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university work cant get wanted im opening onlyfans im becoming femboy would rather sacrifice pride dignity homeless
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fuck school fuck school teachers especially mr lee go hell anyone school sees please dont snitch ill haunt rest life doubt anybody school anyway
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@spiller2 @ann_donnelly Cool, Thanks for re-tweeting it guys
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whenever get told you life live it get sudden jolt angeris way get pissed whenever somebody tells dont it
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Up early to get ready for my son's Medieval Fair. I think my costume is a disaster. But we WILL have fun. And the brownies look good.
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one wish would turn back timeto start whole life told society man talk feelings make seem weak ive bottled hard talk about want go much detail reason would turn back time loved care free smart child tons good friends amazing life around period time life began go hill involved serious accident hit car almost died like say like needle injecting virus would slowly eat away life grades dropped school although friends stuck high school drove away thought good decision reason pride dose allow talk anyone either want hurt want know truth caring not virus spread past would try fight seems like fight left me top tell dad disappointed lived potential knew said nothing make tell him might make much sense read way brain allow get chest sure delete later someone could tell would much appreciated thanks
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decisioni made decision awhile ago feel like fight me kill myself thats way im dying made mind got fight mom earlier amp almost told cant bc know shell hurt amp want get help decision final im still trying live normal happy life know one day ill give amp comforting know way out
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imagine this imagine middle sucluded woods high up cabin overlooking beautiful scenery lake distance also either raining snowing staring window form cabin adorable furnished traditionally modern lovely smell cabin sitting extremely comfortable couch staring window scenery listening old records player theres lovely fireplace bit side keeping warm finally snuggled couch softest blankets significant peaceful happy content
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happened found sexual kink find reaction sexual kinks mean stuff like foot fetish boot fetish gentle femdom
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great movie play ago extra zing it loved vanessa williams rosey also jason alexander good voice great setting also good except fact hours minutes makes pretty long overall give stars also added parts still cool
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woke up too early
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@infogeek2u I can't compete with Led Zep
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@ermelbow I too wish I had a snuggie
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mf beans beans
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match tag team table match bubba ray spike dudley vs eddie guerrero chris benoit bubba ray spike dudley started things tag team table match eddie guerrero chris benoit according rules match opponents go tables order get win benoit guerrero heated early taking turns hammering first spike bubba ray german suplex benoit bubba took wind dudley brother spike tried help brother referee restrained benoit guerrero ganged corner benoit stomping away bubba guerrero set table outside spike dashed ring somersaulted top rope onto guerrero outside recovering taking care spike guerrero slipped table ring helped wolverine set up tandem set double superplex middle rope would put bubba table spike knocked table right brother came crashing down guerrero benoit propped another table corner tried irish whip spike it bubba dashed blocked brother bubba caught fire lifted opponents back body drops bubba slammed guerrero spike stomped wolverine top rope bubba held benoit bay spike soar wassup headbutt shortly after benoit latched spike crossface match continued even spike tapped out bubba came brothers rescue managed sprawl benoit table bubba leapt middle rope benoit moved sent bubba crashing wood opponents force table bubba allowed stay match first man eliminated shortly after though spike put eddie table dudley dawg ring apron outside benoit put spike table moments later even score within seconds bubba nailed bubba bomb put benoit table gave dudleys win winner bubba ray spike dudleybr br match cruiserweight championship jamie noble vs billy kidman billy kidman challenged jamie noble brought nidia ring cruiserweight championship noble kidman locked tumbled ring raced back inside grappled more kidman thwarted nobles moves noble fled outside ring nidia gave encouragement fight spread outside ring noble threw girlfriend challenger