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really need help im trying drive insanity kill easieri want eat days now meanwhile taking mg caffeine equivalent cans coke caffeine bunch risky things drugs im totally insane need help think go insane ultimately die
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title says worked hard starting graduated high school get place work live own obviously many many set backs life general incredibly unfair complex me worked hard so hard hopefully end journey two years living job enjoy found then work working myself ampxbbut get enjoy future climate change politics instability world right now makes fear able to live first world country soo much thankful for good food family good uni enjoy life lot life still taken hard work redflag things work out self confidence destroyed long ago working restoring yeahh afraid world go shit feel like hard work put worth it would wasted years per se good moments sure went lot get thereampxbany comfort truth speaking would much appreciated everything went through hard work world going fear may get enjoy it
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almost socialized today class today really extracurricular class instructor said got popsicles could go outside eat chat whatever hung around bit really talk anyone know anybody want butt without really knowing say closest got instructor asked wanted another said good since hands already mess one had idk though want able make friends talk people actually ends like end awkwardly hanging around within vicinity without really going anything actually something
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feeling a bit better today at least i can walk i have no idea what happened yesterday on my way to school now ugh
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@LuvBadger Sweet....
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want drink beer want get caught want smell like alcohol
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My depression and anxiety vlog https://youtu.be/VEpZ8Js7h2MÂ via @YouTube
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ill probably kill time parents diemany times past every winter last years actually point thing keeping alive thought much would hurt parents killed myself theyre dead reach point first time ill probably it theres nobody else life think couldnt cope redflag nobody whos close enough really really badly affected longterm basis
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old friend invited farewell party normally get invites like going away another country honest never close went different universities get along well him dinner party people female friends girlfriend like guys whole night felt zoned out felt horrible friendly talking others felt faded alcohol made even worse one guys remarked barely talked anyone whole night felt crushed gave usual xcuse tired difficult leave right away first leave felt like giving officially came home cried yeah yr old dude cried party feel like loser matter much force always loser give even trying anymore tired it cannot even hang people feel like broken person
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i am a late 0 s man in canada i have discovered i am bisexual my friend and family would be shocked i have always been with woman my whole life until last weekend i wa helping a coworker and his wife move we were finished and i needed to use the bathroom before i left when i came out they asked me straight out if i wanted to have sex with them i wa taken aback for sure but i felt my fantasy wa coming true it wa a wondeful experince never had a man give me oral sex before and i returned the favou http favour no r now i feel like my friend and family will reject me and i feel i should just end my life and aviod the hassle my http hassle my life is worthless and i feel after this happened i am done
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just found out she got pushed off a chair, hit her head on a wheelbarrow last night. I took a beating. Thank you vodka
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im alone homeless living tent woods eaten days conversation someone weeks sleep hours day due paranoia schizophrenia sleeping woods actually terrifying non stop anxiety feels like im going heart attack im edge time get moment relax breathe without worrying loneliness definitely worst part someone call literal fantasy fighting impossible im ready give up see point continuing see future this
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whats even fucking point posting hereits like anyones going read say whatever try post posts get overlooked im last legs cant go anymore know else know reach anyone else im done im done like life big cosmic joke god huge bully enjoys torturing making life worse worse worse difficult cant take anymore want die want die want die anything else death would welcome completely open arms none fair tried reaching out able say didnt tried reaching out work reason supposed reach to much
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aparntly making tea manly aunts uncles came grandmas house making tea aunt s already making wanted made cup uncle gave look sat next told make tea lady like tha fuck thats sexist wrong hate
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well it sunny outside but im stuck indoors far far away from a window roll on dinner
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thirty nine counting miss
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start texting crush m want start texting crush f know start many conversations besides wishing eachother happy birthday help suggestions welcome free ask questions helps
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Phew, thank God that the paper was manageable today! I shall rest well now that it's the vacation.
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seeing kind movies turns english humor often seen screen since days monty python man house badbr br brenda blethyn who first saw saving grace early year another must see way excels alfred molina does rest cast virtually unknown me turns great performances too film starts slowly gradually gains pace amusement midway tears eyes laughingbr br all all funny english movie thousand times better supposedly funny garbage comes hollywoodbr br
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@Nguyen I've still got a Jornada, should we start a museum?
