers playing ueverybodykeepsayin watching reason slightly squeezed breasts right first like im going back ueverybodykeepsayin grabbed hand almost made touch breasts im pretty sure wasnt actually going make plus also pulling back hand wouldnt let go looked said ill let lol second slightly squeezed boob slightly wasnt full squeeze ueverybodykeepsayin made post made look like pervert wanted let u guys know happend
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ive watched movie twice plan see again movie puts directors place regarding romantic relations political situation israel also makes cry remembering wonderful time was horrible murder described there really worth watching
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want find somewhere die im piece shit world fucked anyway long ventdont even know im posting wall text cant fucking tell anyone else cant weak im even able cry im postgraduate student biomedical science related degree always focused grades told started getting subject choice started hate it like turn back investing much life it think it applied wanted fuck home back high school mom suffered lot grandmother died every day would yell petty things sometimes throw shit around break stuff sometimes take it whenever said something back got worse went full mental breakdown telling hate her love give shit every day three whole years exceptions dad told shut up men like that studied ass able move uni uk back highschool fat nerd liked video games usually got beat humiliated every single day fought back broke someones nose sending guy hospital everyone said overreacted joke principal happy parents believed me happy verdict next time fuck im flying correctional facility bullying got worse everyone calling criminal now even fight back might fuck someone took beatings started skipping classes studying home night went nearby internet cafe classes play video games get high people met there regret it stuff kept killing myself closed id wander aimlessly inadvertently getting trouble occasion also time first cat died getting hit car true friend ever had got pets fine home now black furry little fucker one loved most always help get day day came uk uni good said everyone nice nice never managed fit in never got whole drinking clubbing thing really much disposable income others anyway stayed home studied played video games time relationship parents got better maybe realized left started respect wanted believe sweet lie everything ok get needy wanting always talk id want tell fuck off support home think care fucked way top worst porn addiction ever tried stop many times now cant brain used dopamine rush im im virgin might explain sexual frustration gets me could high sex drive might never know used fat fuck phimosis fixed both im used looking decent confident girl really liked back highschool asked point rejected partly fear might make fun might end getting ridiculed well seen me second one someone met time uni furthest went full makeout session tipsy decided fess said kissing skills horrible bad idea said anymore left straight away contact afterwards thought would pathetic actually tried fapping watching porn sexual frustration gets control managed month went one day period ended trying get phone numbers bar got rejected got shitfaced afterwards thinking decided stay couple drinks bouncer tried kick out flipped shit got fight started pushing me knocked think broke nose fucked right speed light went home wank decided drink frequent bars again recently started postgrad life bad made lot friends somehow im even popular see mask put on even admire fact im mysterious unyielding brick wall even got girls course interested me theyre interested something casual really wanna go risk crap getting out sense im surrounded people yet still fucking alone im thinking going back home join army maybe help find place die reason forgotten im stuck past barely even feel alive wish someone could beat im within inch death maybe ill find reason live never told anyone crap friends family tell reason depressed ive kept shit myself now
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uncertainty loss and isolation during the covid 9 period have contributed to depression and anxiety exercise is essential to help maintain good mental health and reduce the risk of depression and anxiety brainhealth healthylifestyle avivclinics http t co kpli i bb
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days ago science class squirrel weird eyes staring window idk like stared like minute walked away weird felt confused rest day
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would easysuffice say plan plan stares face least week coincides depressed sometimes consider quite time battling inner self stay alive weighing pros cons whether it help would even care would destroyed taking life friends no family course give two shits normal life lots people might even relieved ended it ive made many mistakes many things regret lack self control impulses im first place im battling stay alive sucks distance people want hurt them decided kill myself time loner contributing depression god wish could go detail wish could confide seek help without fear sent away either done might do even internet safe tor safe cant go therapist cant talk family know do anchors life fading things loved mind numbing boring pushed person love away needed latch onto something much her family around much get me mother real tether left happens gone anything else hold onto fade insanity depression affects work relations boss come accept im depressed obvious work save energy talk clients go clients business see im well im afraid eventually ask whats really going on say then used program develop things live inside code devoted entire self projects loved it fire system force look code find difficult stay long enough get anything done played games every game looked tried pay became boring repetitive eat love eat affecting health im depressed control eating slowly losing weight good enough also helps funding little though self control impulse issues tend make finances go elsewhere liked spending time older brother used play laugh talk inside jokes time taken kid cant blame him relied it pillars sanity whittled away nothing leaving crumbling remains life wake older sister used close younger moved away changed much barely recognize sometimes great around normally shes around enough really anything with im good lot things im fast learner drive motivation partly due knowing happen tomorrow someone uncover ive done taken away family forever changed scarred mistakes made occasionally write things like this never send always makes feel bit better today created alt write send one tldr plan mom thing still tethers me know would day really bad depression gone
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@joshtastic1 yeah u r a stanger lol so hows things?
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a lovely day blazing sunshine too bad i have to work
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anyone else get super cold mainly hand and foot when stressed
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