kidman tossed nidia aside taken modified arm bar noble continued attack kidmans injured arm back ring kidmans injured harm hampered offense continued battle hard noble tried put kidman away powerbomb challenger countered facebuster kidman went finish things shooting star press noble broke attempt kidman went shooting star press again time noble rolled harms way noble flipped kidman power bomb soon got pin retain wwe cruiserweight championship winner jamie noblebr br match european championship william regal vs jeff hardy william regal took jeff hardy next attempt win back european championship jeff catapulted regal top rope took hurracanrana ring apron back ring jeff hit whisper wind knock regal loop jeff went swanton bomb regal got knees hit jeff devastating shot jeff managed surprise regal quick rollup though got pin keep european championship regal started bawling seeing hardy celebrate way back ramp winner jeff hardybr br match chris jericho vs john cena chris jericho promised end john cenas career match vengeance came next jericho tried teach cena lesson match began suplexing mat jericho continued knock cena around ring cockiness got better him top rope jericho began showboat allowed cena grab superplex cena followed tiltawhirl slam taken nasty dropkick gut rookie recovered hit belly belly suplex put yj away jericho launched lionsault cena dodged move jericho nailed bulldog connected lionsault go cover goaded cena feet could put walls jericho cena ideas reversing move pin attempt getting jericho went berserk match winner john cenabr br match intercontinental championship rvd vs brock lesnar via disqualification next big thing mr payperview tangled intercontinental championship line brock grabbed title ref draped shoulder momentarily glaring rvd van dam s quickness gave brock fits early on big man rolled ring kicked steel steps frustration brock pulled together began take charge paul heyman beaming ringside brock slammed rvd hard floor outside ring there brock began overpower rvd throwing ease top rope rvd landed painfully back suffer spine cracked steel ring steps fight returned ring brock squeezing rvd around ribs rvd broke away soon leveled brock kick temple rvd followed rolling thunder brock managed kick twocount fight looked like might soon rvd went fivestar frog splash brock though hoisted van dam onto shoulder went f rvd whirled brock ddt followed frog splash went pin heyman pulled ref ring ref immediately called disqualification soon traded blows heyman after rvd leapt onto brock top rope threatened hit van terminator heyman grabbed rvds leg brock picked champ time connected f onto steel chair winner rvdbr br match booker vs big show booker faced big show oneonone next show withstood booker ts kicks punches slapped booker corner thrown ring booker picked chair ringside big show punched back bookers face booker tried get back game choking show camera cable ringside booker smashed tv monitor spanish announcers position shows skull delivered scissors kick put men table booker crawled back ring big show staggered moments later show grabbed bookers throat met low blow kick face booker climbed top rope nailed somersaulting leg drop get pin winner booker tbr br announcement triple h entered ring thunderous ovation fans hoped learn game would end competing could speak eric bishoff stopped game apologize getting involved personal business triple h signed raw bischoff promised personal life would never come play again bischoff said hes spent past two years networking hollywood said everyone looking next breakout wwe superstar talking triple h bischoff guaranteed triple h signed raw hed getting top opportunities coming way stephanie mcmahon stepped issue pitch said personal history triple h two know well said two unstoppable again bischoff cut begged stop stephanie cited triple h told bischoff said triple h talent charisma bischoff said young time know had still lot experience stephanie two continued bicker back forth triple h stepped microphone game said would easy say screw you either one them triple h went shake bischoffs hand pulled away said would rather go devil knows rather one know could go further though shawn michaels came shake things up hbk said last thing wanted cause trouble want get involved remembered pledging bring triple h nwo hbk said theres nobody world triple h better friends with hbk told friend imagine two back together again making bischoffs life living hell triple h said tempting offer turned hugged hbk making official switch raw triple h hbk left bischoff gloated victory bischoff said difference two hes got testicles doesnt stephanie whacked bischoff side head leftbr br match tag team championship match christian lance storm vs hollywood hogan edge match started loud usa chants hogan shoving christian ropes ring canadians took there edge scored kick christians head planted facebuster storm get tag hogan hogan began hulk soon caught christian big boot leg drop storm broke count christian tossed hogan ring storm superkicked icon edge tagged soon dropped opponents speared corner turnbuckles missed spear