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wondering why gamebattles is down http bit ly qzuuy
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Is there still a stigma around depression in the workplace? Read what we have to say https://buff.ly/2GHTiK8Â #employmentlaw pic.twitter.com/V9qH2ZACvF
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hey all creating depression playlist lol songs listen repeat also fuck depression song listen loop
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hold tight it s nearly the weekend here s roger inferno attending a seminar to deal with his negative thought like a totally normal person depressed superhero webcomic mentalhealthmatters depression superheroes webcomics comic positivevibesonly itsokaytonotbeokay http t co erpvmv l n
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@ishanibutalia Haha. Have fun in Kashmir
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could hera girl school near recently killed herself age hurts never knew her stories tell things common suicidal thoughts act out head went different outcomes etc want die know im going it however exactly trust cant even productive even want to knowing another girl went saddens me want anyone else feel way wish life nicer wish must shit world death saw scenario outcomes play out saw everyone grieve hurt including myself wish option would fix lives easily want girl did hate took someone elses death realise this ive posted many times even nice advice help im sorry
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wanttss to go out
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Nick is always a trendy topic
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warning may contain spoilers let rosalina help mario lead way smile game brighten day br br stars require luck skill bring much thrillbr br blasting stars show mario luigi travelers are br br walking upside never fun especially final battle koopa near sun br br this truly super awesome game absolutely deserves place nintendos hall fame
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mom made fun gf face hate gf dad came house once could hang me last name happens rhyme jerking well yknow basically mom called insert name jerkingoff mom would beat shit her day lost respect mom
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lately everything feels greyand cant seem shake feeling feels numb cold empty great got back right path everything unpredictable makes afraid wish could shake feeling know get better always do even feel like energy left time bit difficult guess miss friends much cat whenever feel pain much handle idea there waiting me comforts nothing feels quite like used im guessing never im hoping better times us know make everything constantly changing even hard sometimes welcome it im making effort want negative want feel better now hope eventually redflag seems oddly comforting know still fight know heal again know love all
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first serious relationship even though know anhedonia nothing giving joy right now boyfriend calls love life wants plan rest life mei relationship him see working long termi want run away move away feel horrible absolute star amazing feel like obliged him miss him feel trappedis depression luring ugly head super normal everything fizzle year depression love boyfriend year
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one asked wanted born like wtfso hate waking hours spent working working working want get hardly anything cities usa violent crime impoverished shit holes tell best place be see got hiv health conditions find enjoyment life calmly explained parents immoral child much less them world sucks much find horrible
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boyfriend needs helpmy bf severly depressed suicidal ive asked get therapy many times hadnt yet im scared worried nd yesterday scary day told sister check constantly nd stuff rly think needs professional help right now want talk dad tell dad maybe consider taking bf mental hospital smth im worried abt mistreatment hes black man severe depression im veryscared might treat him think continuing untreated cause harm nd think rn thing tht might help mentsl hospital idk im also worried bx hes doesnt consent assume wont accept hospital wht ur high redflag risk tht different im scared worried dont know wht right thing yo is ik job like isnt getting help needs nd im worried waiting bring dont want die depressed feels like nothing get better nd everyone hates nd never right words say imnot equipped nd causing much stress love much nd wanna help way can feel small nd powerless want things get better deserves world
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wo ist die studie eigentlich ver ffentlicht oder machen wir ffentliche diskussion jetzt einfach ohne faktenbasis tipp f r alle die auch schlechte studien machen wollen einfach die spezifischen longcovid symptome nicht testen kipptisch usw daf r depression nicht abgrenzen
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feel trappeddo ever feel like never going able enjoy life accomplish dreams trapped mind seeing people succeed makes sad knowing could spot instead trapped thing see future redflag often sit porch middle night thinking mistakes opportunities took them makes sad times coming back way see redflag somehow would fix stuff want like this yeah idk do
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First day of summer vacation at home with the boy.