strom hit ref hard instead edge nailed ddt ref could count test raced took hogan leveled edge boot storm tried get pin edge kicked two riksihi sprinted fend test allowing edge recover spear storm christian distracted ref though yj dashed clocked edge tag team championship storm rolled got pinfall win title winners new tag team champions christian lance stormbr br match wwe undisputed championship triple threat match rock vs kurt angle undertaker three wwes successful superstars lined triple threat match undisputed championship hanging balance taker rock got face face kurt angle begging attention side got attention form beat form two men soon after taker spilled ring rock brawled angle angle gave series suplexes took rock great one countered ddt managed twocount fight continued outside ring taker coming life clotheslining angle repeatedly smacking rock taker rock got back ring taker dropped rock sidewalk slam get twocount rock rebounded grabbed taker throat chokeslammed him angle broke pin attempt likely would given rock title rock retaliated latching ankle lock kurt angle angle reversed move rock bottomed peoples champion soon after rock disposed angle hit peoples elbow undertaker angle tried take advantage disabling great one outside ring covering taker kicked two count outside ring rock took big swig nearby water bottle spewed liquid takers face blind champion taker stay disabled long managed overpower rock turn attention angle taker landed guillotine leg drop onto angle laying ring apron rock picked time break pin attempt kurt angle taker nailed rock ddt set chokeslam angle tried sneaking steel chair taker caught tomfoolery smacked hands referee got caught ensuing fire see angle knock taker silly steel chair angle went cover taker rock lay prone dead man somehow got shoulder up angle tried pin rock kicked out rock got landed angle sharpshooter angle looked like tap taker kicked rock submission hold taker picked rock crashed last ride dead man covered win angle raced picked taker ankle lock taker went delirious pain managed counter picked angle last ride angle put triangle choke looked like taker pass out rock broke angles hold find caught ankle lock rock got hold watched taker chokeslam angle rocky hit rock bottom taker refused go kicked out angle whirled taker angle slam rock bottomed great one pinned winner new wwe champion rockbr br finally decent ppv lately ppv good one winner give ppv abr br
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James mo tonight !!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaa cant wait
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dad said would look cyberpunk see ok get wish luck boys n girls like seriously rn get phone wish luck tf u still readin need game
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cadelofficial http twitpic com ved i love mountain but i live in belgium
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first last posti dont know decided post tonight currently another ongoing mental breakdown im year old female tonight im going end life sis goes bed dad goes work moment im ready ive never felt hopeless ive got takes ive lost friends im burden parents im hooked meth almost month now ive coke times week life ruined options fix it mental states mess im diganosed ocd depression delusions child coming back im experiencing sleep paralysis exploding head syndrome falling asleep hallcuations im start lead something actual tonight end end everyones misery tonightgoodbye
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i have trouble falling asleep i need something to regulate my sleep cycle back in the day i took zopiclone which wa good at putting me to sleep but early awakening were somewhat annoying i would like to hear the experience of people who have taken zopiclone and other z drug amp benzodiazepine how did they compare which do you like the most
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another day i do not feel alive i do not feel like i matter i do feel like i am in the way and i do feel like my dream are my only escape lately i have had more anxiety or stress dream tho last one wa about the world ending and everyone rich enough could get a ticket to go on lot of huge spaceship ticket price wa low enough for my aunt and uncle to afford it left without a bother at all for me being alone it felt so strange seeing them board that ship and how little they cared the price wa like 00 000 dollar per person then added in wa pet and i have cat cat cost 00 per cat i could not afford it so i wa left alone just watching ship after ship leaving some malfunctioned and crashed it wa weird watching idk im just tired of feeling alone or abandoned even in my dream and how people dont get how much my cat matter to me they are here for me every day wish insomnia would go away too just another post from a living dead soul sorry
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put number ill recommend song want share music
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@hethfen Great thank you Have you been making music goodness today?
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i should ve died it s been a year since my last suicide attempt a year since the closest i ve gotten to dying a year since my greatest mistake of life see people talk ab leading up to the attempt or their life before that but after the failed attempt they just say they wanted to live and everything got better nah bro that s not this story a year later i m worst than before i just don t live alone anymore and there s more thing stopping me i still hate my life i still wan na die and honestly my depression got worst i just feel like i can express it le since then i had a brief period of being okay then again it all went to shit i no longer play college sport i dropped out of school time i fucked yo everything i cared about and apart from that i m in debt i self harm way more than i used to probably every day now i catch myself switching the knife i used to use for my bare hand a it s easier to play off and i just beat myself up every night until i can barely breath pounding at my chest or rib until it hurt to be straight and i need to curl up in my ball of sweat and blood and cut from the pounding i do to myself i feel invivible like no one give a fuck and neither do i i have to fake every emotion i have because i don t feel anything just complete numbness and pain i failed at everything i set out to do and i ve hurt people who didn t deserve my pain everyone who try to help find it too much and therapy seems too impersonal so it doesn t really help and i can t open up it really just feel like everything went to shit after that it feel like my rock bottom opened up and created a newer harder level called hell for me to play since i escaped from the real one when the pill didn t work and i catch myself holding my stomach half beaten sore and hungry from the day of starving myself due to lack of motivation and thinking god damn it i should ve died that day god fuckikg damn it those pill should ve killed me if they did i wouldn t have hurt who i have if they did i wouldn t have become this failure if they didn t i wouldn t have to fake if they did i wouldn t have to beat if they did i wouldn t have to pretend i m okay being alive when all i ever wan na do is die if they did i would finally rest i can t talk ab my feeling i m undeserving of that privilege i can t explain why i do the thing i do that hurt people the word just don t come out the feeling is unexplainable i can t explain why i just wan na die because if i did then i would be told i m taking thing for granted and i can t kill myself because it hurt to hurt people all i want is to be dead happiness stoped being an option for me long ago
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im wrote redflag note im going stab death tonight im scared please help memy parents mormon im tired told im going hell gay everything wrong im tired never happy actually happy jsut faking it im tired hiding feelings scared mental hospitals ive already twice attempt hated anything im tired parents arguing fighting dad absolute asshole me im tired sister making fun making feel like human garbage dont want die want pain end death way jsut told crush liked him bi actually chance him declined it im tired feeling like trash uselesss piece garbage crying self sleep every night im weak cant even push up single pushup im embarrassment family especially dad ive breathing heavily last hours knife stomach jsut want push bad im scared please help me know ones going read want spill feelings die
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cuz like troybolton is the hottiemcsuperbob omfgz my nail bud cry
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pray for me please the ex is threatening to start sh at my our baby st birthday party what a jerk and i still have a headache
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tried years cant anymoreyou know feel like persevered lot grew taking care severely ill mother father worked long hours take care medical bills even money family keep fed count one hand number times went clothes shopping family horribly narcissistic even let take advantage full college scholarship needed housekeeping family super bigoted wouldve disowned came transgender never actually came them thus sacrificing happiness also sacrificed grades social life them moved shunned socially awkward cast aside longterm boyfriend transgender suffer bone structure issues legs disallow walking properly makes difficult hold job struggled keep employed town retail chief field employment back living bigoted terrible family make feel like less person daily basis want die cant live awful goddamn people anymore worthless enough justify keeping alive anymore resolved fact tomorrow nights night
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help sometimes want disappear live anymore stopped caring anything
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Me: *sigh*Mum: What's wrong?Me: TiredMum: Tired? You haven't even done anything!...........You don't have to do things to get tired. It's called depression. Hi, how are you doing?
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pc died last night fffffff f f ffffffff f f f
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someone kill me thanks advance filler depression filler filer filler filler hate everything filler filler one ever love filler
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friend threatening kill right now need help dohe sent message telling contemplating redflag say
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aiiane what s wrong with being an attention whore
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fuck ted cruz
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dude idc im friends singing song n word as long hard r im gonna sing im vibin idc posting saying shit song social media low iq one care around close friends youre vibing song able embrace vibe without thinking offensive
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mystery meat school taste somewhat good starving
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Yah!! Your right. Popeye also said this in the cartoons. I heard it somewere else. Everyone have a Blessed Day!