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close giving upgive up dont much left family know it incredible irreplacable man makes smile sometimes see nothing else lost house two weeks homeless real best friends turned faux uni sucks therefore grades suck hometown people talk shit me oh may hpv symptoms may virus reason live hoping turn fine maybe thinking failed every way possible homeless two weeks isnt much is overwhelming tired today birthday say happy birthday all not whatever may end anyway
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In High School," the Kids Are Not All Right ""With social and academic pressure mounting"," a teacher shares what he's learned about tracking his students' mental well-being."" http://ow.ly/uFiS30jqqDKÂ #mentalhealthawareness #depression #anxiety #ketamine #ketamineinfusiontherapy pic.twitter.com/oAuMSBQhtE
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anyone wanna chat rn im home chillin pm u wanna chat m
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gonna fine damn damn damn damn dan dam damnm
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wanted brag got th percentile english psat without minute studying im even native thank coming ted talk
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want peacejust want done want stop godamn coward body aches mind keeps rotting want peaceful sleep
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ismadinter en d pression
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saved life dont know feeltoday called police attempted redflag really know feel it texting family hates us worry stop forever know feel
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@alibalijeweller I dont know
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pepperoni roll in l a i called valentino s they said that they had sausage roll but no pepperoni roll http tinyurl com cec ka
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waiting for my flight slumming it in the departure lounge
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opinions cinnamon bun girl would love hear ur thoughts cinnamon girl
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keep telling ill later tomorrow never do feel like wasting away life chance things want do sometimes wonder push things back far if even know it chance things really live disappears say chance really live right really feel like living feel like existingwhat push things far back existence disappears want do go pursue dreams die scares much guess scared died right now entirety life would mean nothing know matter hard try life really mean anything want life mean something die right feel like will wasting life away
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Yesterday was all very fuck .Today go out with my friends kisees colleagues !
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your language show your depression get well soon those who are using mask willingly or by compulsion will not support you even u may be right
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need encouragement help please
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Cannot Wait For Sims 3 And My New Shoes..
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i know problem have always existed many people who are depressed now have been depressed before all of this shit happened but i can not help but feel like two year of our life have been taken away from u most people my age had to waste one year or more of their life doing college university remote i personally have witnessed multiple war and conflict break out over this time so much death so much stress so much grief anxiety and sorrow covid isn t the worst of what ha happened recently i feel like i don t need to mention what the world ha been going to hell a lot of people are writing that nothing seems fun well that s because it s not we re not allowed to do anything we re only allowed to be miserable and watch each other suffer emotionally financially mentally physically where ha everything went wrong maybe this is all a cruel joke well it s not funny
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tldr help support partner starts treatments severe depression redflagmy partner suffering depression recently prescribed lustral help given option signing work also started therapy really happy getting help feel bit blind foolish understanding bad become her want make sure supportive can anyone advise trying dohere ideas read far would appreciate feedback on positivity in negativity do complain partner anything take others take share house work cleaning keep house clean mess redflagful flowers often empathise sympathise how would good active listening remember her me take anything says personally read possible side effects lustralthanks advance guidance apologies advance violates rules checked maybe missed something support partner suffering depression
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u ever say something u know stupid someone u something talk feel like ive made look stupid could talk someone
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hate myselfim failing half classes mess everything up always try homework find self procrastinating like right it pissed parents much trust want run away kill self
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it april stop snowing
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i know my life ha been flipped upside down when i just thought in my head that some ramen sound good
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suicidal girl met online suddenly stop suicidal become happy never realized till blocked me liked could date kept getting thoughts date year blocked became confused found waited year started getting suicidal thoughts again helped get rid thoughts never realized never told want date feel like cannot live without her talked many girls online n person feel like one actually like talk to people say move know explain cannot live without her feel like found person actually fell love messed know want know ur thoughts
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alone king kch din baad ye bhi chale jayenge depression main lmao
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disappointedso im writing mobile hospital bed please forgive formatting length made attempt little week ago almost worked mother law walked bedroom which never does found unconscious tell me even minutes later would late diagnosed type bipolar year ago clarified ptsd induced bipolar time started taking meds again january admitted psychologist psychiatrist suicidal instantly changed meds gave impression working wasnt little week ago waited kids asleep beds went bathroom took recently filled meds considering take mood stabilizers plus meds migraines something else sleep lot stomach started feel heavy that felt great felt free knew matter time put letters written kids husband parents put sure theyd found laid waited remember falling asleep feeling like finally free fast forward days im waking icu mother asleep chair next bed one sisters boyfriend asleep couch room life me cant understand im still alive work whole body hurts tubes coming arms im pissed worked got explanations realized mother law called ambulance thing feel hatred hate picked walk in leave alone let die know shouldnt cant help it want here perfect plan ruined it im stuck hospital life want in people cant understand much hurts breathe every day completely sucks
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mostazzza im sorry i ve failed you
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@EHayen I think you'd have a fun talk radio Big plans for it?