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what keep me awake every night is trying to figure out whether my wife and kid would be better off if i actually did take my own life versus me continuing to exist in their life versus divorce and distancing myself from them a much a possible my best mate in my late 0 his mother took her own life when he wa about 0 year old and he hated her for it ever since my parent split when i wa and i have absolutely no memory of my parent a a couple you know a mum and dad together and i m pretty sure my dad left to live with his parent because he had wanted to take his own life and wanted to distance himself from u to minimise the impact he s still alive looking after his mother but he never had any passion for anything and always seemed to be just existing so i get it i m that way too i don t know of any example of father who decided to just live and not leave the family because all my childhood friend were also poor kid living in single parent household i have no friend now so i don t have any example to go by i can see how me choosing to stick around but the therapy and medication isn t making a fucking difference could make life shit for my wife and kid even tho he s alive i can t talk to my dad about anything deep or meaningful my so called adopted father my uncle is so full of b platitude and braindead socialist bullshit that i can t stand talking to him about this stuff i don t have any friend from church so i have nobody to teach me how i m supposed to pray about this shit so i m getting no answer from jesus god i effectively have nobody to talk to about this i don t want empathy i want fucken solution the mere fact that no matter what i do whether ten of thousand of dollar of therapy or a half dozen different medication over the last five year none of it ha made anything better fuck depression fuck adhd fuck doing a job for money fuck being productive fuck cognitive behaviour therapy fuck autism fuck aspergers fuck anxiety fuck just reach out for help fuck society and fuck god for making me born with this mental illness
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im trying besti tried asking friends wanted hang out busy families tried offering go somewhere ive weekend spend time family several times no tried keeping mind busy trying create online business dad starts putting words mouth saying idea silly unenroll extra stuff signed school im math two years grade level yet dad still nerve compare people saying went wrong me hate much im sorry im perfect im sorry im sorry grandma lazy selfish person im sorry wish could better im sorry mom try spending time everyone always wants phones ipads watching tv whatever case is miss you miss family miss spending time family whenever try always end getting hurt someone blames attitude talking much want better im sorry
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helpim crying wonna im sagfe neet talk
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today all good is dead i feel a little funny
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I hate feeling like I'm sinking. Depression sucks, especially when you have 6 million things piled on top of you <Emoji: Pensive face>
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work making want tosomething somethinggot new boss beginning april cunt micromanaging yuongest manager bunch hes singling lot riding hard get stupid tasks done hes business couple weeks pulled office first week told need step role im listening getting resultsall forgot complete couple tasks trying regular job he asks stuff outside job description lot_ hes got working days straiight stocktake fine woulkd fine year old month old baby husband works full time clinical depression boss unaware last part however since give fuck rest pretty sure care prettttyy suure ive suffering pnd again well anyway im fluoxetine taking get stocktake varification day hurt right t want kill myself buuuut want stop feeling way feeling all would super work hr day yesterday hr today days hr shifts next days off yay yay days row lets see make it start getting zopiclone stash god im fucking retard babies need mebut cant even take care them job good i im cut this
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Just finished implementing pretty much every feature I wanted for Network Defense 1.0 - Just gotta make fun maps now
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would willing award award offer best answer
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got braces tightened teeth fucking hurt aaaaaaa