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@MazeRunnerMovie Love this i am gonna watch it 24/7 i won't have social life i will have newt depression hours only
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I am home from work, drinking coffee
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gen z want live theres viral video tiktok right know yearold saying hopes everyone related cop dies mean yeah fuck cops theyre assholes fuck wrong people xbox modern warfare i hope whole fucking family dies type joke people genuinely want happen
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grownup lonely thingi make many mistakes grownup anyone blame yourself grownup fix mistakes grownup responsible everything do crushing lonely confusing think making right choice wrong choice think right thing wrong thing spend days weeks months sometimes years working make life better family fail again christmas worst theres nothing like christmas make feel like horrible parent tired alone yet keep going day day day keep waiting silver lining right im slogging endless sea gray
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fact ive never stacked donuts dick astonishing like one reason god given mf coochie collapser done smh ask top donut glazed
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so ive had a few small victory here and there which have made me noticed how we all make stuff 0x worse than how it actually is idk if it gon na be a long post but hopefully not so my main struggle is health anxiety it shocking how much it changed me ive always lived with it but it became a thing a bit before the pandemic obviously the pandemic made it 0x worse anyways i wa not working barely working out and barely had a social life isolation so i knew i had to do something i enrolled into a master degree in europe i live in mexico so it a big move anyways coming wasnt that hard actually the first few week it wa easy i walked around my new city went out etc my health anxiety wa still there but diminished so now i start class and ive always been a shy person i dont come across a shy somehow but i am and i wa having a hard time feeling like i had friend one thing about my anxiety is that im super functional i may be dying in my head but im still at school and whatever but the thing is i dont have social anxiety i love meeting new people but because i wa in my head dying or thinking that i wa having a stroke or something the nerve were translating to me talking to people i felt odd weird and that everybody noticed im sure there were time were they did but here come the good part a friend frome home came to the same course a me but she came in a few month late so about a month ago when she got here and went to a few class she asked me how are you friend with everybody i wa like huh i feel like im forcing myself on these people and only talk back if they talk to me i dont feel like i have friend ofc i didnt say that but i told her oh yeah whatever lol second victory wa today we have a class where a teacher talk all the time and barely let u talk she had u gather in team for a debate and when it came to me she stopped the class and said you meaning me im gon na pick who you go with cause youre a chit chatter and talk to everybody so they all want you in their team thinking i would have no problem debating since i dont have an issue talking in public at least in my class i wa shocked i still felt like a weirdo sure i did crack a few joke here and there but didnt really feel like people would noticed if i didnt show up but idk it made me realize how even when my mind is crumbling and im on edge people dont notice a much a i think if i told you all the stuff im thinking while im talking to people yall would laugh is this headache a stroke or maybe covid is this twitch a clot am i gon na faint now is this pain from overdosing on pain killer last week and my kidney is about to fail that is just an example of what my mind is thinking while im trying to have a conversation with people this is kind of a wake up call because it all in ur head ive been worried about stroke and disease obsesivelly for year and literally knock on wood everytime everything come back clear and the only think that worrying ha brought me is not enjoying where im at of course it easier said than done but omg im gon na try to remember this everytime
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Mmmm Good morning Tweets! I'm taking a personal day today and am now sipping a cup of coffee in my jammies.
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want alivr anymore think take longer problem feeling hate everytying happening especially breathng want alive thibk kill myself want feeling idk stop it tired
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pmarca tszzl how doe this gel with rising loneliness and depression though social medium usage is in fact associated with these thing http t co z9 fmrok w http t co hc mf gqmq
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office se golden spoilers started watching show swear ending dwight rolling shit funny also leaves questioning future builds good character development show focuses main peeps wacky times switch jims new office really get feel feels amazing episode
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posting im longer lonely day forgot post yesterday make up
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Finally off to bed after ipod took ages to load but now ready for my journey to bognor tomorrow
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sighi understand prettiest boy school kid intelligent best math perfect grades national karate champion multitalent everything puberty hit ditched girl said liked me thought manipulating me never got back look years later im sexually emotionally frustrated kissless virgin psychologically intellectually spiritually physically devolved underdeveloped miserable pathetic loser going lower lower tons psychological pain depression homophobia incestphobia ocd generalized social anxiety hatred towards human race opposite sex etc trying pass exams need studying unprosperous phylology college shitty town masochistic people bad financial situation family bonds zero social life cant look girls girls cant look me ever touch girl thats virgin killing monday turn like this why thats question edit top fell buttom elementary school teacher never believe im person