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feel like thisi really even know say here ive never posted something like before know long post be sorry advance gets long thoughts also pretty jumbled right now sorry seems like im rambling structure post well so go feel guess im years old never good thing called life life never terribly bad beat molested no nothing like that never good life ive dreams goals never made come true get wrong im pretty smart guy im quitter feel like putting forth effort really like outdoors fishing hiking camping make feel good times im even going college environmental sciences next year well maybe know ill make long even going school something love get career something actually enjoyi think enjoy life know feel way do used good amount friends used girl loved pushed away know it mistakes ive made making like anymore ones turn away mistakes ive pushed away stopped putting effort stay friends them know why guess want truly hurt them end hurting me so ive become lonely want social im good it talk texttyping pretty well comes talking face face always find struggling find words matters much live small town almost everyone knows me would fine basically outcast school thats remember me cant really make new friends here two friends left keep things anonymous also keep things easy understand ill call john sam so john hes best friend anyone could ask for hes loyal fun smart strong willed would die anyone considers family know happened blessed way become friends him wed anything other were almost exact same well makes getting along easy were pretty fucked head humor sometimes even him subconscious stuff try push away try toit happens thankfully hes stubborn bastard kind knows feel try hide him ive become really good hiding it sometimes slip up know tell feel least little sam amazing caring nice smart funny beautiful outside truly beautiful inside too dated couple times never worked out better friends moved long ago lives couple states away text lot ive shared darker thoughts her caring best hard truly something text live far away two friends lot good ones even them amazing are feel lonely feel way life terribly bad feel like im cut life want livei truly do feel like cant it scares me
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ok perfect movie means disagree overall imdb opinion really really bad watched lot hong kong flix s loved era dearly never saw black mask time saw last week first time apart embarrassingly poor dubbing dvd copy give option turn off movie contains raw energy bravado permeated hong kong movies time still stick guns opinion that comes action guys matter budget add element magic screen bourne supremacy casino royale mission impossible im knocking movies reckon lack spontaneity one feel regulated ever achieve it feeling filmmakers experimenting shot edited afraid leave blemishes learn lessons next time me makes watching movies fun dangerous
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uzumaki visually astounding film however felt story line may sacrificed hardly character development left feeling personally detached film ironic puns aside film really draw many slight spiral effects stunning scene transitions first overall cinematography threw get used overall appearance start see beauty twisted film great movie looking looker much substance deeper meaningit great horror film actually scary suspenseful somehoweerie
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end next week hope gonei cant function person future past ive come close backed out time different ill either die overdose destroyed liver either way do want out cant anymore goodbye thank past help
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another entertaining travolta dance flick great music mood scenes debra winger beautiful like saturday night fever macho film features extremely improbable scenes beautiful women falling travolta almost begging sex them
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@cathybaron There is an article about you in the Leader-News today!
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cant take anymorehello im suicidal year old egyptian male diagnosed ocd since years old ocd first manifested actions soon gone years old soon began manifest another way called pure ocd back realise it fear im pedophile realise harm someone im incest etc biggest thing im afraid im pedophile dont realise it got point cant look kids even hild little brother reason mind keeps triggering situations father met friend work meet friends family including daughter time thought pretty knowing ger age ask taught rude ask females name crush fetishised jerk asked age thought gonna years worst thing grandparents told fine egyptian culture one worst considering pedophilia egyptian ppl disgusting ok year old man marry year old girl said agenda almost believed it thought crush fine kept fetishising even full knowingly im stopped crush cuz mind stupid eventho looked like realized pedophilia manipulation introduced hentai jerked kinky stuff name lolislavebdsmrapeetc every time remember two incidents get anxiety run vains im one disgusting creatures called pedophiles im denying cant take ocd puperty freek denying say like is
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sau saal jiyo tum jaan meri http://bit.ly/Pj27i the lovely voice of Dilraj Kaur, sounds so much like Ashaji..