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diving deeper auras galaxiea first series hope god species auras going age order lets begin first list galaxiea physical social descriptions auras found herehttpswwwredditcomrimmersivedaydreamingcommentsmkqcmaintroducing_my_god_species_the_aurasutm_sourceshareamputm_mediumwebxampcontext basic info galaxiea oldest auras firstborn council also largest aura pris standing feet ear galaxiea siblings children galaxiea everything physical universe creates controls stars planets black holes neutron stars pretty much everything else inhabits space decides moves often planning course entire galaxies hundreds thousands years ahead time like tier auras galaxiea possesses telepathy telekinesis uses constantly keep items floating around well lift move items as well upper auras talk telepathy physical description galaxiea tallest auras feet ear tall stocky muscled wellbuilt short fur dark blueblack color eyes rich dark purple several planets rings asteroid belts floating around time never touching fur large yellow planetlike rings dance around neck tail ears ankles like jewelry asteroid belt floats spine neck tail weaving around rings planets varying sizes colors orbit rings asteroids none items actually hold life simply shrunkendown versions real thing galaxiea wears show sometimes especially bored galaxiea pick one planets float around her inspecting it may ever play rings watch asteroids soar around her doesnt often breaks cold uncaring front galaxiea puts on personality positive traits wise good foresight thinks long term caring good negotiator talker good memory watchful knowing soft inside cares around wont admit loyal static rarely changes mind set likely wont change always open help others never ask help careful words always speaks intent doesnt speak often always worth listening negative traits closed guiltridden blames whenever something bad happens auras critical stubborn tends come mean harsh struggle understand emotions especially complex ones doesnt trust others often tries things struggle asking help difficult please harsh criticism neutral traits cold stoney exterior opinionated blunt thinks long term fails see actions impact people stickler rules believes place reason tends harsher side punishment grading believes failures promote inspiration become flustered confronted always wants maintain cold exterior causing limit things doesnt enjoy listing others talk prefers alone enjoys company hates gossip believes people say things speak fun facts galaxiea sworn children saying one has ever will share power final galaxiea loves murder mystery books genre read several bookshelves filled murder mystery dozen languages line room know though since galaxiea reads room slightly embarrassed personal servants know occasionally sends retrieve new books absolutely loves read book owns least times never admit wants look fancy regal galaxiea change items float around her may add rings head like halos planets around neck like necklace never wears regular jewelry instead uses items fashion galaxiea sometimes seen tutoring young schoolage auras physics laws always get flustered closed whenever someone points out galaxiea one auras enjoy swimming auras enjoy getting wet warm days galaxiea may seen dropping floating items beside priss lakeshore diving in says water reminds floating space doesnt swim often believes undermines cold exterior since galaxiea blood family close many auras closest friends time death electricity though electricity tier aura galaxiea spends fair amount time him led rumors spreading around pris level relationship say simply work together powers relate closely intertwine often others say intimate relationship neither galaxiea electricity spoken rumors though galaxiea hates rumors blind male convinced let go still snarls anyone catches talking it hope guys like this please tell think ask questions would love answer them
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pro adhd meds kinda focus eat less food looks disgusting even though know need eat haha get cripplinng headaches dont take meds eat like goblin feel like shit hate everything
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suicidality made go crazyi keep internally laughing cant stop im barely close eyes keep laughing internally fucked think might crazy extremely afraid get diagnosed keep flashbacks day held captive hospital horrible time really deserved cant longer help
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sarahlsharp oops feel like i m breaking a few heart now
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im nervous basically start lockdown falling friend got along stopped talking one day according mutual friend going sit right next class together help please two days going happen
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attempted redflag once didnt pan out now wish access fentanylmy attempt redflag took eight instead four trazedone got sixth pill figured fuck it every day realize much loser last day hopeless future is im almost im white hetero male high school diploma nothing else ive applied hundred jobs year ive two interviews never called back ive unemployed year now thats saying much last job mascot needless say doesnt come close even paying food live disability im ugly acne scars rosacea im little overweight cant afford clean clothes pay four days food without using food bank relying family starving girls look like im cockroach never get smiled public dont see point studying get technical school because thats afford student loan get computer engineering technology government take earn spend time working hard get job fry cook money taken away you enough some fun myself doubt id get promoted ive never promoted ive lost jobs since employment record credit score filth cant afford cant qualify move better apartment end dont mind leaving family behind theyll think well hes better place now would truth every day inch closer closer towards homelessness apartment building cock roaches mice god knows else makes living much desirable actually existing wish fentanyl days want go it day know ill day again
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mother suicidal thoughts making sad toomy mother father split almost years ago currently lives brother give shit her last week one worst fights talk then today came tell died life pay more im im deal fact mother wants kill constantly alone hand deal father also difficult person deal with also going several phases life time energy dedicate mother since im living mother hard follow know determined commit strong suicidal thoughts today deal fairly well them fear anything happens mother know could handle suicidal thoughts well time passes mother loses reason live falls redflag please help me know else do like im loop takes get mother makes sadder talk today tomorrow morning ill schedule session psychologist soon possible her else get thoughts head
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guys talk life good bad even extremes want know youre okay feel loved
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anyone ever insults pay attention constantly person either get person stop coming creative comeback not likely succeeding ask kindly stop compliment them either weirded change views you either way theyre gonna keep distance time
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@SHEISTHEONLY oh well i wont loose hope till the day is over
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hi try commit redflag tonighthello guys mg clonazepam kill someone chased alcohol vodka probably urgent need answers
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im killing soonill kill soon thats promise truly mean it see go anymore even good life good people world full sad unfair things im good thing asset world
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woman talk cbt phone minutes information
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parents make feel like worthless human beinghi all ive looked many posts teensadults issues parents wanted share story since none tell to feel like treat shitty cant handle anymore whenever something proud reaction underwhelming even feel like anymore never great school especially elementary school joined highschool woke got good grades even upgraded higher level never noticed that small minor thing causes uprough need talk stupid never reach anything july graduated second time college dads reaction nothing absolutely nothing like expect anything mother simple reaction like goodjob son well done would sufficient day passed since graduated morning mom dad nerve talk cousin university graduated lawyer man made feel like shit like even want child always story whenever something im proud need bring someone else even better beginning thought sense encouragment know like keep going way say sense love caring makes want kill myself know mental health issues like depression stress cause poor childhood mom brought everthing ive done right feel like best thing could accomplish yet nerve still lecture me im sad right now whenever im home tell go work go away never want here yet mom always home never works father work still get money government like work yet like ish year old im right ive working since years old years restaurant years fabric produce glass ive working since beginning teenage days yet nerve say something like uggh know im saying things cant take anymore remember mom used k euros money kept pay debts house cause father got stupid shit like even worth going uni anymore sorry long story
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Car-Scrapyards is now on Facebook: http://bit.ly/16QF7w
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dying soon know itim sorry
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test pls ignore pls ignore this trying test reddit ban posting
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@pAinxiNtHehEart thx, yes i dont like summers in nyc, i was born in July, but im def fall/ winter person
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im okay starting careim just really even want talk want straight kill ive tried made everyone miserable obviously failed even see point things anymore nothing gives joy hope like life one long day nothing ever changes im point want break things hurt just uh even know cant get im feeling words pointless try
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Up til 7 am. Talking to casey. it was perfect
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girl sending mixed signals think need outside input one ive friends girl years recently as past year so talking constantly weve talking caps months joke often tells misses me sending emojis back forth batches sent emoji time calls best friend said snap couple months back looking date seeing im socially inept figured id get input outside perspectives want ruin friendship idk shes not thoughts looking far this
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so i would describe myself a someone who is pretty high functioning in term of living with moderate anxiety although in certain triggering situation it can become completely debilitating and a huge obstacle to making progress in my life on wednesday i have a job interview and i am just nauseated and so anxious even thinking about it it s only 0 minute long but i think it s 0 0 whether i ll straight up have a panic attack during the interview and i m absolutely dreading it the inability to speak to think in a straight line to remember anything to breathe properly feeling totally disoriented i m not trying to manifest it here but it s just the reality of how my body reacts to these situation and in year of my working life i have never come close to conquering it i have a wonderful partner i have been with for nearly a year now but she ha never really seen what anxiety can do to me when it get bad i guess i ve just been really good at avoiding situation that trigger it she s very sympathetic and encourages me to prepare but it s clear she fundamentally doesn t know what it s like to be debilitated by situation to the point of panic attack i tried to explain but she think if i prep then i ll just be able to speak without issue but it just doesn t work like that for me at all prep can only get me so far and half the time i ll just get a few sentence out then descend into panic i am so anxious just thinking about wednesday that i ve barely made progress with my prep anyway although i ll try my best to do some more over the next couple of day sorry this is just a rant and isn t a very meaningful post i guess i m just desperate for people to understand how horrible it is to feel so anxious and to know you re basically setting yourself up for a potential panic attack with an audience hope i can find my courage to get through it
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