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mentally died long time backwhats point feels like need die physically
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know i m severely depressed but it s been like this for year i can t do another 0 year of this i turn on monday and i just so tired of this life already i have friend but there s no one i m close to no one to tell my day about not that there would be anything to talk about i do fuck all just barely surviving the day getting out of bed in the morning is so difficult i watch my friend able to go out everyday talk passionately about the thing they re interested in make plan for the future and i just wish i could do that i genuinely don t enjoy anything i m doing a degree i hate but it s too late now to change it and not be able to get out of bed to attend my lecture doesn t help i m on a waiting list for therapy but i m number so that could be up to a year wait i ve tried different antidepressant and they have done fuck all i just can t stop thinking about how it would be best for everyone if i got hit by a truck i am draining to be around i wouldn t be my own friend so god know what anyone else think my first thought about anything is negative someone asked me the other day what i want to do after university and i told them i want to be dead because in all truth that s what i want i don t want to be alive someone wanted me to do something and the first thing out my mouth wa yeah well i want to chuck myself in front of a train but we can t always get what we want didn t even mean to say it but it just always at the front of my mind and i don t even know if it s true because i m not at risk of doing anything i ve absolutely no intention of chucking myself infront of a train but i want to no longer exist sometimes i think i need to reach out to someone but who and why bother what are they gon na do i went to my gp about it and spoke to a mental health nurse but all that s done is given me antidepressant that don t work and put me on a year long waiting list i m meeting up with family for my st my and brother aunt and uncle and cousin that i haven t seen in a while all travelling to see me i should be looking forward to it but i m not i m dreading it because they ve all got their life together have something to live for they re gon na ask me how i m doing and either i lie though they will know i m not telling the truth or i m honest and bring the whole mood down and what point would telling them they can t do anything when i say i want to chuck myself in front of a train i m not just doing it for attention i don t plan to do anything of the sort but i think it s the only way i know of saying how i really feel because no other way describes it just saying i m not doing great doesn t really cut it i m doing fucking awfully and don t know how to stop it
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need people please talk high school student great grades everything went virtual dont neccesarily think lockdown reason sething it barely get anything like fighting myself two opposing ideas head one me fighting everything failing almost every class feel innaddequite tried watch couple shows friends recomended ended watching stuff getting nothing done people still think answers almost everything sent school counsler bc failing opposite helpful demanded yes answer vague questions put spot said high schooler capable talking adults didnt get immediate response feel inadequate unintentionally disassociated everything nothing feels real want stop cant figure it is sure good way put it attempt edit dont respond commentmessage definitely read it im great words probably couldnt think anything respond sry
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strange lights seen honolulu httpsyoutubedgcdzmhkwhttpsyoutubedgcdzmhkw
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@stephjonesmusic http://twitpic.com/6bclz - ahh, the 'almost half-naked badass' look, very nice
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weird feelinghi im young guy junior high school gotten suicidal phase semicolon tattoo stand redflag ya know minimal backstory care want redflag something anyone comes too guy barely knew shot stomach knots idk feel bad makes feel like throwing know sat lunch always joked cool someone id known long amount time fact knew one knows suicidal always happiest one feels like weird fucked dream though question is right feeling bad guy nowhere near close everyone else was
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Depression is real https://twitter.com/markbattles317/status/906303122125017093 â¦
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feel reason liveim unemployed mentally ill facing criminal charges borderline broke im verge ending it career prospects ruined now way hole
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Follow friday yall ohhhh yea!
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best forums get help suicidal thoughts anonymouslyim posting bit much wanted know anyone suggestions forums maybe small substitute therapy since im wait list
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confusedlike lot people here idk want die tbh keep trying either wuss attempt doesnt workand try go theres reason must here try again idk anymore im tired broke keep trying life idk live makes sense
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night young im bored mind wanna chat send anything pm heres discord mack
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cant go back college reason stay alivemy college announced cant go back essentially entire year thing made happy first time ever felt happy live horrible home situation indefinitely see reason stay alive know ill eventually go back dont think survive another year want get kill
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damnitgod fucking damn iti really feel like want die god damn it think were really fuckedand feel little bit better
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tie noosethat moment watching youtube video tie noose
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awww ellie sound so sick poor thing
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could send picture failing something youtube video dont show face secs something either dm discord the holy sheep examples sharpening pencil breaks missing basked ball shot burning toast etc thanks much
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@MissSydneyJ Im good, lol... I feel awake
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E just asked how to go around the pole. What next, clear heels?
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pepsi coca cola glass
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gonna kill im fucking stupidm addicted failing school noone read anyway ahahah
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@Cherrrylll I have missed you too. how are you lovebug?!?!
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i m not here for support or anything i m simply here to find an easy painless way to do it i m sick of this place it s not getting better it won t get better only worse it s been this way for year man like literally year when i wa a kid the only thing that made i enjoyed wa video game and now i hate video game simply because i don t find any enjoyment in them smoking weed used to make me feel more numb or at least not like this but i m sick of it i m angry i m angry at my existence and i m angry everybody get so upset when i say i don t wan na endure anymore it s pathetic it s a if the pack animal want to include me in their pack just because i want to exit so somebody please tell me an easy way to leave this place
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know parties happening like consult want go party
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I promise you if you're going through a rough time with anxiety, depression or whatever the case may be... journaling will help. <Emoji: Cherry blossom><Emoji: Sunflower> so if you've had a bad day, WRITE. If you've had a good day, WRITE. IT WILL help. <Emoji: Smiling face with smiling eyes>
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@kanter Here is the link to the post about CEOS Must Use Social Media (note survey at end of post, please http://bit.ly/xb7Ww Thx!
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nextthe thing getting convincing need christmas want christmas tell im needed christmas that what new years survive nothing close enough needed want given many times im fed
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want get canceryes know upset many people understand runs family id never wish anyone except myself really pray get soon
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doe someone feel the same i don t want to be alone with this feeling it s misery
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pleas help person rredflaghttpswwwredditcomrasktransgendercommentskvcim_starting_to_plan_my_redflag_tw
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@Psychobiotic @ajit9988 It's intriguing...but...I hear people talking about probiotics for depression and I wonder...is this vitamin supplements and herbal remedies for millennials approaching middle age?
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give upwhen born die born die
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voidthe void feel keeps getting bigger every single day thoughts get worse worse felt okay yesterday wanna end rn
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weeks ago found mom spying night found confronted her thought stopped yesterday found still it ok get back thought something live place people open things things like gay people doesnot exist mother kinda open says problem going world until happening house also kind homophobic next time shes gonna it im gonna blast gay porn rooms tv dont think shell ever again going hilarious said people really open possibiloty shes never gonna confront it
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urge want hurt ruin myselfi urge get face tattooi urge want get arrested crime go jail even crime commiti urge homeless sleep streets urge hurtruin myself
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i don t know if i want to wipe who i am and have been for so long now or if i want to wipe ou my existence so long i ve told myself and forced myself to live just one more day because one day or another it will be different right one day or another it will be better right these day there s another loud thought i have not being here at all is different it is better it might not be the most pleasant choice but it is a choice all the same and it is the only choice that say you ll never have to hurt again you ll never have to hold your hand when you break you ll never ave to cry again it will all end forever this thought is the only thing that seems to care about me anymore
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public transportation shitty everywhere cuz fax fresno area xpress sucks major asshole city really needs it pretty much everything else california except bart bay areas rapid transit also sucks ass seriously fax dont even cover fresno really horrible clovis roundup even worse
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I am NOT going to allow my depression to take over my life again. my mental health is going downhill again and i'm not going to let it.
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@death616 goodnight
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rd grade sister th grade whenever would look sister would always thing nerdy teachers pet days ago realized popular girl class everyone crush on know realize sooner every guy class used ask number one guys neighborhood switched schools could school sister like wtf
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last school year first background meme alice jerk alice cute asian girl bin classes school nice obviously huge crush her weeks working balls ask out get rejected biggie tells girls school harassed ignore became huge jerk me luckily story permeated kids give shit popularity hang crowd stick status quo even seem know exists
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girl told look like angel angels actually attractive theyre ugly see real description
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@tiny_asian guhh i know! i miss you too.. :/ it's going good! more hours at work now and yeah.. living a chill life. neat stuff you?
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http://shoppingfrugal.blogspot.com/ $5 off $25 at Pet Supermarket! Print now
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I had to stop what I was doing to go pick up a bed for my visiting mother in law. I'm back! Let's see, where was I?
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